
It's been months since the moment my relationship with Mas Ryan returned to harmony. And I confirmed Tina's words. If my heartache will heal over time and Mas Ryan's attitude.
Ryan took me to campus a few times. We also often spend three hours with Indra.
And I've forgotten about that. Of course I tried not to offend Mas Ryan about living.
Me and Mas Ryan have even made a deal there will be nothing to hide anymore. Whether feeling inferior, sad, disappointed or angry . We agreed to talk things out to avoid a fight.
Although a small fight cannot be avoided, but now not only Mas Ryan who apologized first. I also often took the initiative to apologize first to Mas Ryan.
Ryan has turned back to being romantic and considerate. Then I should change better too right?
We've both changed. We both got better. There is nothing more I want than a harmonious family.
However, I am currently entering a busy period on campus. Tasks, papers, journals even have to prepare a thesis even though it is still in the form of a picture. I'm starting to feel bad about Mas Ryan because I'm going to go home a lot of nights.
As per the agreement I also tried to talk to Mas Ryan about my college schedule that began to be crowded.
After breakfast, I talked to Mas Ryan.
" Gosh, how is it? My college schedule from today until a few months in the future is very tight.."
" It's possible I could've gone home the other night.." I stared at Mas Ryan as my hands piled up the plates of breakfast.
" Oh, have you started a lot of tasks?"
" Yes Mas. How's dong?"
" What about Deck? Yes, the name of college is certainly a lot of tasks.." Ryan looked smiling.
" I'll be home tonight, Mas and Indra aren't I staying all day?"
" It's nothing, baby. His name is college. Can it be what?"
" Are you angry?"
" I'm sorry, Mom..."
" You have changed now, baby. Now like to apologize first.."
" But for your busy college schedule, you don't have to apologize..."
Ryan stood up and hugged my waist and kissed my forehead. Looking at me with a smile. I haven't seen my husband smile like that in a long time.
It was a smile that made me flutter. Coupled with the tall and handsome stature of Mas Ryan. His nose is sharp, his eyebrows thick and his eyes sharp. The color of the skin is not too dark but not white as well. Ryan's hair is also curly. Although Mas Ryan is also indifferent to appearance, if not married to me, there would have been many women waiting in line to become his wife.
"Darling, how come your face is red? You sick?"
Mas Ryan stuck his forehead with my forehead.
" It's strange, it's not fever..."
" A, I'm not sick.." Duh why even stammer the answer?
" Hahahaha.. Are you ashamed, dear? Duhh..."
"Ma, Pa, Indra's thirsty..." Indra's voice coming into the kitchen made Mas Ryan take off his embrace from my waist.
" Oh yes, son, this is Mama's got me a glass..."
The atmosphere became awkward. We seem to be caught doing the no-no.
" Openetrish..." Intan's voice in front of the door was enough to help me and Mas Ryan out of that atmosphere.
" Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi..."
I immediately took the veil that was on the chair and opened the door. Intan looks neat with a purple veil and pink robe.
" You are so beautiful.." Praise
" There's no need to talk. What time is it hey. And you're not even ready?" The response was so judes saw me not ready yet.
" I'm sorry Tan. I took a shower. Just change clothes. Let's go in first.."
" Ready Tan. Come sit. I went to the dorm room."
Fifteen minutes in, I was ready and we set off.
I remember a little bit about what happened with Mas Ryan.
(Thank God, everything has been going well until now).
(It's like the beginning of our wedding year)
" Hehehe...."
"Ana, are you healthy Na?" Intan was astonished to see me suddenly laughing to myself.
" Healthy, Tan.. Thank goodness..."
Intan twitched his forehead. From his gaze it was seen that he said that I was strange.
" Because a lot of your tasks are stressful, huh Na?"
" Your Ngawur. I'm happy to say stress?"
"Oh, kirain.." Intan was softened while sticking out his tongue.
"Your job is done Tan?"
"Done where? Confused there is. What if the three of us go out together?"
"Well, but we'll be a long time and you can come home tonight Na..." Intan was worried I didn't get permission from Mas Ryan.
"My job is not done either. And it's better to do the job together..."
"Then I have asked permission to my husband if from today until the next few months will go home late because of the busy lecture schedule and many tasks. So the three of us can do it together.."
"Well, fun.."
Upon arrival at the campus, the three of us had agreed to take up a task at the library.
"Campus library is open until Maghrib, later we move to boarding Intan how?" Tina's Proposal.
"Can..."
"I agree..."
"I can ride a ride later without Tan?. I'm afraid I'm done with the night."
"May Kok Tina. Just relax.."
Such were my days in the campus with a busy lecture schedule and tasks, papers and journals are mounting.
I often go home at night. Even though I sometimes do assignments in Intan's lecture, but my position is still not home.
It's been a few days like that. But Ryan's attitude has not changed. Indra is getting spoiled. And I understand. Because maybe he misses me.
In all ties trust is the key to a good relationship. Good bonds of friends, business is no exception marriage ties.
Despite my busy life and frequent nights, Mas Ryan never suspected or interrogated me. He never asked either Intan or Tina, if I really did the task with them.
For some people it may be the attitude of a husband who does not care. But I think that's the trust that Mas Ryan gave me. Mas Ryan believed in me that I came home late because I was working with Intan and Tina. And the trust that Mas Ryan gave me will never be wasted.
So did I with Mas Ryan. I believe Mas Ryan can do his best for Indra at home as long as I'm not around. And I never once checked whether what Mas Ryan said was true or not. Mas Ryan just sent pictures of his activities with Indra and at home and I think that's more than enough.
We believed in each other and I was completely at ease with the trust Mas Ryan gave me. So I can focus on college.
I do want to target finishing the S2 here quickly. Therefore I, Intan and Tina have prepared a thesis even though it is still a picture. And do the task on time. Study hard so that the GPA does not go down. If we go down, our scholarship is threatened with revocation. Certainly not a big deal for Tina if it was revoked. Because in fact she was able at the expense of her own husband.
I also miss Mother and Brother Andi. I call occasionally, but I want to meet face to face.
I hope everything goes well until the three of us can graduate well from here.