THE TEARS OF CLARA
"i'm going"

I'm bored I'm tired every day I always face my husband like it's rude like drunk even treat me like I'm not his wife.

He is dear to his children and he is indeed a good and responsible father to his children and always provides for his children but to me his wife he is not a good husband.

My family never knew with my husband's attitude towards me that they knew my husband was a good man who loved his wife and children.

My family was shocked when I said I wanted to part with my husband, the father who was so dear to his son-in-law suddenly clenched his chest might be shocked to hear my sudden statement I said that I wanted to part with my husband..

My mother who was so patient just shook her head to look at me disappointed while embracing my father's chest tightened shoulders...

"dad rest yes, let mommy talk to clara later."walk into the room.

I looked at my kids playing on the porch, they didn't know what was going on with their parents. My tears shed my best decision did I leave my husband??

"you sure want to stay with your husband, what about your children he needs you both, don't make your own decisions think carefully about your children they are too small" the advice of my mother who took care of my children.

"mother never knew what I was going through that mom knew Rio mas well but the truth is no, she was rude to me mom" I cried hugging my mom

"many things you don't know I hope you understand how I feel"

Mother was silent and walked over to her grandchildren and I followed behind her.

"grandma can play?"

my children nara and niko ran over to her grandmother

"by ayu nek.."my son drew his grandmother's hand and played with her and her grandmother caught him.

Nara does not play she is silent and sits in her toy seat while watching her sister play with her grandmother at a glance her grandmother calls her to play as well.

"Nara why, ko did not play with niko and grandma"

"no ahh" she said lightly

"why?"

Nara was silent and shook her head

"we do not need to go home just nginep here at home grandma, we have not been nginep at home grandpa grandma"

Nara looked at me and nodded her head.

"the father will also sleep here at the grandmother's house" said Nara innocently

"no. papah does not participate papah at home. who sleeps at home grandmother mamah nara and niko"

"why?"

I shut up and smiled...

"father later on" said mother

My kids are asleep they sleep well maybe too tired because of a lot of play.

I'm worried about Nara's attitude because lately Nara has been quiet a lot like never before.

I sat in the front looking at the dark sky and it seemed like it was going to rain and it was true that it was raining very hard accompanied by lightning striking.

"Clara came in to get cold outside" the mother who suddenly came to break the daydream

"yes ma'am" I was shocked

"Nara woke up seemingly shocked to hear the lightning earlier, there friends and you also have to rest"

I nodded my head and went straight inside,

"mother.." My steps stopped and 8 mothers were closing the door.

"father is well invited, you are not angry with me?"

I'm sorry I made you sick to hear that I wanted to part with my husband.

Mom just smiled

I went into the room and I approached my children who were sleeping.

my phone rang and there were 7 missed calls from my husband Rio even many incoming messages all from my husband

ask where I am and his children.

I called him back and my husband picked him up "where are you, where are the kids?" my husband's interrogation was behind the phone in an angry tone

"i'm at home the children's mother is with me"

tomorrow morning I'll pick you up, I'll take my kids"

my body trembled My heart began to unsettle

I haven't finished talking, my husband hung up

Early in the morning Rio was at home my parents were having a nice conversation with my father,

At first glance I looked at the mother who was preparing breakfast and the mother also looked back at me and approached me and gave a cup of coffee for my husband

"love your husband..."

I nodded my head and picked up a cup of mother-made coffee for my husband.

I walked over to Rio mas who was chatting with father while carrying a warm cup of coffee.

"is this coffee?" I put a coffee on the table near my husband sat down and went inside.Suddenly my father called me and told me to accompany him

"yes sir...."

I went inside and rubbed my hair softly.

I sat next to him I was silent a thousand languages waiting for my husband to speak first.

"why did you leave the house without telling me first?" said my husband who seemed very angry at me but held her back.

"i'm sorry "I'm sorry

"ok we go home, I don't want to get angry here"

"yes"

I went inside and packed my things and my kids' stuff.

Nara and niko woke up and confused to see her mamah early in the morning was busy tidying up her things

"where are you going?"niko was confused

I smiled "we want to go home, papah has picked up" and continued to put things in the suitcase while Nara immediately got up from her bed and ran out of the room after knowing her papa had arrived.

"Niko get ready yeah.we go home "talku to niko and tell her to get ready to go home .

" mah..why not long ago stay at his grandmother's house I still miss Grandpa's grandmother" Riko went out of the room and approached his grandmother and grandfather in the dining room.

After finishing packing I approached Riko who was eating toast with her grandparents

"Where did you tell me to have breakfast here first?"said the mother who was applying butter on the bread and put it on a white plate.

"again the same papa ma'am" I said

"call here your husband we have breakfast together"

"yes ma'am" then I walked towards the front porch

I saw Rio and Nara being spoiled

"Nara we have breakfast first yuk" called me and I looked at my husband to come have breakfast too.

My household seems good aj there is no complication even as if nothing ever happened like a harmonious family when in reality it is very sad.