Halalku Waiting
The Part 21

Arfan POvs

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After saying Ijab Qabul is finished, thanksgiving I never stop saying, I thank God because God has launched this wedding.

Today I really did not expect, fate is difficult to guess. Look now I'm married to the man I love. God had heard my prayer, I was desperate because I was going to marry Fathan but it wasn't. I am truly grateful to Allah, no one knows except Allah.

Now the sense of tightness that I get now is gone and God replaces it with a sense of happiness. You must know how happy I am today, because 'He' has become the wife of Muhammad Arfan.

Wife??

Hm, a word that warms my mind.

I hope 'She' is the soul mate of my world and hereafter.

I promise myself Syifa, I will always make you smile and always make you happy, and I will keep you from crying again! It is enough that you always cry in waiting for me, I will make you always smile if you see me, if you cry then I will make sure it is not tears of sadness but tears of happiness! My inner.

"Fa...

I jumped in shock when someone patted me on the back and when I turned around it turned out to be Fathan.

"Fan, I beg you to take care of Syifa.I know it is difficult for me to be sincere, but if it can make her happy I will do whatever it is..." Her speech.

I didn't budge, let him tell me what his heart is now, I also know it's very difficult to accept, but I also don't want to blame anyone, it's destiny, the destiny of God is written in Lauhul Mahfudz. Be it sustenance, soul mate, and death that God has outlined before we are born into this world.

"I don't know when it was Fan, which I know, when I was next to him I felt happy, but not with him, I never saw happiness in his eyes when I was with him, I wish you could take care of him. As for the matter of renouncing, in the shayah of Allah I will reveal the Syifa to you, perhaps 'He' is..." Lirih.

Actually I feel sorry for him, but what I can do now, this is also his will and moreover this is the will of God, after all when I meet him, anyway, I had already refused his request but he remained adamant to accept his request.

"God, as long as God breathes in me, I will try to make him happy..." My speech's flat.

"Have your promise Fan." He said firmly while holding my shoulder.

"Afwan, I don't want to promise, because maybe someday I will deny it, because I am not a perfect human being but I am just an ordinary person who can be negligent of the promises made, he said, so I can only try..."

Silent...

Now that he doesn't speak a word after hearing my explanation, I don't know what he's thinking.

"Son, let's go there first Abi wants to talk..." Said Abi who arrived to come to us. And I just said it, and said goodbye to Fathan.

"Arfan..wait! " Call Fathan a little bit screaming because the distance is already a little far.

I turned my body and then he came to me, maybe there is something to say again_innerku.

"This.(while handing over the white paper).

I who was feeling a bit confused by the paper asked him.

"What'sthis? My toot.

"Give Syifa.this is the first and last letter to her.." she said softly, but it still sounded in my ear, although a little faint.

"Alright." You I took the letter and I took the initiative to deliver this letter after I met Abi.

"Syukron Fan." he said.

I nodded my ass, then I said goodbye to her, then left before her, and I rushed straight to the place where Abi wanted to talk to me.

"This is Allah Abi, Arfan will try as much as Arfan can to make him happy and always smile." I said firmly.

"Well son, then go upstairs, the last room, meet your wife, she must be waiting for you..."

"Both abi..."

I went upstairs to see my wife. O God, I really did not expect, fate is difficult to guess, now he has become a complement to half my religion. May you always find this path of goodness, my God_inner.

Right now I'm in front of Syifa's room, I'm trying to neutralize the heartbeat that wants to jump away from where it came from. Before I knock on this door I take a breath so that my nervousness is slightly reduced, but in fact not at all.

Tok tok tok tok

And now that the doorknob is moving and opening, I think the one who opened this door is Syifa, it was Anna and her friend.

"Wahh bang.jangan macem-macem first yes, it's a nice guest waiting below.." he said a little teasing me. I looked into his eyes with a sharp look, and he was just grinning until it passed from before me with his friend.

I saw Syifa just sitting on the bed with her eyes down, would she not welcome me now? Is the floor more attractive than me until he looks down and does not welcome me?

"Assynolt....."

Silent, he did not flinch at all but when I wanted to approach him I saw him occasionally glancing at me, was he embarrassed now? Surely he would be surprised to see me in front of him instead of Fathan. But I will accept whatever the reaction is.

"Assalamualaikum Humairah's..." I repeat my greeting.

"Walaikumsalam." he answered nervously.

When I looked down in front of him, he jumped in shock, I expected that.

"Arfan.." he was so surprised by my presence here that his eyes were even a little bulky.

"What are you doing here? Where is Fathan? 

I saw his face with worry. But I tried to smile even though there was a sense of tightness in the heart when I heard this response. This is his logic he doesn't know the truth, so I've accepted any risks.

"This.(while handing over the white paper given by Fathan).read it.." I smiled.

Now his worries change with confusion.

Aye! Now confused by what I gave him, he occasionally stared at the letter and looked at me in turn.

It's so adorable for my wife. Just look at that confused face, it's a little funny to me.

"Let's take it.." Then he took the letter out of my hand, and read it.

After reading the letter, he even slightly sobbed.

"Arfan.."he said.

I nodded and he immediately hugged me.

"Arfan..Is all this true?? Ask while crying.

"Yes Syifa.you are happy.." I said with a smile.

He nodded in agreement with my words.

"Syifa longs.hiks hiks...

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