Between Two Love
Episodes 16.
Maybe God still hasn't predestined me for the umpteenth time. After a long time I was left married by him now the wait to marry him also failed. He who was supposed to marry me at that time was in a terrible accident. He must be in a coma when the day comes.
I'm waiting for him in the hospital and I can't talk to him. I was just waiting for him to lie weak. I could not hold back my tears that flowed incessantly. This time I was accompanied by Rudi at the hospital by chance where we work.
" you are patient, Rey, hopefully Riko will quickly wake up from the critical period" said Rudi calmed me
I just nodded helplessly I said anything.
So does Ana, she always accompanies me here. I'm still wearing the wedding dress we bought back then. Many times I fell unconscious because I could not stand the test that was being given to me.
" God love so much you Rey, you can definitely go through this ordeal" said Ana while hugging me
At that time I could not say anything, my heart was broken. It cannot be said with words what I feel right now.
God was wrong about me so you tested me so hard. We waited for almost 10 years. You simply shatter that happiness into overwhelming sorrow.
I almost went crazy with my destiny. I'm going to marry someone I love. I also had to see the person I loved lying weakly without being able to see me beside him. I don't know these tears for the umpteenth time. My body started to limp and I remember I didn't eat anything today.
" Rey you eat first yes I bring food for you" Rudi's voice sounded while thrusting food for me. I just shook my head.
" i'm not good enough to eat Rud just put it there" I refused
" but you have to take care of your condition, how can you take care of Riko if you just can't take care of yourself" he said
I still can't eat like that.
Not long after that Riko's parents came with Sukma. Sukma immediately cried as if beside Riko. He hugged Riko's body, I felt I could not resist my jealousy. Her mother and father were also crying beside her regardless of my whereabouts. They didn't even ask me I was considered a living statue by them. Rudi who saw me was not considered anywhere immediately pulled me out.
After I got out they were there I was just waiting for him outside. I went in for a moment to see how he was. But still, no one paid attention to me. In their eyes still I am a person who has ruined their happiness coupled with the current state of Riko. Maybe they already thought I was a fucking carrier.
Riko wake up look at me, you are the only one who defends me in front of everyone, especially your family. Now everyone thinks I'm the unlucky bearer and destroyer of other people's households.
Still I see your body weak there's not a single movement I've seen you. I can now only resign to my situation.I can't afford to lose you again Riko. My tears grew louder when I saw Sukma holding you tight.
" it's Rey you don't cry continuously we should pray that he is safe" said Rudi who dariitadi rubbed my tears
" if at that time I ......
I haven't been able to continue my words My tears are flowing profusely .
" it's bad fate if you regret it" said Rudi and Ana simultaneously
Ana hugged me she won my heart. Slowly I tried to be strong not to cry to not let my tears fall continuously. But what power I have no power to hold it.
I sat next to her while Mama and her Papa refused to see me as well as Sukma.
" all these years I've been married to him, there's not a single sweet word I've heard from his mouth, which is fine for me. But if I have to see her helpless like this it feels like I am powerless Ma" Sukma said as she hugged Mama Riko
I heard that voice and was envious of seeing it. Sukma is their dream daughter-in-law. In their eyes Sukma is more everything than me.
I held Riko's hand whispering her ear words
" Riko wake up baby I'm here waiting for you"
I held her hand tight until I fell asleep next to her. I saw it was dark everyone left me. Behind me I saw Rudi sleeping on the couch. I saw him and gave him a blanket. He woke up from his sleep and saw Riko's state.
" there's still no sign of Rey?" tannya
" have not Rud you come home yet let me be here alone" I said
You are the best person I know Rud. Even though I have hurt your heart a lot.
I looked at his face for a long time. He also looked at my face. She smiled at me, a very sweet smile. I'm amazed at her it feels like if I had a sister I'd love to match her up with her. So I don't lose a friend as good as him.
Suddenly I saw Riko begin to move her hand. I looked closely and called the doctor to check his condition immediately. The doctor came to check on Riko.
" there's a progression from him hopefully it's a good sign for him" the doctor said as he left us
I nodded my head and I saw that Riko had not yet opened her eyes.
" Rik Riko wake up and look at me here" I said
Then I saw him start to open his eyes slowly. I was shocked and immediately held his hand.
" you've realized Rik, Rik don't leave me, I love you" I cried
" Rey Rey na" said Riko stammering
" yes Rik I'm here"
" i'm sorry Rey, I'm sorry I can't make you happy"
I cried when I heard Riko's words.
" Rik you don't talk so you have to heal" I asked with my cry
" Rud I can ask for one request" Riko told Rudi
" yes, Rik, what? you have to recover Rik Reyna needs you" said Rudi
" i put Reyna "Riko talking while taking a deep breath
I cried listening to her words to Rudi I immediately hugged her
" i need you Rik you can't leave me" I said in tears
" Rey ma sorry I'm sorry I can't make you happy" Riko's voice gasped
I hugged her tightly her hands started to get cold I started to get scared to see her. I shouted to the doctor. The doctor immediately checked his condition. He dropped her critical she'd already closed her eyes.
I fell down next to her I cried begging her to open her eyes.
" open your eyes Rik you can't leave me"
" i need you Rikkk Rikoooooo" I screamed to see the Doctor start unplugging all the tools on his body. The doctor covered her body with a white cloth.
" i'm sorry Mr. Riko has breathed his last"
I screamed loudly I cried I fell unconscious .
God please don't take her from me.
My tears are pouring down my cheeks I'm hurt I'm broken. Why have you taken it from me so soon. It is as if You deprived me of the happiness I had just gained.
Rudi hugged me at that moment she was crying too.
