Halalku Waiting
The Part 14

Right now I'm still in this whitewashed room, the smell of the medicine is gushing out in my kiss, I don't feel like I can stand lingering here for long, I wanted to go home, but I didn't want to make my parents so worried about me right now.

"Zahra, you just go home, it's okay here alone, besides here there are also nurses who take care of you.."

I saw he was busy with his phone, I don't know what he was doing.

"But this is the order of Ummi, said Ummi, Zahra must stay here, if Zahra comes home who is angry ummi later with Zahra.." said Zahra ketus.

"Waa....Syifaah!!"

I saw the sound of the bell coming from my little friend, keyle, and beside her Aila.

"Oh Allah's key, you are, sound can be allowed to napa! kasian Syifa was disturbed just hearing your cry" said Aila.

"Yes yes, my beautiful ustazah.." tease keyle

"Hahaha, you can't just key." he blushed in embarrassment.

"Key, Al has come, I miss you guys..here hug.." I didn't expect these two friends of mine to come when I needed them. Thank you God for giving Syifa friends like them_into me.

"Em, cuddle..." Say the three of us.

"Hm, spoiled as warm as mbak.." I heard Zahra talking to me.

"Ee, Zahra you've never changed since then until now." said Keyle jutek.

"Key.." I said then I shook my head that hinted not to be like that, I can't.

"Yes already Zahra you go home geh, here there mbak Key same mbak Ai..." I said to Zahra who was busy with her beloved phone.

"Yes I've come home first mbak. assalamualaikum.."

He said, then he just passed by after saying his greetings.

After answering Zahra's greeting and we also talked.

"Fa, why are you like this? I've never seen you look like this." said Aila.

"Yes Fa, yesterday was good only you, had no burden at all I see? Ask key wonder.

"I'm fine."I replied as casually as I could. I don't want to trouble them, they've bothered me too much. Sorry key, Ai.I can't tell you yet, later you can know my own_inner.

"Fa? You really are okay? How can it be like this, until your feet are so, wounds again, you have a problem huh??"ask Aila again.

"That's what Aila said, you have a problem? If there is a story to us, we are friends.Honestly yes Fa, I've only seen you for the first time like gini, I think, if there is a problem, you always keep quiet, do not want to complicate things, but why did you become like this?? Ask Keyle.

"Heeh, that's right, you are always strong and patient in dealing with all the problems, but this time we do not find it in you fa, is your problem really worse huh? Ask Aila gently.

"I'm fine with Ai.key.."my alibi.

"No papa how, you've been like this you said it's okay?! Ask Key with a little emotion.

"There can't be any Fa, there must be something you're hiding from us, right? Connect again.

"Yes Fa tell us the same story, we are your friends, what is the use if you have friends but do not want to share, friends share the Fa, sometimes we for happiness and sometimes sadness..if you are happy we are also happy but if you are sad we are also sad just like you.." said Aila at length.

"Key, Ai.hiks hyks.."so why do my tears feel unbearable.

"Fa kok nangis..try telling us, what's wrong? Ask Aila again.

"Yes Fa, story alone, if you want to cry, cry as much, at least your sense of burden is slightly reduced" said Keyle.

I also cried in the arms of keyle, I was lucky to have friends like them, they were always there when I was sad and happy.

"If Syifa doesn't want to tell a story yet, don't try to force the key first." asked Aila to Keyle.

"Yes, Aila is actually ko Fa..."

"Thank you Ai..key, I'm so glad you're always there when I'm this bad, I don't know what to say about the obvious time I love you guys..."

"Emm, we love you too yakan Ai? Ask Aila and Aila also mangut mangut agreed. And they embraced.

"Fa if there is a story problem, we are very worried about you, let alone see your situation like this, we are sad to see the Fa, we are very sad..." Said Aila with a little holding back her sadness, she could not see her friend as he is now.

"Emmm, makaseh is always there for Syifa, you are always there either like or sorrow, hopefully one day we will not be separated to go to Jannah_Hya...." I said, and in Aamiin were the two of them.

There was a little quietness, my sadness was a little less, my two best friends always gave me peace.

"Key, Ai. I'd love to cancel this wedding but_"

"The shuttle!! Can't talk like that..." Cut Aila followed by the hand that stuck to my lips.

"But I'm getting married, but I don't know what to do, this feeling is still stored for him.hiks hyks hyks, my tears broke when I said that word.

"Fa, you should be able to learn how to make love, let her go, but please don't cancel the wedding tomorrow, as many people have prepared her to go to great lengths to make you happy..." Clear key with high pitch.

"But I'm not happy with all these lies Ai, I'm not happy..." My crying broke again, I am really down right now, whether it will be tomorrow or so on.

Now the clear water comes back out quickly. And I can only commit myself to your God, whatever you give me I must be strong, I must rise from all these troubles!! keyle said, God will never burden a servant with severe trials, surely God sees that I am strong, that I can go through all the problems I face today.

Tok tok...

I heard a voice knocking on the door, and I immediately wiped away my tears, although my eyes could not be lied to but, at least the people who saw me did not know what I was doing now.

Messy! 

It's a mess! All my thoughts are chaotic, I am not strong with the burden of thoughts that make headaches never decrease.

Chequek..

The door opened, and I saw there I saw a woman who still looked young despite having two children, she was Umminya Fathan.

"Syifa, you're better, Ee has a friend here....

"Yes aunty.answered the potluck keyle.

"Call Ummi dear." said Ummi Fathan,

Keyle just nodded his words.

"Where? Already better? Ask.

"Alhamdulillah Ummi, it's quiet now.."

"Son't you sure tomorrow? Ask a little worried.

"Yes Ummi, Syifa sure ko.." I said with a bitter smile. 

'I have to be strong, I can't cry! Crying time in front of the prospective in-laws.kan not tasty!' my inner.

"Yes, if your gito rest again yes, so that it heals quickly.."

"Yes Ummi, I am grateful for Ummi's prayer..."

"Yes, son.."

"Eee mbak Syifa, Nisa kangen you know"

I saw Fathan approaching me and hugging me.

"Emm, you're also kangen..."

"really??? Enthusiasticity says.

"Yes..."

"Oo, yes Ummi, Ummi came here both yes Nisa? Where's abi?" My toot.

"Oo, that's Abi out with Fathan.." 

I who heard it just boooh ria.

Right now I'm just told to rest, so that tomorrow doesn't worry them too much about my situation.

I saw Key and Aila talking to Ummi, I don't know what they're talking about, you guys really can't tell me sehh_batinku.

Now the clock has shown at 22:35 p.m. Fathan's family was ready to go home, he said he wanted to prepare for tomorrow's preparations.

After they left now all that was left was me and my two best friends.

I saw their faces were all exhausted there.

"Ai, key, if you're tired just go home, I don't papa ko myself here, let alone a nurse who takes care of me.." I said interrupted by silence.

"No papa ko Fa, have you rest again, we will take care of you here, anyways if you want to go home how is it? It was late at night, it was rare to know that there was a taxi at this hour, and look at Aila she had slept first" seen once from Aila's face, she was exhausted, she was tired, maybe today was a little draining.

"Yes you have also slept, yes, you must be tired waiting for me here..."

"Syifa you remind your words first, there is no such thing as the word tired is in our friendship.it is our principle, it is there quickly to sleep tomorrow you will wake up late, you are late, the time of the prospective bride is late in her wake.

"Ah this you, can only tempt me, yes I have slept first yes, good night.don't forget to read the prayer" My message.

"Good night is also a candidate for anten.he said mimicking the sound style of a child, I also just chuckled at his words.

Then I pray, after praying I just sleep, I hope tomorrow morning there will be something happy for my heart, I hope it will happen O my God_inner.

And I also fell asleep in a dream. May the prayer that is said to God before sleep be answered.

Aami....

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