When the Heart is Tired
childbirths

this week we were busy making cakes for my sister's wedding. I don't help much just light work.

Today my sister got married.the ijab event at the KUA office. Arriving at home we cried happily welcoming the bride. My sister is pretty, her skin is black. Usually he dressed up in the style of his at best use powder and lipstick. Time in her beautiful make up MasyaAllah.

Many of our sisters came. If far away to stay. In the evening Khatam Qur'an event and pat the fresh flour. The show was so festive. In the event Khatam Qur'an there is a red egg with flowers completed khatam eggs are in for everyone, especially children. So enthusiastic children wait for the khatam to be able to eggs and flowers.

Tonight I sleep at Mak's house feeling tired to go home. Until tomorrow the show. Finished the fresh flour pat I immediately changed clothes to sleep it was like from earlier I wanted to put down. Aching at the waist. Not long ago I had entered the dreamland.

Tomorrow we just sit in the front room to wait for guests to come.kira starting at ten an invited guests began to arrive more and more crowded until almost one hour new invitation is up.

I took a nap before the event berarak kompang. I feel tired of sitting down for a long time. Want her to sit for a while walking for a while down.

Two hours bride in arak wear compang. The male party's family was quite around a hundred people. Thank God my sister's wedding was a success and went well.

I went home because tomorrow I still work about three days before maternity leave. Until the house I took a break just happened to have taken a shower at the house Mak.

" Revelations here aunt has fried chicken" call me

Not long before Revelation ran to the house

" what's the bik?, what's the aunt? Bibik nengok manten huh?" tanyanya

'Heh boy if asked in my inner mouth'

" yes this aunt has chicken macem-macem cake again a lot of this" I answered

" i was looking far away there the aunt's house first huh?" ask her again

" yeah Revelation, it's the aunt who became incantate" I replied again

After many questions now Wahyu is quietly enjoying the same fried chicken cake by-by from the house of Mak earlier.

Tomorrow is my delivery day.A week ago I was ultrasound again it turns out my baby is still breech so I still have to operate. Today I am ready to go to the hospital. Today the list goes in tomorrow new oprasi. I'm leaving Sam my husband, a gear bag carried by my in-laws. The plan means my in-laws will wait in the hospital until tomorrow I'm ready for surgery. Before going to the hospital I stopped by for a while at the tavern to buy some ice. It feels so hot drinking ice.

Arriving at the hospital my mother was there waiting among my brother. I'm directly on the list. That afternoon I entered the ordinary room. Before entering I had to do a series of tests. to check blood type and so on.

At night I was less able to sleep, usually free to sleep here and there in the patient's bed so limited our movement. At three o'clock in the morning I was told to start fasting. The next morning, the impus.

Induction dikasih also let there be an opening he said. It was good until the opening two.

" now it's eleven o'clock, we're in the operating room" the nurse said

" yes buk" I answered

So when my family came in I said it would be about eleven o'clock in the operating room. Outside of my family, many people were waiting for my brothers and sisters to all wait.

Turns out at nine more nurses came again

" he said eleven o'clock" I asked

" in fast forward the book because the father to the police after the operation later" replied the nurse

" oh good is buk, but I tell the family first buk so that later someone will bring the equipment to the top" I said

" oh y buk please" he said again

My family who just wanted breakfast did not so. all took us upstairs to the operating room. At ten I entered the opration room despite being half drugged and invited to talk but sleepy too.

" this mother is the child to how many buk" asked the nurse

" first son sir" I replied

" mother works or there are other activities" he asked again

" work sir in the village office" I replied while holding back the sleepiness

Shortly afterwards I heard the sound of my baby crying

" good mother daughter" said the nurse as she placed it on my chest

Not long after that my baby was taken by the nurse again

" i'm sorry my baby wants to be cleaned first" he said

" yes buk" I replied

Not long after that I fell asleep. After the operation I woke up. Because it was still the influence of drugs I could not move the body. From the operating room I was put in the recovery room for twenty-four hours. About an hour into the recovery room my baby was delivered by a nurse.

" buk this baby later try breastfed y buk" said the nurse

" well buk" said my brother

My baby was in a cradle with my sister and learned to suckle from me. I finally get to see my son. After being satisfied my baby was taken to a special baby room to be given milk and to rest

Tomorrow I'll have the bus move to the usual treatment room. I'm glad we're all healthy. In the recovery room AC full cold is amazing to shiver cold like entering the refrigerator in my opinion.

Today finished taking my medicine for a short walk I want to see my son because usually if you have moved the usual room other babies follow his mother why yes my child is not in between as well. I took my husband to the baby's room.

" well, my friends look at our kids" I asked

Our call has changed because we have children. Our call is father and mother. It was here that our family began to be tested. Turns out my son vomits constantly in love milk vomits not in love milk also vomits until his green vomit. My heart aches like it does when I hear my child is unwell. I cried while looking at my son. God wants to be healthy quickly, son. I went back to the room and told this information to my other family. I can't talk anymore I can only cry. My family gave me a lot of advice and told me to be patient. I was tired and I finally fell asleep.

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