When the Heart is Tired
trying to get to work

My son can crawl and sometimes wants to learn to stand.he is a good child not fussy. If in the love of toys or snacks for sure that's what he played.the morning after dawn I tried noreh in the back of my son's house is still asleep the same mas Hasan. Later at six o'clock I went home to wake Mas Hasan for noreh.

For two days now I tried to incise the morning behind the garden house owned by in-laws so share the results. It's okay even if there is a little important there is income.

Until my son's house did not wake up with mas hasan. I shower and get dressed. I just woke up Hasan

" i woke up six o'clock" while I rocked his body.

" just a minute" she answered

" i woke up this afternoon you will be angry if you know you have not left for noreh" I replied

" hmmm yes" just woke up and yawned. mas Hasan was most afraid of the father-in-law because the father-in-law was a little hard.

I wonder now that it was awakened most difficult mas Hasan because; because often stay up late.

Almost seven o'clock Hasan just left noreh. Earlier this morning before leaving Noreh I had soaked dirty clothes, mumpung my son was still sleeping I immediately wash clothes. I still wash my hands because we do not have a washing machine. I finished the sun not long after that my son woke up. I took her to the kitchen to take a shower for a while. I didn't cook this morning because I had a side dish from sister's house last night.

Our night is the way to the house of Revelation

"dek here let's go" asked Revelation because my son has just learned the way

" quickly you have this snack" he said again in the lure - imingi jajan let his adek way to where he is

We just watched closely.

Tired of playing Sifa began to sleepy I invited Hasan mas home

"mas go home yuk sifa has started to sleepy this" asked me

" in a moment" said the Revelation

"tomorrow again play here adek already sleepy this" answered me

" yes" he replied lethargic

" yok mas" take me again

" yes yes already!" replied Hasan while walking first

We're going home. Arrive at home Sifa directly request *****. Not long after that, he fell asleep.

Mas Hasan went into the exit room for a while I was just right. I forbid I would go anyway. Yeah, let it go. I fell asleep too. Mas Hasan came home I did not hear you wake up in the middle of the night already sleeping next to me.

It's been ten days I've been noreh behind the house. Today the plan wants kopek ojolnya . Sifa I put in the house of Revelation. brother-in-law happens not to noreh Revelation also again at home because of Sunday.

It is quite nice to get three buckets while it is about thirty kilos. I can sell tomorrow to increase income even for two.

My sister-in-law has a difference of about five months with Sifa. If the morning left noreh also his son entrusted to Mak-in-law.

this morning the mother-in-law helped noreh the father in the back. Replace pulak ponaan left at our house. both women but hard to ask for forgiveness all on the climb to want to pee just like he did not dare to leave.

I breathe heavily. I just want to help noreh tired it feels like this is already in the same pile. Want to reject Mak-in-law afraid of being offended but want to be heavy. There is a trial coming. After a week I finally ventured to complain to sister-in-law. Not her I do not want to help keep but if every day keep baby two go home noreh and can not I live anywhere. have not washed the clothes of the house again.sometimes just cook rice. Finally after ten days of being entrusted at home this morning is no longer possible to take care of yourself.

" Lisa's not here ma" asked Mas Hasan back home noreh

" no mas, yesterday mama confided with Ita if mama can not take care of two babies tired of noreh anyways can not do anything. Lisa is very active" I replied

" oh keep giman Ita response" asked mas Hasan again

" no papa" I said

I made coffee and I put it next to Hasan

" but it looks like something else Mak mas, maybe Mak is a bit sulky because I asked not to answer earlier" confided me

" yes let it be good later on its own" replied Mas Hasan

Yes it seems my mother-in-law who is a bit offended I mind keeping two babies.let it be from my own body tired and I misfortune to cook as clean as her clothes.

A week later the change that was entrusted here Febri Sama - the same woman and her aunt child I adek his Mak in-laws.

But the Febri was quite independent and could invite his son to play sifa was not hard. So I don't mind if Febri's staying here during her mama's noreh. Norehnya was only behind the house if there is anything I can call later.

" nitip bell Febri ya bibik noreh behind" tana his bibik ku

" yes make no papa later Sifa has friends" I said

" later if there's anything to call bbik" he said again.

" yes, bik" answered me again

Sifa and Febri play together. kayak nya will get along if both of them because Febri ngaknya Han if his toy is asked Sifa to change in love with Febri.

the problem is Mak-in-law's getting a little sensi because yesterday I mind fitting Lisa here now Febri here I can Hin.

yes want how else Lisa same Febri much different Lisa is still under Sifa my son age and active also toughnya not bad while Febri different one year Same son of mine and him model year ngayomi.

That afternoon I cooked a chicken gulai. I saw Mak finished noreh and wanted to go home

" Mak stopped by to go up first to the house, ate first I cooked the chicken gulai village" I said

" that's good, I ate first" he replied

Only a few days ago, the mother-in-law of her usual attitude again yesterday - sometimes just be quiet if I ask.

" father is not ready Mak" I asked Mak who was washing his hands again

" it's not like it yet but it's a little bit" replied Mak

" play what nduk" asked Mak-in-law to Sifa with Febri

" doll " replied Febri

my son just started learning to talk, ngomng eat**** drink Mbah Mak dad is already smart. His teeth are also a lot. now he is good at walking too

Mak eats with chicken gulai.

" more on that, Mak" I said

" yes, there will be a lot of it" said Mak

" what's cooking" I asked

" same sambal telor vegetable shoots yam" replied Mak

" you will tell me to come over and have dinner too" I said

" if you want to sometimes choose to smoke" replied Mak

by noon everyone had gone home, I had stopped by for a while and ate a little. Febri has also returned home. Mas Hasan also just finished eating now the time to break the fall feels tired from the morning has not rested. Someone wants to be packed. We ended up taking a nap together.

The weather suddenly cloudy just a short sleep I've woken up again raised clothes afraid it will rain. I finished picking up my clothesline again because there was no one hour. About half an hour later I woke up again with the sound of heavy rain. This is how erratic weather sometimes sunny arrive - suddenly cloudy direct rain. We were noreh. Everything has arranged for us to just try and be grateful for the results. Maybe his sustenance today is rainwater. I slept again hugging my son.

" Mak*****" said my son while his eyes were still closed

I give***** and sleep again until two. The air cools after the rain. Surely many are disappointed because not long until home noreh already raining can certainly run out not left. This afternoon we just sat - sitting at home lazy to go out the weather is still cloudy. Maybe it will rain again.

" man makes coffee" said Mas Hasan while sitting in front of the tv watching his favorite cartoon Sifa

" yes, a moment "I answered

Not long after that I came to watch cartoons while carrying a cup of hot coffee.

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