Missing You Is Opium
Part 7's
His name is also a household must be a lot of stairs, if the restaurant yes a lot of food . so I always try to simplify the mind when it comes to going up and down the stairs of the house.My husband is not as romantic as the vishnu,Not as loyal as Ardi Bakri can be said he is somewhat calculating about money.All expectations about him sbebuh married is not present in reality. I was just trying to ponder, maybe this is what I meant by "don't start a holy relationship with adultery, zina destroys everything". Yes, I started this marriage by having an illegal relationship with Brother Umar, I gave my crown before the word akad said.. Maybe it's also because I've tasted my body too often when I'm not married, making my husband not too eager to do it when we're married. Especially after Vernando's birth our bed was like a snowfall "SO COLD".
I felt like a production machine, he proved his maleness by giving me a baby.After that he was free to do whatever he liked..
"Yank, lately you've been getting so funny anyway? Have I been unattractive since I gave birth? Am I fat?I'm not pretty anymore?" Much
"No, you're still the same as you used to be" I'm just tired.
"Hmm, you already" even the open cleavage no longer fished for the light..
I perform the circumcision prayer while calming the heart.I'm sure only by remembering God the heart becomes calm..
"Oh my God, I'm an ordinary woman who still has lust, who still misses my husband's caresses.if I'm not afraid you must have asked another man to accompany me" I held my hand out with a sob..
Father, I'm sorry do you mean you didn't approve of my relationship with Brother Umar. I've been holding it for a long time, I keep trying to be happy, forgive Vania sir' my inner self.
I lay my body beside Vernando, this little baby who always makes me excited to go through the day for his sake, no matter what I do for him.. I open my sosmed account that I rarely open, scroll scrool I saw Mas Adam post "God, do not rain continuously, kasian singles like I can only hug the roll that has no feeling"
I smiled reading it, my son is already one you are still single aja mas? Chirps in the comments column. Mas Adam only replied "yet nemu who fit the heart"
I read it briefly and no longer reply. Suddenly Mas Adam sent a message in the inbox "How are you doing Vania?tumben open sosmed"
"Alhamdulillah well mas,iyaa busy equally small"
"Oh, again the loneliness hehehe"
"Lha why lonely mas, there's a husband there's a child. Thank God everything is perfect" I answered covering everything I felt..
"You pioneered the Vania olshop that used to be mas, tired of no activities other than nando's tour"
"May I ask no wa? Who knows if there are sales of Vania who want to buy?"
"Can only si,08870344xxxxx "
"Okay mas save ya, good night Vania"
I decided to just read and go to bed..
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Adam..
Soon as I have no Vania, I see her profile picture.. Argh your face is more unyu when carrying a child like this. You should be with me Vania.I decided to call her tomorrow because it was late at night.I wish I still flew away imagining Vania, ever since she got married. I have not been able to find a girl as fun as him, already 2x I am close to the girl but all just target my treasure.
Vania never asked anything from me, even when eating alone she did not hesitate to pay for both of us even though I forbid. Unfortunately this good girl has become the property of people. Lord, create another Vania Vania who will accompany my day" Adam pleaded..
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