THE TEARS OF CLARA
"Pray"
I brought my children home to my parents, unbeknownst to Rio and my mother-in-law, to allow it.
"Take Nara and Niko and it'll be better for them to be with you" said the mother who helped Nara and Niko get the clothes done.
"Where do you think of Rio Bu?"...
"let mother talk to Rio" said the mother.
Then my mother drove us to the front porch waiting for a taxi to arrive.
"Mother's fine here, I'm sorry to bother you "I hug my mother-in-law very well
"you don't bother mom, Rio who has passed by you clara, after all mom will also go home, tomorrow before mom comes home, mom will meet the grandchildren of this smart mother" mom hugs Nara and Niko.
I let go of my hug and waved at my mother because the taxi I ordered had come right in front of the house.
at first glance I saw my mother shed tears, I smiled behind the car window.
" road sir"..
"dadahhh....
" Nara and Niko waved their hands at her omah and her scolding returned the words of her grandchildren.
Mas Rio came to the house with a face full of anger, I pulled him away from the house so that Father and Mother did not hear Rio mas angry because I was afraid that the chest of the father became tight when he heard Rio's anger at me.
"where are my children?"rio said with an angry tone.
"Nara and Niko are inside, and they'll be fine with me"...
"no, I'll take the kids home, I don't want my kids to stay with you" Rio walked towards the house and I tried to prevent it.
"i'm the mother, they deserve me, besides you can't take care of the kids, you're busy, the kids can be abandoned"...
"at home there are mothers, mothers who will take care of them as long as I am busy outside" he said arrogantly.
"mother can not, after all, mother will go home to Surabaya"...
"i'll have the nanny take care of the kids and all the nannies who will take care of it, ease it" he said.
"I don't agree with the babysitter who takes care of me, I'm his mother and I can take care of my children, anyway Nara and Niko are with me, now you go home" I pushed him and kicked him home.
"you have to inget clara, Nara and Niko the custody will fall on me" Rio walked away in anger.
Like a lightning bolt struck me, when Rio mas who was still my husband, said that my children's custody would fall to him.
Will I truly part with my husband whom I once loved dearly.
"what's clara?" my mother came up to me and sat beside me
"i again think ma'am, it's my fault what is the same mas Rio to the point that mas Rio treated me like this, I've tried to be a good wife for mas Rio bu, I'm trying to be a good wife, but why the reply was like this" I cried in my mother's arms.
"so the woman must be strong, patient and sincere, pray to Allah what is best for you" said the mother advised me
Maybe this is a trial for me, so that many are patient and sincere and also reprimand for all my negligence that never prostrated to my God, until God missed me so that I was given a trial, he said, so that I can remember the joy I have felt all along.
"O Allah forgive me all my sins, I bow down to ask forgiveness from YOU, maybe these are all my sins and I ask You, God save my marriage if my husband is my soul mate, but if it is not my soul mate, I ask God to give the best way for me kami.Amiin." my prayer.
Mom opened the door and went into my room
"Clara, there's your mother-in-law"...
"yes ma'am, Nara and Niko where's mom?"ask me and then I go out with my mom.
"Nara and Niko are with your mother-in-law" she said
I walked over to my mother-in-law who was with the children.
"Mama Omah wants to go home to Surabaya" Nara approached and sat on my lap.
"Yes dear..it's okay, enter the room first yes invite Niko mama to talk first with omah"
"iya ma, Niko let's play in the room" take Nara to her sister and they walk into the room.
"Rio came here?" ask the mother-in-law
"yes ma'am, even the custody of the children will be processed to fall into Rio mas, I beg ma'am, help me, I don't want to be away from my children mother negate my feelings" I held my mother-in-law's hand.
"later I will try to talk to Rio, you are patient"...
I cried in my mother-in-law's arms and begged her to help me.
It is not that I am weak that cannot do anything, but that I am powerless with everything that is before me that will come true that I face becomes bitter that I feel.
My mother-in-law went home by giving me a thick envelope filled with money for the needs of me and the children.
I tried to resist it because I did not want to depend on others even though it was my own in-laws. But my in-laws forced me to take it, and I insisted on refusing it until I gave up.
" ok , mother will not force, and if you need anything, please contact the mother" asked the mother-in-law and walked over to Nara and Niko who were in the room.
Not long after that, she left the room and went home.
