Missing You Is Opium
The Part 13

"Astagfirullah" Vania scooped her face as Adam graced her dream..

He calmed his troubled heart, some days Mas Adam adorned the dream.when it was hard Vania tried to forget.argh look for brother Umar aja, wake him up time to work. Vania stepped into the front room, but Kak umar was not found. Passing Vania into the bathroom, nothing..

"Hmm, don't let brother Umar look for breakfast.wait ajalah "inner Vania.

For a moment he saw the white paper on your room table, picked it up and read .. Vania auto teasing "Masyaallah yaank 😭😭".

God, what kind of punishment is this?I've ended my relationship with Mas Adam, I want to love him as sincerely as possible, but why did he leave? Just leave for no reason without explanation. What do I think I am?Oh, my God, Vania was crying as she pleased.

"Yank, do you think with the atm and the certificate of this house my life will be fine?Never once did you think of Nando who would ask where his father was?,yaank knapa this should happen "Vania still sobbing

The world feels collapsed, left without clarity, ignored for no reason is not easy. I should how? Lord, is this a test of repentance? I leave behind all my feelings, I leave someone who makes me happy for a man named husband, but why did he leave?no excuses.God, what should I say to Nando..

Vania stepped into the room, looking at her son's innocent face. Son, what can you do? Dad left us? It's wrong mommy son, mother is too leka, mother is too pussy. Maybe I'm tired of living with my mother, son, I don't feel any tears dripping on Nando's smooth cheeks. Nando woke up and sat down, and the little baby wiped the tears on Vania's cheek.. Vania tried to smile and hugged Nando tightly.."Dear boy, mother kudu how" the inner Vania screamed.

Vania releases a hug to Nando, with a firm hold she immediately bathes her son, changes clothes and prepares breakfast.

Hunting down Vania brought Nando to her mother-in-law's house, in the hope that her husband's smoga was there.Suntil there her in-laws were shocked by the news that Vania brought.

"God Van, why did Umar leave? Did you guys fight?" Ask mom

"No, our relationship is fine. Vania also doesn't know ma. This is the only letter that brother Umar left behind.Vania gave a white paper written by her husband. Mama papa Umar was sad about the attitude of his son.

"Son, why are you that coward?" Inner papa.

Vania hugged Nando and continued her sobs.

******

Tonight she told Vania to sleep in her house, while trying to contact all of Umar's acquaintances. The result is nothing because no one knows the whereabouts of Umar.

Nando was confused by what really happened.Tiba arrived the little lips said "dad".

Oh my God, Vania's heart is feeling out of taste.. While trying to smile Vania replied "father is still working son, father is working outside the city.May's quickly finished and father soon home yes" . Nando just nodded. "Whether he understands or not is important I have said" said Vania.

Today passed without meaning, there is no trace of Umar. All can only regret the actions of Umar who is too cowardly.

A week, two weeks even now 1 month Umar left. Vania has started to be sincere, she has started to restore sanity. He who had been a little unconcerned with Nando because he was busy looking for Umar, now began to give up. Giving up is not in the sense of no longer wanting to search, but he wants to focus more on the life he lives.. Vania tells her in-laws to go back to her own house, she needs to move on with her life. He needs to love Nando. Even now he had to be a father and mother to Nando.

"Pa, Ma Vania pamit. Better Vania stay home alone, Vania need to continue the business of Vania. Vania needs to work hard for Nando's happiness. Vania sincere pa ma, if Brother Umar leaves, maybe he is bored with Vania or whatever the reason. Now that Vania must rise soon, Vania must work and move on. Forgive Vania ya papa mama, if during being Kak Umar's wife, Vania can not be happy mama papa"

"Van, what are you saying that you want to break this relationship, son?" Ask mama.

"No ma, even today Vania is still mama's daughter-in-law.Vania is still the legal wife of Kak Umar. It's just that at this time Vania should be more focused on living Vania ma. Vania will definitely visit here. Pray for Vania to be strong yes ma"

"If you need anything to say Van, forgive the father who failed to educate your husband" said papa lirih.

"Papa did not fail, maybe Umar there is a case of his own that we never know. Vania is confident that Brother Umar will return. "Sahut Vania steady.

After telling Nando to kiss his grandfather's hand. Vaniaun went home..

Arriving there, everything looks as unkempt as the life of Vania. Dead flowers, litter scattered.. Vania ignored him and went straight into the house, still the same as when left behind. Vania opened the window letting the stuffy air out. Nando who was asleep he put it slowly on the mattress that he had slashed before.. "Mother's son, you must be strong yes" Vania kissed her son's forehead.

Vania rushed to tidy up the house. He already had to rearrange a broken heart, re-restarting his unguided life. "I'm sure I'm capable" softly Vania's heart whispered.

After the housework was over, Nando was still asleep. Vania immediately cooks Nando's favorite chicken soup. Suddenly his mind floated "argh, I usually have my husband to help me". Now there's nothing more I can buy. Me alone, he left me with everything I didn't know.

"I have to change, I can't be a prankster, I have to be a better woman" Vania monologues with herself.

I can do what God? I was left for no reason, I was punished without any fault I knew. You promised to always be by my side, and now you leave without a word uttered from your lips. Does this mean I'm your wife?

"Astagfirullah" again Vania scooped her face, reassured herself everything would be fine.

***Nando

"Ayaaaah .." Her cries broke out and scattered the daydreams of Vania.