Halalku Waiting
Part 17's

"Generic..." Overshipped.

The name came out of my mouth without me knowing, I was surprised to see him in front of my room, he was accompanying his cousin, he was Arfan, Muhammad Arfan! Anna's Cousin.

"Shyifa..."

I heard her sayup-sayup she said my name.

What's?! He called me, I was surprised. Is it possible that I called his name just now heard by his ears? Probably, because I was surprised at his arrival.

I couldn't see him in front of my eyes, I wanted to feel this longing I threw into his arms, but whatever my day, I wasn't who he was, who he was, and I'm not the mahram I can embrace as I please. Without me realizing this leg reflex ran after seeing it, and now I can only sit on the balcony of my room alone in this kind of clothes.

With wedding clothes! Today I am going to marry someone I never knew. I'm just a matchmaking victim!

At this time I could not hold back my tears, until the clear circle dripped and continued to drip by itself.

You may call me a crybaby, but know it!! This taste is so stifling!!

'Why did you come after that proposal I received my Arfan_batin.

"Syifa.welcome yes, at least you do not linger anymore waiting for me, I reveal yourself to him, even though the tightness I feel "he said softly.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't keep the promise I made to you at the time." and I could only shut up and shut up with a cry that I found very hard to stop.

I who heard the words that came out of her mouth could only cry, I don't care about the makeup I wear this mess!!

"Syifa.if your heart accepts 'He' as your companion, God has sent someone who is best for you, I believe he is a good man, believe me.

After saying that, he passed without saying hello. I don't know what's on his mind. Is it the same as I think now?

Messy!!

It is a mess now!!

How could he marry someone I didn't love at all in front of Arfan? While Arfan is someone who has graced my life in the past until now.

You may call me selfish, but one thing you must remember!! I won't be able to throw away all the memories of him, let alone that he was the first one to melt my heart.

The world has never been fair to me!! Now I can't hold back all this feeling until my tears break again, I don't care about everything, about the makeup I use or about the event that will take place in a few hours.

"Astagfirullah mbak, why?

Anna came and approached me with this situation. Then I hugged his body tightly, I hope that with this the burden of your mind can be reduced.

"Mbak istighfar, mbak can not be like this.I'm sorry mbak already invited bang Arfan here sorry mbak.." he said.

I loosen my arms to Anna. I saw a tinge of sadness on his face.

"Yes Anna, I'm fine..Did you also invite your family to come here? My toot. I tried to stop my crying.

"Yes mbak, said Ummi.he wants to come, and..(pause a moment).ah already, do not think mbak.." he said again.

I was surprised to see it too. Is Anna hiding something from me_my inner self.

"Okay how sebak mbak, see the makeup and fashion order is messy, let's go in..."we entered and when I entered I found my two best friends, Aila and Keyle, at the door, the joy and sadness were now mixed so much that I didn't realize they were looking at me so shocked by my situation, so messy!

"Bak can wait a minute here, Anna wants to call the layout first, mbak do not go anywhere, Ai, key, take care of yaa" said ana to those followed by a nod, then he passed until his back was no longer visible to me.

"Astagfirullah Fa..kamu why? How can it be so messy? Ask keyle worried.

"Just been left like this. "again.

Silent....

There's no answer for Keyle.

"Fa!! now Aila who spoke with the tone of an octave raised her.

"Eh i..iya..what's up? I'm nervous.

"Astagfirullah Syifa's....Syifa...kamu why Fa?! Ask key growling.

"I'm.nothing ko." I replied lying. Forgive me God, I'm sorry Ai, key.

And they just gawk at getting a super duper sickening answer, Syifa always says nothing, but in fact what's behind everything that's happening right now.

After a few minutes of waiting, Anna also came with Risa makeup artist who had been applying herself until I did not recognize myself.

"Oh Allah neng, neng ko can fall apart like this..." He asked a little worried.

"I'm sorry Risa, sorry." I said.

"Yes it's okay, then wash his face again yes, later we re-dress." he said final.

I nodded and said without asking her much more. Then I cleaned my face, and then I returned to Risa.

"Lo kok is not finished Risa.." arrived Ummi came, I turned to him. I could only silently stare at her, somehow my lips were too faint to make a sound even if it was just a word.

"Yes Rahma, it was finished, but suddenly it was a mess again, yes I have re-made it..." Obviously Risa.

"What's wrong, son.." asked Ummi who now approached me and sat near Anna.

I'm silent unmoved, I feel that my Ummi is now insensitive to me. I explained it through my diary. I thought Ummi would understand what I meant but it turned out to be just my imagination.

"Sorry Ummi may I speak to Ummi, but we are talking outside.." Suddenly Anna invites Ummi to talk to her.

"Eh, yes please son.."

Then he passed out of my room, and left me, Aila, Keyle with Risa's mother, the makeup sipenata.

....

Somewhere....

"Ummi sorry about Ummi..Anna is wrong, this is all because Anna has made Syifa like this...."

"Lhaaa ko you are nduk.kamu not wrong..." Answer Ummi.

"Active.... Ummi hurricanes Arfan right? Ask Anna flat.

"Em, ummi Kayak had heard that name but.."

"Your mother is Syifa..iya is it Ummi? Ask her again.

"I.iya yes.ko you know nduk.."

"Ummi, Anna, Syifa's best friend in the cottage, obviously knows everything, and Anna's cousin Arfan, Anna already knows everything that Mbak Syifa and bang Arfan love each other, he said, yesterday before the Arfan bang came home from Cairo, bang Arfan had said he was called if this Sunday he would come to this house and would mhit mbak Syifa, he said, and when Anna heard that, Anna's heart was breaking, there was sadness in her heart. It feels like Anna told bang Arfan that Syifa is getting married this Sunday, but that intention is Anna undo. Anna could not bear to see Brother Anna sad. Anna can't.." Lirih

"After that Anna can only be silent and can no longer say the word, if you can be honest Ummi, from the first bang Arfan always tried to be able to accelerate his lecture, he said, he continued to study hard so that his thesis runs smoothly and quickly he finished then he also went home to Indonesia to mhit mbak Syifa, but this is the reality, but this is the truth, when Anna was in Syifa's room and Anna asked to be accompanied by a bang Arfan, Syifa was shocked to see it, as well as a bang Arfan. He did not know that this was his marriage, he thought it was his brother's marriage mbak Syifa. As he met and rebuked each other, Syifa even cried, her tears would not stop, her crying was difficult to stop. Anna who sees this feeling guilty, should Anna tell bang Arfan if this is Syifa's wedding, it probably won't be this creepy..."

Ummi who heard Anna's explanation did not stop thinking his tears occasionally dripped and then he was removed roughly.

"Ummi, if Ummi doesn't believe Ummi can ask Syifa what she feels like to bang Arfan.." Now that my eyes are glazed, I can't cry I have to be strong to tell everything.

Long enough Anna told the truth, without Anna realizing there was someone who heard the conversation with Ummi, yes he was Syifa.

I can't believe that Anna will tell me everything, thank you my Anna_inner.

Then I passed by and left Anna, Ummi and all the stories between them.

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Fathan POV

"Come on, son.." said Ummi. After I finished getting dressed and so on, I immediately rushed to the house of Syifa to chant Ijab qabul.

'i hope this is the best path of _Mu for me O Allah.bismil was bornrahmanirrahim.may you be pleased, O Allah.." I see.

Then we went to the house of Syifa. About an hour later we arrived at Syifa's house, so many people welcomed happiness.

Of happiness? Am I happy? And is he happy too? Sure, I already know what the answer is. But let Allah run according to His scenario.

"Son come.."pajak Ummi and we also passed into the place that has been provided in such a way.

While walking I also met my two best friends, yes they are Farhan and Raihan.

"Assalamualaikum Ummi, how are Ummi.." asked Raihan.

"Waalaikumsalam, Thank God good son, how are you? Ask Ummi back.

"Alhamdulillah Baek also Ummi..."

"Then Ummi went inside first...Ummi wants to welcome guests first, Fathan if the event has begun cepet come yes...." He said, we just nodded and he passed until his back was no longer visible.

"Hi bro.." said Farhan.

"Assalamualaikum was a boyhhh.." my sergeant.

"Yes yes ustazah.assalamualaikum.."

I heard him say I'm an ustadzah just gawking.

"What did you say? Ustazah.hahaha" we laughed together. This is what Fathan always wants, wants to always be with his best friend even though he often does it but they mean a lot in his life. Now their arrival makes my burden a little less, yes even if it's just a little, but at least I don't think much about the problem anymore.

We also walked while giving up longing, last met them when giving out invitations time at the cafe.

Bruckkk....

Suddenly I bumped into people, when I saw his face was a little moody. But I seem to have seen.but where are my ya_ins.

"Afwan mas, ana accidentally." he said flat.

"I.i.e., it's okay..." I said pangling. Then it passed after saying hello. We also answered.

Once again I noticed, and it turned out that I remembered one thing not that the exact same person was photographed in Syifa's diary.

"Is he Arfan?" My alibi.

"What's? The arfan? Who is it talking to?" Raihan asked confusedly.

"Han, Far. You have to help me, please follow the man I want to be there for a while..." I left without greeting them both. Raihan and Farhan who saw this incident only looked at each other.

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