
I still love my husband after all, I don't want to part with him for the sake of my children but fate says something else and I have to accept that fate.
Trying to survive and getting sick I accepted, and I don't want to be like that anymore I have to be strong and I have to make the best decision for my life.
"father just pray for you son, may your decision to leave your husband is the best decision, maybe Rio is not your soul mate anymore" said the father who began to melt and accept my decision.
"forgive me sir, let my father down"...
"father thinks Rio is a good man for you who can make you happy, it turns out the wrong father he turned out to be a man who makes the father's daughter suffer" he cried
"already sir, this has become the fate of clara, like this, and this is one clara who can not be happy mas Rio"...
Never once did I see my father cry even though he only shed tears, but this time he cried to see his daughter whose household was destroyed.
"it is not your fault that your husband cannot be happy, but your husband who cannot make his wife happy" he said, wiping his tears.
"father of Clara's doain, let Clara be patient and sincere"...
I try hard in front of my father, so that you do not worry about what I am facing.
Niko called me and told me that Nara was crying in the room.
I approached him directly
" Nara why?" I hugged Nara
" i miss papa ma, papa has not come here for a long time, we go home only yuk" answered Nara in tears.
" father is busy so he has not had time to come here, tomorrow our holiday will come home and take papa for a walk, now Nara do not cry anymore, the beauty will be lost" ...
"yes ma?"...
"yes baby"...
" i don't want to see papa" Niko shouted in front of the door and ran to her grandmother's room.
his grandparents were shocked when the door opened and slammed.
"Niko what's wrong?"asked grandpa to approach her
"i hate the same papa" she replied annoyed
his grandparents looked at each other
"the son of the hotshot ko spoke like that, it's not good, especially to hate the same papa, it's papa niko, niko it must respect the father mama" advised his grandfather and invite to sit in bed.
"bad papa papa no longer love me ka Nara same mama" said niko and cried in his grandmother's arms
"Niko kangen papa huh?" ask grandma seductively
Niko fell silent and nodded her head.
"tomorrow to meet papa y?" said grandma and put niko on the mattress and grandmother storytelling so that her grandson quickly sleep.
And his grandfather rubbed niko's hair and went out of the room.
"sir niko?" ask me to worry
"lately the kids love the moody I worry about them "...
"maybe they miss their papa" said the father flat.
"yes it could be so, tomorrow I'll take the kids home to see the papa"...
"hopefully it would be better if they met his father"...
"yes sir" I said with a little calm feeling.
...
The door of the house was already wide open and the mother-in-law welcomed me well even at a glance I saw my mother-in-law shedding tears, either happy tears or sad tears may be fine as long as I get out of this house.
"mah I miss the same omah" Nara and Niko revealed
"omah also dear, sorry omah ya can not come to the grandmother's house, the oma bothered with papa"...
"sorry I am mom, so the mother who bothered with the act of Rio mas"...
"no ko clara, it's not your fault but Rio's wrong and the mother who can't be a good mother to educate your children to be a good husband and father to you" my mother-in-law is crying.
"mom don't talk like that, mother has become a very good mother for Rio mas, maybe because Rio mas alone has passed and hopefully Rio mas can change." I hugged my aging mother-in-law.
"Amiyinn"...
"o iyah bu mas Rio held, the children want to meet mas Rio kangen he said"..
"in the back yard" said the mother and brought Nara and niko over to her papa.
"we're going to papa, Nara niko kangen, right?" take mom
"mama wait here yeah, you're the only one who met papa"..
I smiled to see my children running up to his father because they were happy.
I saw that all the contents of the house were perfectly complete and did not change as I used to live in this house with my children and husband living happily but suddenly had to be destroyed because my husband started KDRT even what was more painful was that my husband had another woman.
Roses that grow in the yard were not as beautiful as before now full of weeds around it, even though the flower was my favorite flower that I planted and cared for myself.
"pardon mom who did not have time to care for your flowers all withered and not as beautiful as you take care of first" said the mother surprised
"maybe these flowers signify like I feel mom, withered" I smiled disappointedly.
The mother-in-law shook her head with a sad look on her face.
" Nara and niko are playing with their papa in the back yard so happy Rio is also happy to meet his children" said the mother
"so all this time Rio also misses the children?"...
"yes, there will be prestige" said the mother-in-law.
Just let my children stay close to their father at all times and I will never hinder my children's longing to meet their father.
They are his children and Rio mas is their father, they are, and I will never stay away from them because for me Rio mas is a good father for Nara and Niko even though it is not a good husband for me.