Night In Istanbul
The Reason of the King

Classes started thirty minutes ago. Students focus on hearing Professor Adskhan's explanation. I found Tina looking at me occasionally. I know he must be worried about my situation.

"I'm doing fine. Later at rest we can continue the story again." My whisper tried to convince Tina.

Tina just nodded and smiled a little. He seems to know that I said fine just to dampen his worries.

And Tina was right. We've been friends for a long time, how could he not know my current messed up thoughts.

Continuing on to the next hour, Tina was already not looking at me anymore. I am a little calm if he is not worried.

Time off. Everyone to the canteen. Students queuing to order food were no exception to us. We ordered food and sat down in a less crowded place.

Tina sat in front of me. His eyes began to focus and it seemed like he was ready to continue the story this morning.

"So what are you going to do Ana?"

"I have to keep asking Mas Ryan Tin.."

"Wouldn't he be angry if you asked him?"

"Yes, he must be angry. But if it's like this constantly won't find a bright spot either..."

"So you'll still force your husband to explain even if it irritates him?"

"Yes, I'll keep asking even if he'll be very angry later.."

"Are you sure Na?"

"I've made Tin's resolve.."

"What are your conditions? Are you sure you will be strong if you will be scolded again? Because you said rhyme, just because AC broke your husband already dared to say rude...."

" God willing I'm strong Tin. This I did for the continuation of our marriage. I still have to ask directly and get the answer.."

"I know maybe it's not good Tin.. But I don't think there's any other way.."

"How can I help Ana?" Tina immediately offered help.

"Just pray that everything will be fine. And my conjecture of someone is not true..."

" What are your mother and brother Andi? You have no intention of telling them?"

" I haven't told them Tina yet. The cause of Ryan's change is still unknown to me. Later even added the thoughts of Mother and Brother Andi.."

"And I want to try to solve this family problem myself."

"If it turns out to be unhelpful, I'll tell them....."

I didn't finish saying the sentence, Tina's eyes immediately glazed over and interrupted my words.

" Hushh... That's not ahh. Must be done quickly when your problem is Na."

"Aamiin's."

"Tin, I'm asking you to keep this a secret from Intan huh. I feel bad that Intan knows. Because she lives near my house, she's afraid she's thinking more."

" Do you know that Intan panics quickly?"

" Yes, Ana. I'll keep this a secret from Intan."

" Thank you Tina."

"Ana, if there's anything I can help you with, say yes. Don't worry."

"Even if you only want to tell me, my twenty-four-hour window is for you Na."

" Yes Tina. I'm really grateful to have friends like you and Intan."

"I always pray the best for you and your family Ana."

I smiled at the words of my friend. My actions for telling Tina this matter aren't too bad. I feel better enough now.

We immediately touched the food on the table. I ordered my favorite food. Kofte which is processed beef and goat with dip sauce. Usually I can eat voraciously because of its tongue-shaking taste. But, right now it feels bland in my mouth.

We entered the class as soon as the break was over. While waiting for the lecturer who had not come, Tina spoke to me.

"Ana, it doesn't seem like you need to accompany me to see Intan."

"I think you need some time to talk to your husband."

" Yes, I'll go straight home."

The lecturer immediately entered the classroom. We studied as usual until the time was over and we went home.

On the way home we stopped by the minimarket around to buy a cold drink.

" Ogleden sonra da ikki mi almak istiyorsunuz?" (Day, would you like to buy a drink?)

The voice from Tina's right made us turn.

" Ogleden sonra Prof." (Day Prof)

We answer Professor Adskhan.

" Sin' bitti ha? " (Have your classes finished?)

" Evet Prof's. Evdey." (Yes Prof. We're home already)

"Well, bitti mi? Sonra deyecegim." (The shopping is done? I will pay later)

We both looked at each other. It's delicious to pay. But what time did Professor pay?

" Gerek Profs. Tesekkur ederim." (No need for Prof. Thank you )

" Sorun wand. Gel ve de." (It's okay. Let's pay )

" Iyi. Beer kez daha, tesekkur ederim Prof." ( Good. Thanks again, Prof)

"The wind cannot be rejected." Tina whispered.

"If Intan here has been klepek deh same Professor Adskhan." I followed in whispering.

" Inan will definitely say gini. Professor Adskhan is handsome, single again." Tina laughs herself at Intan.

I couldn't help but smile seeing Tina imitate Intan perfectly.

We parted ways with Professor Adskhan after coming out of the minimarket and continued on our way home.

Right we arrived in front of the boarding house, we both exchanged glances.

" I'm going home first, Tina." I said break the silence.

" Yes Ana. After you talk to your husband later, tomorrow you tell me yes. Don't you be alone."

I nodded and immediately left. From the back I felt Tina was still watching me. I understand, he's still worried.

Therefore, this concern must be resolved immediately.

(Bishim. Strengthen me, O God.)

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi's..."

(The door is unlocked. Means Ryan's at home )

"Wa'alaikumsalam." Indra and Mas Ryan answered compactly.

"I was cooking and eating with Indra."

I feel like I've got to get used to her attitude lately.

Indra ran to me. I hugged him and carried him.

"Who's home, baby?"

"Indra watching TV is the same as playing with Papa Ma."

(That means all day Mas Ryan didn't go out of the house )

"Your mother wants to change clothes first, son." I kissed and took it down from my sling.

"Yes Ma.."

I went upstairs thinking it was the right time to talk to Mas Ryan

(If I want to talk to Mas Ryan, there should be no Indra.)

(Wait for Indra to sleep talk to Mas Ryan?)

(If so, it means finished Isha and after Indra sleep)

(As long as the time is right, I should try my best to improve Mas Ryan's mood.)

The time is 20:43. We had dinner and Isha's prayers. Last time I ate I cooked Mas Ryan's favorite dish. Ryan looked happy and enjoyed it.

I feel like I've made Mas Ryan good in the mood. The AC service provider arrived this afternoon. Thank God tonight in Mas Ryan's room will not be hot anymore.

Is the time right?

Mas Ryan headed to the bed after coming from the bathroom. I prepared the heart with the worst possible chance that it would be cursed by him again.

"Mas.. I'll talk to you for a second."

Ryan who was already in bed immediately turned his head towards me. He was waiting for me to talk.

" Why are you now changing completely like this?" Me softly.

" Why are you asking him that again?"

As I suspected. He immediately riled up.

But I don't care. I was determined to find the answer tonight.

"Did I have it wrong? If so, you can talk to me directly. So that I can change for the better, Mas.." I still lower my voice.

"Mas is so funny to me now. Even lately it's been giving swearing to me...."

" And the old Ryan wasn't like this. Seven years we were married, and Mas changed drastically as he is now..."

" What's the matter...?" I held back the tears that were about to come out.

"Kc.. Really ribet you. All quizzed. Who are you? You went to college for an interrogation of a husband like this, HA?!"

Ryan is getting angry. His tone began to rise.

" She, you just answer me. If I'm wrong, I'll find out why Mas changed.." I'm still calm.

" Pers**and on the grounds that I changed. That's why you're the one who wants to make a fuss with me?!"

DEG!

(Pers**an said?)

Okay, Ana's patient. Don't cry. You're powerful. Remember, you have to find the answer tonight.

" If I have nothing wrong with you, what does it mean to hide something from me?"

Ryan who was grumbling, instantly silent. I immediately thought what I thought was right?

" A few days ago, about a week later Indra heard you were affectionate on the phone and it wasn't me..."

"Because from that day until now, you have never called and send any more chat to me Mas..." My eyes started to glaze over.

"What are you hiding?"

" Who are you calling while you're affectionate?"

"That's what made you change?"

Ryan was silent. Can't answer any of my questions.

I can't hold back my tears anymore. So is all this true? What did Ryan call that woman? Who's the lady?

"Mas... Who's that woman?"

Ryan suddenly took my hand and kissed her. He seemed to be crying too.

" Deck.. Forgive Mas... You're not wrong Deck...."

" It's all my fault...."

" Mum seems depressed and dek minder.."

" You're smart and now you're in college S2. I just stay at home and take care of Indra...."

Ryan was crying too. He looks so cool.

" For daily needs also rely on your scholarship and Kak Andi's delivery..."

" I'm ashamed and feel useless Deck.."

" When you think about it, you get upset and emotional. Sorry Dek, Mas got so angry and said rudely to you...."

" I'm sorry...."

Ryan was still crying while holding my hand. I'm the first one to see Mas Ryan cry so I can't bear it. The tears that I had endured came out.

" Yasudah... I'm sorry, Mas.."

" Who is that woman, Mas? Who loves the same Mas?" I'm still curious.

" That's my sister who called, Ita. He said he wanted to resign and wanted to find a job somewhere else..."

" I keep saying, baby if he comes out. At his current workplace it is difficult to enter. And his salary is pretty big..."

Oh yea. I remember Ita my sister-in-law did work in a company that was no less good also with Kak Andi.

Satisfied with Mas Ryan's answer, we cried together. Fortunately Indra was asleep.

" No more crying, baby... Your eyes will be full.." Ryan who had calmed down helped wipe away my tears.

"Yes, yeah..."

"Sleep yuk. It's already night.."

Ryan hugged me. Put my head on his chest that field. He kept wiping my hair and kissing my head.

His lips occasionally sounded sorry. I think I can sleep peacefully tonight.