Missing You Is Opium
The Part 32

The Part 31

In recent days, Thalita has been feeling unwell. Eating bad, sleeping not calm. Since returning from her father's house, Thalita has kept quiet more. Not much to tempt Umar or convince him that he is better than Vania. There was a hint of regret that started greeting the soul. She began to reminisce about how she had justified all means to get the man who was now her husband.

"Why are you?" asked Umar.

"Somehow, my body feels sore,"

"You're also more reserved now, is there a problem?,"

"Don't baby, I just feel guilty?"

"For what?"

"Vania,"

"Oh, it's all happened. There are no coincidences in this world,"

"Aren't you angry?"

"Nope" replied Umar flatly.

I'm gonna get ready for work. Maybe I'll be home late. Lately Umar has often come home late, in fact he is confused by the life he is living.

"Vania and Thalita were both my wives, but I was only there for Thalita," Umar said.

Thalita prepared the needs of her husband, she never once ignored the needs of her husband. He really tried to be the best wife, even though he knew in Umar's heart he still could not compete with Vania.

***

After her husband left for work, Thalita decided to go to the doctor. Because these few days he's been feeling tired and helpless. Actually fretting began to whack because Umar only fulfilled his obligations as a husband without many words or cares. You could say he was still too cold. It turns out that seizing the heart is not as easy as heating vegetables yesterday.

A few days after the doctor examined her.

"Good madam, you're pregnant,"

With a face of sumringah, Thalita said thanks to the doctor who examined her.

God always gave me the proof that I could conceive a boy I loved. Hopefully, with this child will make Umar melt his heart.

Thalita forgot that she had also separated a child from her father. With his selfishness he took Umar without caring for two heads that had to endure pain.

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Umar comes home late more often. He spent time in a cafe reading the newspaper. At least he doesn't have to see Thalita for too long. There is a guilt that always disturbs the soul.

Umar opened up Vania's account, looking at some of her last posts and photos since she left. Vania doesn't post much about her personal matters.

Umar's phone rang. Thalita.

"Darling, don't come home late,! Dad is here" Thalita said after Umar pressed the accept button.

"Yes, this is going home" said Umar.

Umar paid for his coffee and immediately put forward his old motorbike.

Arriving home and greeting his father-in-law. Umar permission to clean himself up. But Thalita told him to sit down.

"Honey, today there is good news that I want to tell you,"

Kulirik Father who just smiled while sipping his coffee.

"I'm pregnant" continued Thalita.

Umar was surprised, but he hid his feelings.

"Alhamdulillah, so I have to work even harder" replied Umar.

Thalita was disappointed, as she hoped there would be a great hug and shock from Umar. In fact, she only considers this pregnancy the usual news.

Umar regained permission to shower immediately.

Umar was in the bathroom. Under the water he thought about his future life. The hope of winning Vania back is broken. I'll divorce Vania soon so she can choose her path of happiness. Umar is monologuing in his heart.

He was already convinced that he would soon divorce Vania, for too long he had been pardoning the woman. The woman I asked her father well, the woman who happily lived life with me in joy and sorrow. "Sorry brother, Van. May my decision to divorce you make your heart more spacious. I failed to be a good husband,".

Umar came out of the bathroom with a fresh mind. Facing the fact that it is Thalita that God predestined. I can't be greedy to have both. Because to be fair, I could never. Vania has suffered for too long.

"Cock pout,?" umar asked when he saw Thalita sitting on the side of the bed.

"I was hoping you'd hug me congratulating me happily on my pregnancy,"

Umar laughed and hugged his wife, kissed her forehead and stroked her flat stomach.

"I am happy, just tired because I just came home" Umar said.

Thalita is back. He widened his smile and immediately went out of the room to prepare food.

"You always are, can be persuaded only by something not very good" Umar smiled.

He recalled that when Vania was floundering, Vania was the same. Always crave for things that are possible for some men are considered useless.

"Arkh, again always imagined by Vania," Umar's mind stroked the chest.