When the Heart is Tired
forgiving

This Saturday we all plan to go to the crowded beach.with bradek adek from the Mas Hasan side. We brought food from home and ate together at the beach.

" the bell later you cook fried noodles with rice yes" said his first brother Mas Hasan

" i made chicken sambal aja kak" proposed his mother Revelation

" okay, continue to bring Lia fish to burn" said the brother again

" yes, sister" Lia replied briefly

" later I bring cold drinks as warm as all his snacks" he said again while looking at us

Finally we agreed that later on Saturday what should we bring for recreation.

" mas cepetan wake up today will go to the beach" I exclaimed from the front door of the room when I saw Mas Hasan again wriggling

" yes, a minute" he answered

" now wake up sifa and take a bath Sifa too" I said as I walked into the kitchen

yesterday's problem I tried to forgive was coming back to terms with my own heart. I try to think positively.

' maybe I pay less attention to my inner mas hasan

So from now on I will try to ask what is the desire of Mas Hasan. Hopefully everything can still be discussed well. I don't want my son to be the victim.

"ma, papa man's coffee?" ask Hasan while walking into the kitchen

" it's at the table" I replied as I continued stirring the fried noodles for later supplies

"ma smell nice, adek want fried noodles" said my son who was in the sling mas Hasan.

" yes, wash your face first yes, then eat" I replied while looking at my son

" come on quickly" he asked impatiently

Finish washing my son's face directly breakfast I make also omelet eggs so that more greedy eating. Mas Hasan again enjoyed drinking coffee while looking at Sifa breakfast.

I was busy wrapping rice, I wrapped all the small for a serving so as not to bother carrying all the dishes. Just bring the same spoon wipe his hands later.

Finish the rice pack, I put it in the basin first. For the Mi I put it as one in a sealed container. I had breakfast with Sifa. I finished my breakfast taking a shower and getting dressed.

We're ready to go and gather later at my in-laws' place. My sister-in-law the single Wati to bring the mat.

At eight we leave. The kids are so happy to be recreational. They sing on the way.

About twenty minutes we arrived at the location still cool weather seems to still install the water. So we sat down - sat down first on the mat. The kids run around laughing.

We're just watching from far away. The men are still sitting in the Honda smoking for a while he said as he chatted.

At ten o'clock the water has begun to recede somewhat, the children whine for water play want to take a bath. So we came down watching closely.

Finished their bath was lapAr he said directly invite food. So kAmi is getting ready to arrange a place to fit to eat together.

Glad to see the children laughing happily, we also smiled while enjoying the food we brought.

" i buy ice cream" said Wahyu when he heard the ice cream seller approaching when he had just briefly snacked and finished eating

" i want ice cream too" whined my son

Everyone asked for ice cream, finally my brother-in-law bought us all ice cream including mak-Mak and gaffers too. Although only two thousand ice cream but togetherness that makes happy.

Around one hour we were in order to get home. Because they are tired of playing, it seems like the children are getting sleepy too.

On the way Sifa was asleep, until my house immediately put to sleep in the bed. Finish changing clothes I also fall. It feels tired even though having fun but still need to rest. I slept next to Sifa. Mas Hasan like her again in the kitchen making his own coffee.

" i woke up late in the afternoon" I heard the sound of Hasan building me up. I opened my eyes and saw that it was three o'clock. Sifa had apparently woken up and was playing again.

" long ago Sifa woke up mas" I asked Mas Hasan

" it has not been around five dozen minutes yet" replied Mas Hasan

" what a game it is" I asked Sifa

" play cooking ma, make fried chicken" he said while turning back his toys.

" it's pinter apparently mama's son, tomorrow can help mama cook this" said I while stroking his head

" can you" replied again

I smiled and walked to the bathroom to wash my face. After that I sat in the kitchen thinking what I would cook this afternoon.

" what will be delicious cooking mas ya" asked me to Mas Hasan who again accompanied my son to play

" hmmmm it looks like cooking sambal telor mixed with delicious potatoes" replied my husband

" on the boil first are the eggs?" ask me again

" yes the chili is wearing red nyam" he said again while imagining

" okay lah lah lah if that mama cook first" I exclaimed while standing up

I cook while occasionally watching them play. My son is close to his father. Sometimes his father sleeps next to him. If the night is again at home sleeping while holding his father's shirt scared in the street. Even if you are asleep, you must be left too.

' why do you not think about your child if you want to do something' my mind

How will my son fate if he finds out his parents again there is a problem yesterday. So every time in front of my son I pretend everything's fine. I don't want my son to witness our quarrel.

O Allah, we are far from division and open the door of Hasan's heart to return to the way my prayer used to be.

after cooking I called them.

" mas already Mateng ni his cooking wants to eat now what will be later" I asked

" eat now only ma, mas is hungry again this" he replied while walking to the kitchen did not forget to invite Sifa as well

Finally we ate together, my son loved to eat spicy. Sambal telor on boiled first also his favorite. mas Hasan and Sifa eat with a voracious I look while smiling and ringing - head bobble.

finished our meal sitting - sitting at the door. Not long after the revelation came

" the deck goes to the house of Brother yok we play" he asked Sifa

" come with me" asked my son

" maybe but the hearts of the great Revelation are guarded" my message to the Revelation

They walk into the house of Revelation I only see until they enter the house. I see Febri also walking to the house of Revelation may have promised to play together again.

Finally I stood up and began to pack the house and wash the dirty dishes.finished everything I immediately took a bath and picked up Sifa in the house of Revelation, because it was five in the afternoon.

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