Between Two Love
Episodes 13.
Today I have a daily routine. Go to work with the spirit that once existed in this heart. I say goodbye to my mother and father. After that, I went straight to my workplace.
" tumben today is so happy it looks" said Ana, who approached me
" cook it" I asked
" what is the surprise of sumingrah?" ask Ana again
" there's nothing ordinary" I replied with a smile
" that's impossible"
" you know why, yes maybe today I want to see Riko" I replied with a smile
" huh what? didn't you hear me wrong?" Ana was spontaneously shocked by my answer
I just nodded my head.
" Rey, what about Rudi?"
" Rudi? I don't know An but you know Riko was my first love so hard to forget him"
" yes, but aren't you the same Rudi is already so?"
" we're not just friends, he also knows that I haven't been able to move on from Riko"
" it's too much for you Rey" replied Ana
" i can't lie about my own feelings An" I replied
" ah yes it is up to you" Ana replied as she left me.
The day passed quickly after I left work and headed to the place where we made the appointment. In the garden of hope I saw Riko already standing there waiting for me.
" i'm sorry I'm late" I ran a little
" just didn't come" he replied with a smile.
" let's go" he asked while holding my hand
I followed her steps and she took me to a romantic dinner.
" what do you want to order?" ask him while he offers a menu book
" it's up to you" I replied resignedly
He ordered my favorite food, apparently he still remembers my favorite.
" do you remember my favorite food?" ask him
" remember and will always remember" he replied as he held my hand
I smiled and ate the dish.
" Rey I invited you here because there's something I want to tell you"
I just listen carefully
" you know my marriage to Sukma was not what I wanted, I ended it because I didn't love him and now I live alone because I decided to leave home. My mom and dad were disappointed with my decision. But it's for you Rey, I love you so much" she explained something I didn't expect
" why do you have to leave your family? you shouldn't be so hard" I replied
" you don't want us to be together?" tannya
" not that I don't want to but I can't possibly let you leave your Papa and Mama, she's already doing you a favor" my class
" but this is all I'm doing for us"
" us? you think we can be together without their blessing?" answer me
" i'm confused about Rey how should I go?"
" later we think about the way out we just eat first" asked me to reconcile the atmosphere
After we eat we go somewhere, that's where we first met. A very beautiful little hill.
" you're great Rey is now a doctor" he said, hugging me
" you are also great to be a lecturer" I said as I held his hand
We both spent time together until it was dark.
" let's go home, Rik, will it be dark?" ask me to pull his hand
" it's just dark I want to be here with you" he replied
I glanced at my watch and my phone was shaking. Riko saw my phone vibrating. He took it and .....
" Rudi who is Rey? the guy you're always with?" riko asked with a face full of anger
" he's my friend Rik, he's my coworker" I replied fearfully
" sure your only friend is still my girlfriend right?" ask her by looking at my face
" yes, Rik" I replied nervously
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I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I love you Riko. But Rudi's attention towards me made my heart mess up. He was always there for me when I needed him. He was the one who accompanied me when I was fragile.
" where have you been Rey?" ask Rudi who is already in my house
" i am from...
" watched Riko?" asked Rudi with an angry face
" mmmm .. I nodded my head
Rudi who heard my answer immediately sat back down. He rubbed his head.
" but Rud ...
I haven't spoken yet, he cut my words
" yeah you rest I want to go home" he replied
" you're not going in first?" much
" when did you stop my steps?"
" do you mean ???"
" you never told me to come in or anything, you ignored me every time I came here. Even every day I come here" he replied by continuing his steps
Oh my God, that was how I was to him.
" but Rud's sorry" I replied
" it's okay there's nothing to forgive only I can't put my feelings into place.I'm too hopeful with someone who clearly belongs to someone else" he said by leaving me
I was disappointed with his attitude. At that moment I realized that I was too cruel to him.
He left my house, I went into my room. I cried I put my body in my bed.
" Rey, Reyna can I come in?" ask my mother from outside
" yes ma'am "said me with a hoarse voice
" why are you Rey crying?" ask mommy while hugging me
I was crying so much. I poured all my feelings into him. My mother calmed me down at that time.
" Rey, should you be able to decide who you choose? it's not good to hang two guys, let alone they're all good kids"
" i don't know Mom, I love Riko but I don't want to lose Rudi either" I replied
" it's your name is selfish Rey, until when is it time to get married, see your friends already have children all" suggested Mother who made me dilemma
I'm sorry I still can't make you happy
That morning I was ready to go to work. I saw a car stop right in front of the house. I saw Rudi was in front of me.
" are you ready Rey?" ask Rudi who is like there is no problem
" have Rud come" I said to melt the atmosphere
I got in and Rudi ran the car.
" i'm sorry Rud" I said
" lupain Rey, I'm sorry for you" he replied with a smile
Rudi is a best friend
"Wait to get home from work with your girlfriend again?" ask him
" don't know Rud hasn't heard" I replied
He just nodded his head.
I know he's hurt but he always smiles regardless of his heart.
I saw my phone Riko hasn't asked me yet. I put it back in my bag disappointed.
" Riko hasn't called you?"
I shook my head
" maybe he's still sleeping don't have to worry about it" he added
The day is jammed once to an hour we haven't arrived.
" why so jammed, Rud Tumben?" much
Rudi who seemed to be in a hurry was also restless. He has a meeting this morning.
" it's like Rey's accident up ahead"
I was shocked to get out of the car and confirm it.
