
The decision I had received and ended in divorce, although the custody of the children fell on me his mother, but my heart was deeply wounded the household I had kept for the sake of the children was now broken with a divorce.
I was the one who was hurt and terzholimi but when Palu was knocked and we had to be completely separated, at once it was like lightning struck my life.I was powerless I lost and my life was destroyed, I did want him to part with Rio mas but why after everything was over I did not want this to happen.
I was weak and I lost to all my circumstances, I wasn't as strong as I wanted to be, my life was like being ruined with no hope.
I cried on my mother's lap, and why did it have to happen in my life? the man I used to love until he married me became my husband, and sued me until I had to divorce and become someone else in my life and it was like a nightmare in my life.
"you must be patient You must be strong, do not be weak like this the way of life is still long as your children" advised the mother
I was silent only tears that answered all my sorrow, I looked at Nara and Niko who were busy playing with her new toy and sometimes Nara turned to me and approached me and wiped the tears that just dripped on my cheeks.
"mama here there is Nara and Niko, mama can not cry anymore, Nara promises not to be naughty anymore "...
I hugged Nara I cried in her arms my daughter Nara like understanding with all my sadness that gave me a calm and strength.
Niko ran over and saw her sister Nara hugging her mother.
Children are the strength for me the spirit of my life even if I am now without a husband I can survive to support my two children and thanks to the prayers of my parents, he said, I am a small business by making snacks that I entrust to every stalls that want to be entrusted snacks made.
Although not getting a big profit but at least it has made me more busy and can forget my sadness about my divorce.
My mother and father began to calm down by seeing my situation and even helped in my efforts.
"Alhamdulillah sir, ma'am thanks to my mother's prayers my business went well, and next week there will be an exhibition about home-made food that will hopefully work ya ma'am, doain Clara ya bu, sir" I hugged my two happy parents.
"Amiin. mom and dad will always doain the best for you son,"...
Without my two parents without my children maybe I wouldn't be this strong, they're my spirit and they're the ones who pulled me out of the slump..
"Nara is happy to see her mom smiling" said Nara hugging me along with Niko who hugged me their mother who loved me.
" ma, it was after school before grandma picked me up to meet aunt Merry, trus aunty Merry love me gift "Nara took out the gift of Merry and showed it to me.
"good, you say thank you?" my word
"i said it mah"...
I smiled "what moment did Aunt Merry give Nara a gift?"...
"Niko is also in kasih ma," Niko said
"eyah... Niko what's the prize?"...
" the big toy car that I want ma," Niko smiled and showed her the toy and played it straight away..
"said aunt Merry was a gift for me sam Niko" answered Nara hugging a teddy bear is quite large.
I immediately picked up the phone lying on the table and immediately contacted Merry.
"ma, I'm playing with this teddy bear" Nara said
" yes, baby"...
And finally answered after a few calls but there was an answer.
"yes mba Clara what's wrong, sorry mba just lifted a little busy.
"iya Merry nothing, now not busy?"...
"it's not. there's what mba Clara called I'm a little surprised it's not like usual mba phone" he said Merry
"jeez mba, what's wrong! I promised them a gift, I happened to take a leave last week to go to Bandung and I saw there are dolls and toys that are suitable for nara and niko"
"thank you Merry sorry so bother ya you're away from bandung, bring gifts for my children"...
"yes, both mba, thank goodness if they like o iyah congratulations ya mba, snacks that mba made already nyampe bandung tasty anyway, many like loh ngantri want to buy it also*"
"Thank you, thank you Merry play dong here I wait ya"....
"yes mba later sometime I play to the place mba, already yes mba, later we connect* again"
I'm a little relieved Merry is kind to my kids and there's no other meaning in it and hopefully that's it.
And I'm happy that the snack I made was sampe another city and it made me more excited in my efforts.
Mas Rio came to the store with the woman who seized my husband who had destroyed my household, they showed off his happiness without thinking about my feelings being hurt by them.
"what are you doing here?" tanyaku cynic
"so arrogant is your ex-wife," said Shinta while showing off her closeness to Rio mas while leaning her head over Rio mas.
"i want to meet my children" Rio replied
" they're there, wait for me to call them" after a few minutes Nara and Niko came to his papa
"we go for a walk, papa kangen with you" he asked the children.
Nara and Niko glanced at me and asked that I allow it, I smiled at them and nodded my head, if I allow it.
"horee I want to walk the same path" Nara and Niko jump around happily.
"honey don't be naughty, must be horrified said papa" my advice to my children even though my little heart is a little worried because they walk the same woman, the woman who has snatched the Rio mas from me.
"iya ma" said Nara and Niko simultaneously
"now you're ready, papa wait for you in the car "..
Mas Rio walked with shinta towards the car and waited for Nara and Niko to get ready.
"mas Rio wait" call me
mas Rio turned his head towards me and left the woman in the car by herself.
"keep my children well I don't trust the woman, and remember don't take them too long to play, tomorrow the kids have to go to school"...
" do not judge a person well or not well believe or not believe, she is my choice because she is good for me and for the children as well because Shinta will be their mother too" he said arrogantly
"but not for me, because of him..."
"papa" shouted Nara and Niko called her papa and made me stop talking .
"yes dear, let's walk" asked Rio mas and told them to get in his car
"mama's drug" Nara and Niko waved their hands.
"be careful, dear" I smiled at them and returned the wave of my children's hands. But that woman she's the destroyer of my little family that should be happy that I'm not that woman who should be sitting in that car that's not that woman but me.
I feel like I can't accept about my throne I still love my ex-husband Rio.