
4 Years I've been living my life without him . He is the figure of Riko who used to be in my heart.
" Ting tung"
" Rey there's a guest "shouts mom
I went straight to the door and opened it.
" there's a package of mbs" said a postman
I accepted it and opened it I saw the contents of the letter and the wedding invitation.
" tiddddaaaaaaaakkkkkkk"
" what's the matter Rey, what's the matter with you" mother asked
I offered her an invitation, and she read it.
RIKO ABRAHAM
with
SUKMA JASMINE
" who the hell is Rey?" ask mom and a moment Mom realizes .
"this isn't Riko your boyfriend just yet, is it?"
"that's Riko ma'am" I explained
My heart was completely broken, I haven't managed to forget it now I have to see him marry another girl. What scenario is going on with my life right now. I still love people who have chosen to marry other women. Maybe she's prettier than me. Well maybe he's more everything. I didn't expect him to forget me that fast.
My tears are flowing, I don't know what I'm feeling right now. Hatred of disappointment or still feeling neglected love.
He used to tell me not to forget him but in fact he is now marrying another woman. God is as bad as your plan for me.
" dret drrttttt"
my phone's sound is ringing
I ignored that call. Kulirik there was Riko's name calling me. I scoured him and let him keep calling. This heart is broken, to answer the phone from him I can't. Her tears kept dripping nonstop until there was a knock on the door from outside.
"come in" I replied
" Rey you're okay, I heard from my mother I'm heading straight here?" ask Ana
" what do you think I should do?" much
" stop crying and get up" Ana replied
" can it be that shiny? I never knew what reason made him leave me An." I cried
" didn't he say anything to you, Rey, it looks like something's weird" he added
" he called but I didn't pick up "
" why is there something Rey might want to explain to you?" ask Ana
" i've been sick An, I hate him." I vented my emotions by hitting my own head.
" you didn't come to the show?" urge Ana
" no, I won't want to see him especially with his woman"
*************
13 May
It's Riko's wedding date. Between yes and no, actually in my heart I want to see their marriage. But I was afraid I couldn't see it. I called Ana right away
' Ana Halllo"
" emh what's up Rey so early in the morning you called ?"
" Ana sent me to Riko's show ya, plisss"
" what? you okay Rey?"
"yes seriously"
***********
That day I was going to Riko's wedding. I'm picking up Ana
" tok tok tok" I knocked on Ana's door
" What if you suddenly change your mind?" ask Ana to me
" i want to witness Riko's happiness in An's house, maybe she can be happy on top of my suffering" I replied
" but you promise me that there are no tears today" stretched out her little finger. I took it as a sign of agreement.
" jude, let's go"
Arriving in front of the event building, it could be heard
'I accept the marriage .......
right at the door he glanced at me. My heart broke to pieces watching the wedding. But I don't want to show you those tears. I tried as hard and as hard as steel.
'yes I must be strong' I murmured inwardly
after the show was over I approached her and congratulated her.
" safe, brother, may you be happy" I said, holding back tears that had been blocked
he shook my hand
" thank you Rey you're coming to this show"
I approached the bride and shook her hand. Not a word I said to that woman. She was very graceful and smiled at me.But I had no time to step out of the building, my tears fell very fast.
" Rey can't stand the plis don't come out here" whispered ana from behind me
" i'm not strong An let's go out" I said brick
Ana and I, who had no time to enjoy a meal, walked out of the building. Ana pulled my hand quickly. I walked half a little run. Even outside I looked for a seat and poured all my heart out to Ana. I'm disappointed, even more than disappointed.
That afternoon I didn't come home and I stayed at Ana's.
" hello my mother tonight is staying at Ana's house"
" yes or yes no need to macem-macem" said mother there
***********
" Rey I'm surprised if you want to come to your own girlfriend's wedding, you're not disappointed ?" ask Ana
" you never know what I feel An I'm actually really disappointed and devastated. I don't have my heart of hope completely crushed. I just wanted to show him if I was tough I'm not a fool who would hang himself if left out of marriage. I'll prove that I can do without him" I vented all my anger.
" yes it's not hugged here, you are strong yes" Ana encouraged me
*************
"dret dret dret" vibration my phone
I saw him shocked how not
Riko called me
Spontaneously I woke Ana.
"Annnnnnnnnnn wake up and see who called me"
" who is Rey"
" Riko An she called me isn't it their bridal night"
" let's pick him up quickly let me scold him" Ana said
" haloo"
" Rey, you need to hear my explanation, don't hang up"
" what else is there to hear?" my answer is full of anger
" this marriage is not what you imagined" explained Riko
" i've seen with my own eyes you don't need any explanation brother I don't need" I said
" let's see you let me explain why I got married" Riko said
" what? met her? I heard that I am a girl who has nothing, but I have pride. I'm not the destroyer of people's households" I began to express my anger
" but Rey you don't understand my situation" he said there very softly
she was crying I could hear her. I don't want to hear anything from him. For me, this disappointment has ruined me. I sobbed Ana hugged me calming me down. I can't say I'm getting screwed up right now. I lay down my body in Ana's room. There I poured out my heart. Tears began a few days since the wedding invitation came still pouring. I didn't think the people I loved could be this cruel to hurt my heart.