
That day, as usual, I went to work straight to the library. There I bought the book I had been looking for. After that I went to the cafe where I usually meet with Ana in leisure time. Before entering the car, someone called me.
" Reyna wait"
I looked around and saw Riko across the street. I wanted to run away from him, I got in the car and he quickly stopped me.
" i know you're avoiding me, plisss there's something I want to explain to you please give me a minute" she asked with my hand
" what's up? what needs to be explained?" I snapped while looking at his face
" let's come with me for a second" he pulled my hand and took me to a nearby diner.
" i still love you Rey, I was wrong to leave you but I had to marry a woman I didn't love"
" what are you getting married for?"
" because my father forced me to do so only for his business"
" you think I'd believe that with you? I'm not a stupid woman, I've had enough of you to fool me for years I still hope with people who clearly betrayed me" I replied
I stood up and he begged me to forgive him, and I walked to the car leaving him. On the way I tried to contact Rudi, he did not answer many times I tried to contact him finally connected
" yes, what's wrong Rey?"
" can accompany me I did not send share lock place yes" I said while sobbing
" you why Rey? okay I'm leaving" he replied
Not long after he came I immediately hugged him, he who knew nothing let and tried to calm me down.
" you why is Rey what happened to you?"
" i met Riko Rud she was trying to explain the past"
" then you believe?" while wiping my tears
I shook my head, I was still crying my eyes. Rudi still hugged me tightly.
" you still love her?"
" don't know" I answered
" if you still love her try you hear her explanation there might be something you don't know about her"
I heard Rudi saying I know that he loves me but why he told me to listen to Riko's reason for leaving me.
" are you okay with me?" much
" why not as long as you're happy with her I'm happy with Rey, as long as you're happy" she replied
I saw his face flushed red, I knew he was hiding his sadness. I kissed her I looked her in the eye.
" thank you Rud, you are my best friend" I hugged him again.
She let me be in her arms until my crying stopped. After a bit of calm she took me to a cafe where I had an appointment with Ana. There I told you about the incident last afternoon. Ana who was beside Riski was watching me.
" Rey if I think you are very suitable with Rudi, already lupain Riko" he asked
I glanced at Rudi she smiled sweetly while holding my hand.
" are you guys actually dating or not? it's so friendly to cook gini is it just a friend?" ask Ana
I just smiled at each other, I don't know what the obvious connection was I was comfortable with.
" hey answer " said Riski who started to be curious
" if I want to not date but immediately otw get married anyway" replied Rudi while laughing
I smiled at Rudi's response.
" you guys are both doctors really fit right? what else to try?" Ana added her words again.
" what the hell ah let's continue eating" I said with a reddened face embarrassed
We spend time together, you could say, double date. Then after a few hours Ana and Riski say goodbye leaving us both. It's so awesome that we're both left.
" lonely Rey lives both of us" said Rudi
" yes, where do we go to get some fresh air" I asked
Without waiting for the answer I immediately pulled his hand, I went down the stairs next to the cafe there was a small cool hill. I sat next to her and enjoyed the beautiful view.
" do you like nature?"
" that's very true" I answered
" you woo her normally" while pushing her
" i seriously want to be your guy"
I just smiled at him.
" can't Rey if I'm the one to take care of you?" the door's welding
" you what the hell is Rud? you know it.."
I'm not done yet, I'm talking, he cut it off
" yes yes I know ah I just expressed my heart to pray" he said with a little disappointment
I feel so guilty that I haven't been able to repay her feelings. I was still confused by my feelings. There is a pity, but for love I still doubt. It was getting dark and I was going home soon.
" thank you Rud you" I said in front of my house
" okay tomorrow I'll take a quick break" he said
I waved my hand and went into the house.Mother who was waiting for me on the porch saw me
" where's Rey from?"
" from playing with Rudi Bu" I replied
" want to see when you hang him, pity him for the opportunity" in a soft tone
" i don't know if Mom I'm confused"
" did you feel nothing for her?"
" i love Mom as much as she is but I don't know if I love her or not" I replied
" the feeling of affection is much heavier than love" she said, which made me think.
I left Mom and laid my body on my bed. For a moment I thought of Mom's words. Do I love him, is it true that love is much heavier than love. Ah I'm dizzy thinking about it. For a moment I closed my eyes.
"tok tok"
" Rey, you didn't go to work in the morning? you're awake yet ? Mom and Dad want to leave here" the sound of Mom screaming from outside me who just woke up feels still sleepy.
" yes, ma'am, I woke up" I replied from the room
I heard the sound of your car leaving, I was still sleepy continuing my sleep without looking at the clock.
" Rey Rey reyna you're inside?" faint sounding
I who daritadi refused to get out of bed just said
" yes I'm inside" I said
Rudi who heard my voice immediately entered he searched around and finally he entered my room
" are you not ready yet?" the tanning approached me
" i saw your door open so I just went in" he added, holding my head
" are you Rey's fever?"
I who feel my body tired all do not realize that I have a fever. I just shook my head.
" do you have any medicine?" tannya
" it's there" I pointed towards the medicine box he was looking for, he said,
" for a while you eat first yes I get food abis that take medicine" he said
" yes, later you leave, it will be late"
" you'll have to eat first the matter of work later let me have another Doctor take my place" while taking food and bribing me
" now you rest just don't go anywhere, if you need anything you call me?" doorways
I just nodded my head
" thank you Rud "
he smiled and kissed me.
" go to bed" while pulling the blanket I closed my eyes, my head felt heavy.