
After the dawn prayer I always go to the kitchen to make breakfast. Sometimes Ryan helps make breakfast. But ever since Mas Ryan cared about his looks, he's rarely helped me.
The dishwashing after breakfast that Mas Ryan usually cleaned now always piled up and never touched until I cleaned everything.
I'd like to talk to him. But I'm disinclined. I don't know if there's any trauma. I'm afraid Mas Ryan will get angry and curse back.
Mas Ryan still cleans the house when I'm not around. So I think it's still natural to clean the breakfast leftovers every morning.
(Toh, Mas Ryan all day can even go to night at home with Indra)
(But not a few houses, invite Indra to play and cook lunch)
I thought so much that I understood this little change.
"Ma, what breakfast do you make? How does it smell good?" Indra was sitting on a chair while continuously watching me.
"Mama makes rice baby. Complete with orek tempeh and fried vermicelli."
"Hmm. that sounds really good.." Stylish senses imitate the chef on TV.
I can only laugh at his behavior.
The rice is ripe. Smelling savory coconut milk, bay leaves and lemongrass spread to be able to call Mas Ryan who is still in the room to go down.
Taps..Taps..Taps..
"Such a fragrance, Ma.." Mas Ryan said as he descended from the stairs in a hurry.
"Come Pa, Eat."
As expected. Ryan still survives his dandy style. He's been bathing and perfumed. Her hair was familiar with hair oil. Even the skin on his face was getting smoother.
I also wear skincare. But it can't be routine. Because once I go home the night after college sometimes I just wash my face. The eyes and body are heavy to sit on the dresser to wear skincare.
I would very much like to praise my husband. But there is Indra. After I finish breakfast I will praise Mas and arrange a schedule to be together as suggested by Tina.
Indra seemed impatient. He directly devoured my rice. Even ask for nambah. Orek tempeh and vermicelli are almost finished at the table of eating. Fortunately I cooked a lot.
Breakfast is over. Indra immediately headed to her favorite spot. Yeah, the TV room. Set his favorite show. Sometimes he imitates the style of cartoon characters he watches.
When Indra was engrossed in his world, there was only me and Mas Ryan in the kitchen with a cell phone in his hand. My husband seemed focused on watching the HP screen.
"Mas, I cooked a lot of rice. Can I take it to college for Tina and Intan?" I move the dirty dishes.
"As far as you."
I was silent for a moment.
(Did I hear wrong? How does his tone get sniffed again?)
I looked at Mas Ryan. I want to make sure for myself that I heard wrong.
"Mas, what's wrong with you?".
Ryan just kept quiet while typing something on his phone.
"Is the rice bad?"
"Kc... Shrewish..."
Instead of answering my question Mas Ryan passed until he said so. He'll go upstairs soon.
(Well, what wind is Ryan like?)
(It was only a few minutes ago when it was okay)
(Lately there have been no problems either)
(Why is Ryan like this again?)
(Are there any words I'm talking about?)
(Let's think about Ana, what were you talking about?)
(Ah, I don't think I know what's wrong. I'd better ask Mas Ryan directly)
I immediately followed my husband into the room. But before I go upstairs, I need to check on Indra. Thank goodness he's still a henchman.
When I arrived in the room, the door opened and Mas Ryan was sleeping with his cellphone still in his hand.
"Mas, what's wrong with me? I really don't know.."
"And I'm sorry if I made Mas Ryan so angry..." I slowly approached my husband who was angry.
I'm dicuekin. Ryan remained silent.
"Mas, I can't take it easy to go to college if you're still angry." I held onto Ryan's shoulder.
THE PLAQUE!!
My hands were pressed hard. I'm really shocked.
"Mas....I'm sorry if something went wrong. But as we agreed a few weeks ago, whatever it is we should talk about..."
"I really don't understand that you're suddenly angry like this.. "
Ryan looked straight at me. From his gaze I knew that I was being asked to leave the room immediately. But I can't go to college quietly if Mas Ryan is suddenly angry like this.
(How is this?)
(Did I just go out and leave?)
(Worried that Ryan is getting angry too)
"I'm sorry Mas, I don't know the cause of Mas being suddenly angry..."
Ryan was still silent and glared at me. Even his face was a little red. Like holding onto a big anger. Not like Ryan. I'm really scared.
"Yeah, then I'll go to college..."
"Assalamualaikum Yes..." I decided to go to Mas Ryan immediately.
Maybe Ryan needs some time alone. Later on during the afternoon break at the college I will try the phone.
I'll be right down the stairs. I see Indra still watching television. Duh, I'm so upset. Can I leave Indra with Mas Ryan again angry like this?
But Ryan doesn't want me home either. Did I not go to college and take Indra for a walk?
(That means I'm skipping college today?)
(I never ditched at all)
(If I want to take Indra for a walk I have to pay a farewell to Mas Ryan)
(Because I wanted to go to college)
"Dra dear, today want to go for a walk with Mama?" I approached Indra who was sitting on the carpet.
"Today Mama wants to go for a walk with Indra. Indra doesn't want to?"
"You're so bad, Ma...!"
"If Indra wants to go, take a shower first. Let's go to the bathroom."
There are two bathrooms in this house. That one bathroom is in my bedroom and Mas Ryan's. The other one is downstairs near the kitchen.
Indra looks happy I bathed. He didn't stop babbling and laughing. He already has ideals when we go for a walk later want any snack.
"Ma, Papa's coming too, right?"
"Hm... Papa's not feeling well, baby. So we'll both walk..." I was confused as to what to answer. Can't I answer that Mas Ryan is angry with me?
Finish bathing Indra exactly at 09:00. I immediately took Indra to the room and put her on clothes.
"Assynoltom... Ana." A voice sounded from the direction of the door.
"Wa'alaikum... Bentar Tan's.."
"Dra dear, Mama open the door first yes. Can I wear my own pants?"
"May I.."
"Mama's smart son..."
I left Indra and headed for the door in the living room.
Cklek.
"Yuk leaves Na..." Take Intan.
"Tan, sorry. I'm skipping college today.."
Intan can't believe I was going to skip college today. From High School alone, even though I have a headache as long as I can still go to school I will still leave.
"Tumben is so Ana. What was? All this time in college we've always been present."
"I have a need Tan..." I still can't explain what happened this morning at home.
"Mama, I've been wearing pants..." Indra suddenly approached me who was standing in front of the door.
"Oh Indra early in the morning has a bath, already handsome..." Intan greeted Indra while stroking her hair.
"Iya Indra has taken a shower because she wants to be invited to walk with Mama.."
Intan was surprised to hear Indra's reply. He immediately glanced at me. From his face he seemed to wonder. I don't want to think I should explain it to him.
"Indra, can you use your own powder, baby?" I tried to make Indra not hear my conversation with Intan.
"May I.."
"Then Indra used powder first. We'll be leaving soon.."
"Yes Ma.." Indra immediately ran to her room.
"Ana, what's the matter? You really just want to take Indra for a walk so you don't go to college..?"
"You three walks with your husband?"
"And I'm confused how to explain it to you..."
"So morning Mas Rian was suddenly enraged. I have absolutely no idea why he became angry.."
"And I was worried about leaving Indra with Ryan. Let alone going to college until night.."
"But I can't be at home right now either, because Mas Ryan seems to need some time alone..."
"So I decided today not to go to college and take Indra for a walk out.."
"Can't I bring my senses to Tan's college?"
Intan sighed hearing my explanation.
"If you have to skip, how else?" Intan seems to understand.
"Ana but I promise you'll call me and Tina later in the day..."
"If there's anything at all you should tell us and tell us."
After saying that, Intan said goodbye and then left for campus. There was still worry on Intan's face. I'm sure Intan might find it strange to hear my husband's suddenly angry attitude.
I immediately got ready to go with Indra. I headed to the 2nd floor room to pay back to Mas Ryan.
"Mas, I'm not leaving for college today. I want to go for a walk with Indra.."
"Mas, you wanna come?" I asked cautiously for fear that Mas Ryan might get angry again.
And sure enough he's still angry. His face showed dislike I asked like that.
"You're so noisy anyway? It's gone, you b*go!"
DEG!
"Buck...." I can't believe Mas Ryan is swearing at me again.
(Astaghfirullah's... Why is Ryan doing this again?)
I don't want to linger here. I was afraid that I would accept more of his swearing.
"I pamit Mas.. Assalamualaikum.."
I went down the stairs in shock. How could Mas Ryan be angry again?
I want to cry and feel disappointed. But Indra was already waiting for me below and there was no way I would show a sad face in front of her.
(Let's Ana you're strong. You've already faced this kind of Mas Ryan)
(And Indra was waiting downstairs. Don't let him follow you sad to see your face)
As if nothing happened I held Indra's hand and we went both ways.
We went for a walk around the park and went to buy some snacks. Indra looks happy. Several times he played chases with children his age.
I sat on a bench around the park while watching Indra play. My mind is divided into two.
I still feel confused and sad about Mas Ryan's attitude that changed again. We were okay last night. Breakfast was fine too.
(If it's not wrong since Mas Ryan has his HP he's starting to look upset)
(What's on Mas Ryan's phone?)
(If there is a problem why not a story?)
(Mas, what drama are you doing?)