Missing You Is Opium
The Part 30

"Mama,please! What the fuck? Vania did not want to divorce Kak Umar for now," Vania's face was red when she received the papers.

"Vania, mama just wants Vania to be happy. Umar had chosen Thalita as his way of life,"

"Didn't divorce hate God?" Vania squeezed out while sitting on the long sofa.

"Divorce is hated, but not forbidden. If marriage only gives harm then why continue?"

"Wouldn't it be as good as Siti Asiyah having a husband as bad as Fir'aun. So why did Vania give up?"

"They're different, Vania!!" mom started raising her voice .

"Are you not tired of having a daughter-in-law like Vania? So you want to divorce Vania immediately with Brother Umar?"

"God, boy!!" mama immediately grabbed Vania who had started crying.

"Vania just wanted to see Kak Umar and Thalita first ma, Vania just wanted to know why they could have this much. As bitter as anything that must be received Vania, at least Vania already know the reason, Please mama keep this lawsuit. One day Vania will definitely make a decision, but not now. "

Papa only saw two people hugging, watching the closeness of in-laws and daughter-in-law as such was not common. But unfortunately they had to separate because of his son who was unable to keep loyal.

"Astagfirullah," papa stroked the chest if he was pleased by Umar's actions.

***

Nando came out of his room, hugging his mother and his omana.

" Mother is rich in Teletubbies" said Nando.

We all laughed .

There was a calm feeling in Vania's heart after saying what she wanted to say. "It's really what I want, I don't care how it ends. I just want it all uncovered without any secrets,"

Vania called Roy to ask him to meet. Vania entrusts Nando to her father-in-law. Since returning home from vacation Vania decided to settle temporarily at the house of papa Umar's mother. He was afraid of not being able to control his feelings when he was with Nando. His heart is really in a rage. Apatah again when watching the photos of Umar and his honey. "Cute?? it turns out to be this bittersweet," Inner Vania.

Vania finds Roy in a cafe away from the crowd. After ordering several menus, Vania immediately offered maps that had been sent by her father-in-law. "Examine this place, Roy. I want to know where they live now. Please everything you know about them is printed. Make one, buy a map !"

"You want diapain??" ask Roy flat.

"Are you sure you want to meet them? An emotional control?"

"I'll take your papa mama, Roy"

"Why is it so complicated, Van? divorce is already! You are the widow of hundreds who want to accept!!" chirps Roy.

"The problem isn't that, Roy. The problem must be solved, the feeling must also be ended if it does not want to be together again, not like this. Hanging feelings without clarity, leaving without any reason." Vania explained at length.

"You're too mature,"

"It's all a life problem, Roy. I'm tired of this loneliness. But I really need to know everything before I end. " Vania smiled.

"Tomorrow I'll see, there's an address for Umar Doank that I haven't met yet. Btw your honey van turns out to be hot, huh? I saw the photos were exciting, it's worth your husband being tempted!"

Vania smiled wryly, then drank the coffee she had ordered. Open his phone and reply to a message from Adam.

' I'm sorry, Vania's on a lot of business.'

Then Vania turned off her phone. It is no longer important to activate the phone.

Vania continues her conversation with Roy, about Umar. Vania heard Roy's explanation more without many answers. Knowing your husband with all his happiness with others is not something fun. I guess this is only in the flying fish soap opera.

"Aaaargh," Vania took a deep breath. Scooping the face reassembles the patience that begins to fall apart.

"Are u okay," asked Roy looking at Vania's complaint.

Vania looked at Roy sayu. "I'm just tired,"

Roy understood the feelings of the woman in front of him. But he can't do anything. He promised himself that he would finish the job soon. Not for the money, but for the heart of the woman who once attracted his heart. Unfortunately, Roy is too self-aware he is not a Vania type.

****

Vania decided to go home but not to. He just wants to calm down. Vania pointed her car at the mosque. The mosque where Vania and Umar were married. For a moment he looked from a distance, all those memories were replaying. Vania turned her car around looking for another mosque.

"It turns out this is how it feels when we know our husband has another woman" Vania just made up.