THE TEARS OF CLARA
"Your lot sign"

I wiped my tears that had been running non-stop that felt the pain in my heart until the tears answered this heartache.

I will survive for the sake of parents, especially my children, when I decided to leave and suddenly I remembered the incident.

...

I was shocked when I heard the door being pounded so loud with a screaming voice calling my name, I heard it Rio mas voice, Rio, before I open the door I lyrics the clock stuck to the wall at 23:00 wib.

"so long have you opened the door?" he was angry with both eyes reddened.

"are you drunk?" I closed my nose because I smelled the smell of alcohol in his mouth.

mas Rio pushed me rough until I fell to the floor.

He went inside without seeing me in pain.

I woke up and it turned out my hands were bleeding, probably getting scratched at the end of the door when I was pushed.

I walked over to Rio trying to help him as he staggered towards the room.

"all women are the same" he said deliriously and looked at me with a lustful look suddenly when Rio pulled my hand and dropped me on the bed,

She pinched me until my chest was tight, and kissed me until I felt like I was going to vomit because of the smell of alcohol in her mouth. She forced me to take off all my clothes, I rejected her and pushed her away from me.

"Plakkk." Rio slapped me until my nose bled.

"you reject me?" his hand pulled my hand tight until I whimpered crying in pain.

"not that I rejected you, but not like this, you were rude to me," I tried to let go of my hand.

"you're my wife"...

"yes I am indeed your wife who has an obligation to serve you but not like this" I cried and my husband kept forcing me until I resigned my husband to do anything to me...

Almost every day Rio mas drunk and almost every day also mas Rio molested me.

I'm like her impingement material and her treatment is like I'm not her wife. My body was full of bruises my face was slightly blue from the slap marks done by my own husband.

"Why mom's face, mama's sick?" said Nara sitting near me and immediately I wiped my tears so that Nara did not see her mother crying.

"mama's all right?" Nara kept asking.

"mama's fine, you're not asleep, it's late, tomorrow you have to go to school" I rubbed Nara's hair and invited Nara into her room.

I fell asleep next to Nara and niko, until morning.

Mas Rio shouted my name I went straight to him and left Nara and Niko who were having breakfast. Nara and Niko looked at each other to see her mother running over to her father who was screaming calling her name.

" you go where the hell he did not come to me when I called you.for a long time" Mas Rio snapped violently.

"sorry, I was accompanying the kids to breakfast" I explained.

"what are you calling me?"...

"packing my clothes, I want to go out of town "his hands point towards the clothes that are strewn on the bed.

"take all these clothes"...

"yes not heavy-drenched suitcase I just" an angry tone.

I was busy tidying up her clothes while Rio mas cool with her cellphone.

"Mas, the suitcase is already" I approached him who was cool playing cellphone.

"ohhh. ok, put it in the trunk of the car" Rio told me without seeing me and he was more concerned with his cellphone.

I went out of my room and brought my husband's suitcase for me to put in the trunk of the car.

Nara and Niko who had finished breakfast ran small towards me.

"mama's not going anywhere, papa's going, out of town "...

" i'm helping you" Niko helped put the suitcase in the trunk of the car.

"take your bags with your parents at school" ...

"yes ma"...

Mas Rio walked towards the car and the children were ready in it.

Mas Rio gave a brown envelope filled with money

" the money is for your needs and the kids as long as I'm out of town" he said flatly and got in the car and left. Tampa said goodbye tampa menggup my forehead tampa look at me he just left and I miss all that.

Is that how my husband loves me or does he not love me at all until in his eyes I am not his wife.

Even to look me in the face, he was reluctant or was there another woman in him who made him like that.

I'm disappointed I got hurt I cried...

sure enough my husband with another woman the reason for going out of town for work reasons turned out to be the fact that he went with another woman. Merry was the girl's name and merry was a friend of Rio mas High School. They meet again when High School friends, he holds a reunion.

I wasn't silent and doing nothing when I knew my own husband was going with another woman and I didn't want to fuss with my husband as my children.

The woman came to the house on the grounds that she wanted to meet my children.

Merry is beautiful compared to me, naturally I am only a housewife while she is a career woman who always keeps her appearance.

"your children are smart" he said after he finished inviting Nara and Niko to play on the front page.

I smiled worried "what purpose he came home for" in my mind.

"it's lucky that Rio's got smart kids like Nara and Niko"...

"what did you do here?" I'm mad

"yes I just want to be close with his children and Rio's wrong." he said lightly.

I fell silent and asked the woman, is she or is she the woman who will destroy my household? I hope my estimate is wrong.

My kids are comfortable with Merry's presence maybe because she's friendly and her motherhood is amazing.

even suddenly I was afraid that my children would be closer to that woman.

Merry patted my shoulder.

"just relax I won't take them away from the mba ko, I'm just happy with the little boy" Merry said

I was silent and suddenly Merry told me about her closeness to Rio mas

" maybe clara thinks I'm with Rio mas there is a relationship, relax aja mba I'm not related to anything, we just be friends, yes maybe Rio mas like me, yes maybe Rio like me, but I refused because I didn't want to hurt mom and the kids"...

Merry was silent and I was silent at a glance I saw Merry shed tears but she immediately wiped her tears and smiled at me

"you love Rio mas "mu ask by looking at Merry

"yes, not mba....Mas Rio is my friend and there's no way I love him" he said

Merry

"you lied to Merry. I know you love Rio mas"...My tears are dripping.

Merry dodged it and he immediately went home.

I know Merry loves Rio mas.but he is unable to admit it because he does not want to hurt me.