Halalku Waiting
Part 5's

The sound of a car stopping right in front of my house, I saw it in my bedroom window and it turned out to be Fathan's family.

"O Allah Fathan and his family have come, help my servant Allah, may my answer be the right answer for me, O Allah" I said, not feeling the clear circle dripping again by itself.

A past?

Why do you always come to me?

Aren't you tired of always incarnating in my mind?

Really it's something that I'm hard to just get rid of.

Even though I tried to throw it away.

But all of that was just a waste.

Arrive arrive...

"Syifa, come on, son..lo kok nangis son of Ummi? why?"

I hug Ummi tightly, to throw away the tightness so that it is not left, but in fact he still survives there.

"Lo ko nangis? What was? Tell me the same Ummi..."

"Ummi..hiks hiks hyks, Ummi know how love feels?"

"Haha,, Oalah son of Ummi fell in love yes, Ummi was also once young lo, Ummi knows what love is.." replied Ummi.

"Keep why cry if love with Fathan do not cry again you are married..."

Be married?

Should I do that as soon as possible, God?ask batiku.

"Ee, Ummi, that's not what he meant_ hasn't had time to say I've been cut off by Ummi.

"Already, do not have to digress now let's go down, they are waiting below..."

Then me and Ummi walked towards the living room. I feel all this is so stifling. How not my heart tight, if someone's name is always ringing in my mind. Without me realizing that the clear water was dripping again and quickly I removed the clear water so that no one knew that I was sick, yes sick! It's a pain that makes me unable to think calmly now.

"Ooohh, this is to Ummi...prospective wife bang Fathan?" 

I saw a woman who was the same age as Zahra, she saw a radiance of pleasure in her eyes, maybe she was too hopeful_inku.

"Aw..sick Ummi..."

"You can be quiet, can't you? I'm sorry Rahma, Ali, I'm too glad she saw her brother want to get married"

"It's okay." said Ummi.

"Let's start the event yes Adnan." said Abi, I hope I'd better just leave here, all make me sick O Allah_inya.

"Well Ali, I'm here to propose to Syifa's son to my son Fathan, and the rest of the explanation is continued Fathan, come on..."

I just kept my head down without me looking at the other person.

"Syifa, I mean my arrival and the family wants to make you my life companion to Jannah_Him together, I will treat you as well as possible, I will treat you as well as possible, I am not perfect but if we continue to learn together we will surely fulfill that perfection, will you fight with me?" 

Confused?

The confusion comes again!

What's he supposed to be now?

What to answer?

"Syifa, heyy..that's, son Fathan asked you, ko even daydream? Whisper Ummi that I didn't heed.

"Shypha..

"Ah iii.ii.yaaa, sorry Ummi...." Reply stammered.

It felt like my eyes were already glazed over, I wanted to cry as hard as I could, but what was my day could only be silent, silent and silent.

"Where?

"Where is Ummi? My toot.

"O Allah Shifa, why do you? Ko be like this? Ask Ummi confused.

"A. I don't.gak..what is.ko Um.mi" I stammered.

"Keep your answer what, son? Ask Abi gently.

"Hmm, bismillahbornrahmanirrahim.iya Abi Syifa received"

Did not feel the clear water came down by itself, he could no longer say what, there were only tears that became a witness to the taste he kept.

I heard everyone in the living room giving thanks.

"Well, the date of the wedding should we speed up or postpone it first after the graduation of your son Ali?

"Better at speed, it is not good to delay the procrastination of kindness"

Oh, God is accelerating?

God what should I do?

Please help me!

"Em, well, how about next week's wedding and the reception we can hold later after your child's graduation.."

"Yes, I agree"

While enjoying the dishes prepared by Ummi. After they finished eating, they decided to go home.

"Then we go home first yes, later to readiness let us take care of..."

"Yes Adnan, thank you sorry if we were troublesome"

"Haha Ali's...Ali, rich as anyone, besides not troublesome ko right mi?

"Yes, no trouble"

"Yes, we've said yes, assalamualaikum..."

After they left, I ran towards my room.

Just crying!

Crying as hard as it is will not bring back the problem as before, and now I just have to learn to mengikhlaskan everything, I am sure behind all events there must be wisdom hidden in it.

Hiks Hiks....

Ting...

The sound of my phone made me stop crying.

An unknown number?

Who dares to fad this night try my inner_.

+62835********

Assalamualaikum prospective angel, may always be healthy until day_H😉

That's the message from people I don't know, I just throw my phone on my bed, my mood is not good, so I don't want to reply to the message, so I don't want to reply, and I also know who the sender is, it must be Fathan, you get a number where yaa_inku.

"Au ah..not important.."I said indifferently.

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Today it hurts so much, five days away from the wedding, what should I do now?

Confused?!

That's the word that's always coming to fill my mind right now.

Confusion makes me shut up for everything.

"Huh tired I think of everything, I'd better go tight in the back." - muttered me while strengthening myself.

I also went to the back garden of my house just to remove the burden of my mind, although only a little as long as this burden did not interfere with my concentration.

Is beautiful....

Very beautiful, very cool when I see flowers blooming.

The smell of the smell is very tempting, I want to pluck it, but this leg can not be compromised, if it is like this I can only sit on the bench of the park, see the beauty of the atmosphere here.

"Bak, it's bang Fathan in front of mbak nungguin, he said he wanted to pick up mbak"

Pick up?

Not understanding what his sister said earlier, then I just asked Zahra.

"Pick up? Whynot? Do I have an appointment with her?" My words were flat without looking at Zahra.

"Oh mbak, many ask tau no, already there cepetan meet in front" he said.

I nodded in agreement with his words, then I went straight ahead to meet him.

"Emm..what's up? I asked directly to the point.

"Said Ummi we fittings bridal clothes today, and I was told to pick you up, Ummi was waiting at the subscription place of our family clothing store"

"Yes, then I'll be ready first..." My speech's flat.

"Ah, yes please..." He said and smiled at me with a very sweet smile. Until if anyone sees his smile must feel his heart melted. But not with Syifa, he only returned with a faint smile.

When I turned around to go to the room arrived....

"Eee, there's son Fathan, who's here, when's son?

"Just Ummi.."

I don't think long stay they talked to both.

After I finished ready and then we went to the Fathan family subscription clothing store, before leaving we did not forget to say goodbye to Ummiku.

Traveled...

There is only silence...

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Daydreaming? 

Yes, I was daydreaming and seeing the beauty of God's creation, somehow the past always came at the wrong time, until when I daydreamed not realizing that Fathan called my name.

"Syifa...are you okay? Ask.

"Oh, that's okay." I replied nervously.

"I see you seem to think so much, what is it? I just called your name unanswered"

"What's wrong"

If you had known Fathan what was going on with me, you would have let down my inner_.

"You crying?"

The word made me realize from my daydream, and I felt on my cheek that the clear water dripped back without me noticing. I wiped my tears with my rough hands.

"You're really okay, right? Ask again, I saw a glimpse of his face filled with worry and I tried to give her understanding so as not to worry too much about me.

"Yes, I'm fine..."

"Yes already then, let's go down already until Ummi must be soybean wait inside..."

We went to the fitting place, and there I was told to choose what kind of motif I would wear on that special day.

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