Between Two Love
Episodes 17.
Let's say today is the funeral of my lover and my future husband. Right on our wedding day he left me for good. He didn't have time to marry me. Maybe he's not my soul mate the one I've loved for almost 10 years I've been waiting for him. It turns out that God does not approve of us. I can only live with God's destiny.
At the funeral it was as if Riko's family was blaming me. Everyone sees me sinfully. I'm aware that maybe I shouldn't and he's married until God doesn't approve of our relationship. My tears were flowing as if they were fake tears. They never knew how hard it would be for me to struggle without him for years. They only know I'm a destroyer of people's households. They even called me an actor.
God is as bad as their judgment of me
I still have no stop to shed my tears. My parents, my friends and my friends, always gave me the support to always be strong with this exam.
" don't you mind them" my mother whispered
" i can't stand Mom"
" you can't talk like that you have to be strong to see Mom son" my mom calmed me down.
When finished I was still standing there. Beside Riko's grave I cried bitterly.
" Rik why do you have to leave me at a time like this? I don't have anyone anymore. Even all your family scorned me. I'm alone Rik here I can't do anything else your life is empty without you" I'm still crying
" let's pray that he stays there" said the mother who also shed her tears
I still refuse to leave his grave. I still hugged the tombstone written on it.
" Reyna you should come back today to rain Rey let's pray her from home, Rikopun will be sad if you see your situation like this" said Rudi
Then I left there and left the tomb with a heavy heart. Arriving at home I also saw the yellow janur that adorns my house is still neatly arranged. It was all in vain that I expected nothing more from my life. I entered the room and was still lamenting the grief I was experiencing.
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5 Months later
" Rey you if you want to go with Rudi aja yes" asked Mother
" why is the car repaired?"
" yes, but I was worried that it just jammed"
" well, Mom, I think there's something wrong"
As usual Rudi always picks me up and I get in his car immediately.
" let's come on"
" okay" said Rudi
Soon we have arrived in front of the Hospital where we work. I saw Ana bring me food. He often brought me food, I took it from his hand.
" is it taken directly?"
" i can't keep this food for me, right?" much
" that's not for Rudi" Ana replied
" heh why are you making food for Rudi?" tanyaku cynic
" that's just jealous of Rey, she was pesen the same as me because it's not perfect for breakfast" replied Ana
" yeeeee is jealous"
Rudi saw my sudden salting behavior, my cheeks flushed I was so embarrassed.
" yes we have eaten together Rey" asked Rudi
I just smiled to hide my Maluku. Rudi immediately took my hand to the canteen. I had breakfast with him.
" i bribe ya" Rudi who had thrust a spoon into my mouth, could not refuse me to immediately enjoy it.
I looked at her face, sweet but why would I secretly watch her. Ah already afraid to be found out later can salting again me. (my mind)
After that, we went to our respective workplaces. I who at that time had to be placed outside the city together with Rudi felt relieved. I have a friend of his. Tomorrow we start off on duty out of town.
Returning from the office I told Mom about the out-of-town assignment. Mom just nodded her head
" thank God Rudi be with you" Mother replied
" yes ma'am, we happen to be one more place there"
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" let's Rey quickly will be stuck when it's noon" Rudi's voice sounded from outside
" pert" I said
I say goodbye to my parents and then run to his car.
" yes, baby" answered Rudi
" uh honey where are you trying?"
" cook you mind if I call you baby?" tanyanya teases me
I just frowned and smiled
" Rey can I be your companion?"
" meaning?" I pretended not to understand
" did you know I was waiting for you?"
" what the hell "I switched the conversation
All the way I was just embarrassed since Rudi's question. The journey has started to jam I began to get sultry finally we decided to stop to rest. In the middle of the forest we stopped.
" Rud isn't it wrong we stopped here?" ask me while looking over here
" that's how Rey is tired" he replied
I was scared to get out of the car and just stay quiet inside. Meanwhile Rudi came out while laying himself on the roadside grass. Meanwhile, I observed his movements. He looked tired, I went down and I gave him a drink.
" the journey is still a long way?" much
" if according to the map is still 4 times" he replied
" how if we find lodging here aja Rud really late at night" said I
" are you sure?"
I nodded my head and looked for an inn nearby.
There was a small house I entered
" excuse me" I said as I waited for the owner to come out
" can I help you?"
" we're just gonna find some lodging for tonight, ma'am, maybe we can?" much
" oh yes please come in"
We were finally given a place by him
" Why is there only one gini room?" ask Rudi
" luckily we got Rud '''s inn, you're the one who's afraid. You're in my chair in the room, isn't it good?" my answer is relax
Rudi just nodded his head
I immediately lay my body on the bed, Rudi who was sitting on the sofa was still watching me.
" you have rest Rey tomorrow morning we continue again" said Rudi
" you're not sleeping?"
" i can't sleep on Rey's couch unusual" she replied
" jude, we'll change your position here so I'll be on the couch" I said
" well, Rey, I can't possibly let you on the couch while I'm in the room" she replied
" how do you keep dong? there's no way we're rooming not muhrim" I replied
" yes let dong quickly memorized" replied Rudi with a smile
I heard her answer so I was silent to think if I married her. My daydreams fell apart instantly as Rudi held my hand and approached me.
" do I still not deserve to be your companion?"
" that's not it but......
" but don't you love me?" his insistence
" i love you but....
I haven't been able to continue saying that he kissed me. I was just quiet and very nervous. That night was so beautiful.
