Between Two Love
Episode 12's.
The next day I woke up from my sleep, I was reluctant to get out of bed to make my mother ask
" Rey are you sick?"
" no ma'am just not feeling well" I replied with a heavy head and a fever. The mother holding my forehead felt that I had a fever.
" let's go to the hospital your body has a fever" Mother asked
" it's okay if Mom will also recover" I replied reluctantly
" is it really okay ?"
" yes, Ma'am, I'll go to bed first"
" yes have eaten and the medicine has been prepared, you take a leave of absence first to be healthy first Rey" he said while leaving
I pulled the blanket and went to sleep again.
" Rey Rey you're still sick?"
a loud voice that woke me up. I saw that Rudi was right next to me. I nodded without an answer.
" I'm taking you to the doctor" he said
" are you Doctor Rud?" smilingly
" yes but it is different if your toothache is not self-medicated, this is you have Mulu fever" replied Rudi while carrying my body
" it's okay that I'm at home to take medicine and Rud's well" I refused
" you this is how Rey has been 3 days now you know the fever is not underestimated" I saw Rudi so attentive to me.
I just nodded and he took me to a car to a hospital.
" How are you doing?" asked Rudi to the doctor who examined me
The doctor smiled and answered
" he's just tiredness and dehydration I don't need to worry about later being prescribed drugs and taken regularly"
I am also glad to hear it. Then we go home when he gets home he feeds me after that he leaves for work. Before my phone rang, he grabbed it
" Riko called"
I just shook my head
" really don't want to lift?" asked Rudi to give me my phone
" just yesterday" I replied
Rudi put my phone with a pouting face, I know she doesn't like it but she always hides her feelings.
" i live first yes later when it's finished meeting I'm here again" he said while kissing my forehead
I just nodded my head. I don't know if I love him or not that I'm comfortable with.
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Shortly after, he rushed back.
" is there something missing?"
" yes" he sat beside me
" what?" much
" you" he replied, looking at my face
" just kidding too late for the meeting"
" the meeting was canceled because there were several doctors who had surgery"
I took a deep breath
" hhhhmm is it that you don't go home?"
" no I want to take care of you" he replied, leaning on my shoulder.
He was very considerate of me, I feel guilty until now still can not give certainty to him. He's looking at me
" you why did Rey see me like that?"
I who was caught watching him tried to turn my face away, he held my chin and faced his face
" look me in the eye, look me in the eye, don't you feel for me?" rudi said while looking at my face
" Rud don't ask me that.. "
" you still expect Riko?, he already belongs to someone else Rey is aware of"
" don't talk about it I'm sad" while shedding my tears
He wiped my tears while hugging me
" i'm sorry Rey, I'm forcing you too much"
*****
" Rey you were sick two days I didn't see you and I went straight to your house" Ana said
" yes An my head is dizzy" I replied softly
" it still thinks Riko is so sick like this" whispered Ana
" you fuck An"
" don't let you lose Rudi just for that obscure guy" he whispered again
For a moment I thought about Ana. I fell silent and saw him playing games in his hape.
Not long after, they came home. We both live at home.
" you rest let me take care" Pinta Rudi
" can't sleep Rud all day sleeping mulu bosen" I said
" his name is still sick" too"
" you don't have any Rud events?" much
" why did you exude me?" sewot answered
" well not really but cook yes you a full day in my house just not sought after your mama?"
" i told my mom I was keeping you sick"
" you told your mama that I was sick?"
" yes, why my mother also wanted to come here to meet your parents" he said
" you didn't tell me I used to"
" why Rey? you don't like it?"
" it's not like that but it's about our relationship"
" continue you do not want a relationship with me, actually you think me what the hell?" rudi who was getting angry
I'm still confused
" if you don't like saying that I can get out of your life?" snapped
I was disappointed in his attitude. I cried in my room. I closed the door to my room and cried inside. Rudi felt guilty he ran after me.
" open the door I'm sorry Rey "
while knocking on my bedroom door
There was no answer from me I was disappointed in him. I let him out for a few hours.
I heard my mother come and talk to her, she explained my anger to my mother.
" yes, I will let the mother who persuaded him you go home first, let Reyna calm down first" asked her
I heard the sound of the car speeding. I opened the door to my room I saw it from the window.
" why are you angry with him?" ask my mom
" yes, Mom"
" you think you're in his position? I could feel his heartache, you could not condition your heart. When do you want to wait for Riko who is clearly the husband of people?" mom's question really made me realize.
I didn't answer I went straight to my room I turned my body to the sound of my phone ringing
" Riko called me" this time I intend to raise it
" hello"
" Rey please listen to my explanation this time I still love you I've divorced my wife, plisss appreciate my decision I prefer you" Riko's voice quickly said
" Riko shouldn't have you divorced your wife, how hurt your wife was when you showed up. Just like you showed me." I said in tears
" but Rey's marriage was just forced"
" i understand but is there no other way?" much
" you won't understand the situation that I'm in, Rey, my Papa's falling broke is the only way to save it with my marriage"
" i heard him say in tears, Oh my God I misjudged him, I accused him of betraying me without listening to his explanation" I said
" Rey you're still there and you're still listening to me" Riko said
" yes Rik I'm still here" I replied softly
" do you want to apologize?" ask Riko expectantly
" yes "I answered him with tears in my eyes
Then I turned off my phone, and at this moment I was really confused and sad. When I started to open my heart to others. He came back to me with the same hope.
