Between Two Love
Episodes 15.
That day was the official divorce hearing between Riko and Sukma . They were legally declared divorced. I saw Sukma crying very disappointed, I saw it clearly. I also felt very guilty at that time. Moreover, the old man from Riko completely blamed my presence. I was silent beside Riko, he did invite me to accompany the trial. After the trial ended there was no greeting from anyone closest to Riko. At that time Riko was the most guilty person. Even Rikopun's parents don't want to say hello to their own children.
I'm a person known to destroy their household. No one there smiled at me. It was I who was present between their lives.
God actually I don't want to be a destroyer of people's households. I don't want to be among them either. But is it wrong if I feel this feeling. This feeling has been in the heart for years.
Riko and I finally left the court. I was with him to a place. Once there Riko started to open her voice
" Rey everyone is no longer there beside me, will you also leave me?" ask him in a sad tone
" Riko I know you're very disappointed by your parents' attitude, shouldn't you apologize to them?"
" how come Rey they don't want to greet me. Even looking at my face they're reluctant."
" they are disappointed with your unilateral decision Rik" I said
" i love you so much Rey I'm willing to do anything, I don't want to make your heart hurt for the umpteenth time" she held my hand lovingly
At that time, I also felt his sadness holding him affectionately.
" i love you Rik" I said softly
" i promise we'll get married soon" Riko said in my ear
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A few days later he had prepared everything needed to propose to me. My mother was the only one who approved of our relationship. The father who had always been hesitant about Riko's attitude was also finally able to bless me. My best friend Ana is also happy to hear that we are getting married soon.
" you're sure Rey is getting married soon" asked Ana
" Riko asked me as soon as An, I'm up to her" I replied
" have you called Rudi yet?" asked Ana who surprised me
" be not yet An, I don't dare say afraid he's disappointed" I replied
" anywhere else he should also you tell Rey whatever the risk" suggested Ana firmly
I finally shook my head.
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It's only been two weeks since my marriage to Riko arrived. Busyness in preparing everything is done together. Because it was my marriage I was also forbidden Ana to prepare for herself. Ana's gonna handle all her shows. He was the best friend ever.
" Rey ain't Rudi here in a week?" ask Ana suddenly
" do you know how I can forget?" my answer is shocked
" how the hell are you Rey not paying the same attention to her own friends?" Ana is a little upset with me
" sorry-sorry" I said
What if Rudi finds out that I'm getting married this soon. I was afraid he was disappointed and left me.
For a moment I was silent about Rudi's feelings. I actually love him too but on the other hand I love Riko very much. I don't know if I'm confused by how I feel.
Riko came and broke all my daydreams.
" dreaming what the hell baby?" riko asked while hugging me
I did not answer his question and just smiled
" in a moment you will be all mine" said Riko with a face full of happiness
I smiled to see him too
" Rey promised me you'd always love me no matter what?" Riko stretched out her finger and I grabbed it with a smile
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That night I began to feel the anxiety of my heart. I can't sleep this time I'd really like to tell Rudi about my marriage. I took my phone looking for his name.
" hello" there was a sound there
" Rud you how are you?" much
" i .I have something I want to say to you Rud" I stammered
" yes, what is Rey?" ask Rudi curiously
" Next week I'm getting married to Rud"
" what? Next week?" there was a surprised voice there
" yes you came" I said
I didn't hear any answer from him the phone hasn't been disconnected but there's no sound there.
" hello Rud you're still listening to me right?" ask me confused
I heard Rudi sobbing, sobbing,
" Rud forgive me" I also shed tears
there was still no sound there, until I hung up.
I felt a great disappointment for Rudi towards me. I hurt her heart, though,
I'm sorry Rud I really didn't mean to break your heart, I'm afraid that if you knew from someone else it would hurt your heart even more.
H-3
All preparations are ripe staying the event that takes place. I also feel very happy and so does Riko. Although there are actually things that make me disappointed, Rudi who did not want to contact me since then.
" Rey the show's only 3 days you're ready?" ask mom
" it's like it's all ma'am"
" is that an invitation to stay one, why not share it?" ask Mom while looking at my drawer
" yes, my son is not here yet outside the city" I replied, holding an invitation
" must make Rudi, right?"
" yes ma'am "I answered while shedding tears
" you're crying? "
My tears rolled down my cheeks until Mom hugged me.
" Reyna sometimes love matters need sacrifice and struggle. Whatever happens is a choice. Maybe you chose Riko to be your companion. Then you have to sacrifice Rudi" said Mother
" i don't know Mom I'm confused by how I feel like I can't choose between them" I replied softly
I put the invitation in my drawer. Once I saw my phone there was no news from Rudi. I contacted him
"iya Rey" he said as if there was nothing
" you're coming to my show tomorrow?"
" just relax Rey I'll be there on time, and I'll be your first guest in attendance" he replied with enthusiasm
I know that even if he's disappointed he doesn't show his disappointment and always makes me smile
Now is the day H I feel gnarled. Ana who accompanied me from yesterday I saw that she was very tired and sleepy. I glanced at him with a smile.
the event started soon but the Riko I was waiting for from earlier never came. I started to fret I called him many times but there was no answer. I'm calling her phone again, now it's off. Everyone is confused looking for Riko. Rudi who was present also went to look for Riko. I cried because I was afraid that anything would happen to her.
Suddenly there was a call coming in from an unknown number I immediately picked it up
" i'm sorry about this with Reyna's sister?" the voice of the fathers
" who is this?" much
" this is from the police to report that Riko's brother has had an accident and is now being treated at the Hospital"
I couldn't answer my phone fell I fell unconscious.
