MY WORLD YOUR WORLD
Heart Treatise

Two weeks of cottage holidays have been completed. Najwa returned in time, as did Eli, Mala, and Ziza. Najwa looks thinner and paler. Eli who was very attentive with Najwa immediately asked about the situation of Najwa.

"Why wa? How do you look skinny? Is there something you're thinking?"eli asked attentively.

"There is no El.., this is indeed another diet program..," joked Najwa.

"Don't lie, you must have a problem."

"What problems? Last semester was smooth, right.., what was the problem?"

"Is it because love for Gus Azmi was rejected?" cananda Eli's.

Eli Najwa was born with Gus Azmi.

"Speak what the hell?" Najwa smiled amusedly in response to Eli's question.

"Or because he doesn't teach in your class anymore, so you want to meet him?" Eli said fantasize.

"That's it...! It must be weird that you think," Najwa just laughed for a while and came back moody.

"Azmi Gus? Why is he so evil..," murmured Najwa's heart.

"I want to stop thinking about Gus" said Najwa.

"What wa? What are you talking about?" Eli was curious as it only sounded faintly in his ear.

"What tow? Let's get it sorted out first," asked Najwa who did not want to explain more to Eli.

"Basar Najwa is stingy...!" Eli Protest. Najwa just smiled faintly.

"Alhamdulillah., I have good friends who can always cheer me up." Thank goodness Najwa is in my heart.

***

Entering the 3rd grade of Tsanawiyah there were two subjects whose ustadz was replaced. Tuasrif lughowi lessons in teaching ustadz Haqi and Alfiah in teaching ustadz Mansur. While Gus Azmi who taught Fatkhul Muin is still replaced by Ustadz Yusuf.

Najwa began his studies as usual, that day was the schedule of the haqi ustadz. Ustadz Haqi had been secretly watching Najwa since the 2nd class of Najwa Tsanawiyah. Ustadz Haqi was indeed interested in the innocent and beautiful Najwa. He was very grateful to be able to teach in Najwa class. Because by teaching Najwa classes, he could easily get to know Najwa.

Najwa never knew about ustadz Haqi let alone know him. Najwa had only once seen ustadz Haqi, since the beginning of teaching Najwa indeed felt strange. Only he gets more attention than he does. It even became the gossip material of one cottage. But Najwa did not bother because he had nothing to do with him.

When the memorization deposit in front of the class was not uncommon iftadz Haqi teased Najwa. In contrast to Gus Azmi, ustadz Haqi more blatantly approached Najwa. To the extent that one class was cheering them on due to Haqi's excessive ustadz attention.

Ustadz Haqi was serious about getting to know Najwa. But Najwa did not seem to respond to him at all. To the extent that he asked his colleague about Najwa's lover, who turned out Najwa was still alone. He was getting excited to approach Najwa who looked sad and upset.

"Think what wa?" Ustadz Haqi asked during the deposit, Najwa was shocked half to death.

"It's nothing ustadz," Najwa refused as he waited for his memorization deposit paper.

"Think of me, right?"goda ustadz Haqi but Najwa did not respond.

"Gus Azmi...., when will the genengan return?" najwa's shadow in my heart.

"Najwa?" Ask ustadz Haqi.

"i-iya ustadz..," replied Najwa in shock.

"It's...." Ustadz Haqi handed over the deposit paper, Najwa who received it immediately retreated to his stool.

***

"Today was taught ustadz Haqi right wa?" Eli asked curiously.

"Yes, what's wrong?" Answer Najwa lazily.

"Are you sure to be seduced by ustadz?" god Eli's.

"Let's...! I have no feelings for him, only for the students and teachers." Najwa.

"Don't dong wa." Eli began to seduce Najwa.

"If he really likes you, why not just accept it? He is also smart, not less handsome DECH with your idol Gus Azmi. Than love clapping one hand." Bright Eli.

"What do you get if I accept his love?" answer Najwa origin.

"It's nothing at all...?" Eli started thinking.

"If you don't get anything, don't hurt me." Najwa Light.

"But wa,"

"Here you go.., I picket ndalem first...." Najwa immediately departs for ndalem to avoid Eli's useless scolding.

No one knows about Najwa and Gus Azmi's relationship except ustadz Qosim and yai's mother. They never seem to care about each other except in Ndalem. Once upon a time Raisya was suspicious, but Najwa easily turned the facts around so that Raisya never suspected again.

Day after day passed, Najwa was still waiting for Gus Azmi's free time to ask for an explanation from him. Once Najwa saw Gus Azmi coming home a day at home, but Najwa had not yet asked him he had left again the next day.

_i have to go back wa in place KKN, you are the spirit ya learn _

Tears were unceasingly dripping from being tormented with his own thoughts. Repeatedly Najwa convinced his heart to always believe in him, but continued the beautiful face of the woman remembered in the mind of Najwa teasing and approaching him. It felt like Najwa yelled out to let go of her grievances but all were held back because she didn't want anyone to know her heartache.

40 Days have passed, the task of KKN Gus Azmi has ended. But his KKN reporting task is still not completed. Once again, his friends visited the house. Najwa still sees the woman once again, it turns out they are indeed a group of KKN. Najwa's heart was hit by a rock knowing this. It turned out that his thoughts about his friendship with the woman were correct. Najwa believes that in the KKN period the woman always tried to get close to Gus Azmi. Najwa could only believe in his loyalty, which either survived or Najwa never knew.

"You're the one who brought drinks again, yes wa," said Raisya.

"Why do I have to go back?" Najwa Protest.

"Just drink, will you?" rayu Raisya, finally Najwa obeyed Raisya's request.

Once again he had to see the closeness of the woman with Gus Azmi. But today is different, Gus Azmi knows the existence of Najwa who is not attached to look at him with the woman.

"Beautiful sister yesterday?" ask one of Gus Azmi's boyfriends.

Najwa could only bow silently while lowering the drink.

"What's her name mbak? Can I contact you, right?" Added.

Najwa could only hold back her tears that were at the end of her eyes.

"Dendi! Don't bother him, watch out for anything!" Threatening Gus Azmi.

"Yes-yes sorry." Said Dendi with a smile.

"Don't dong Gus, Dendi just ask for acquaintance..," said soft woman who was beside him.

Gus Azmi only realized that he was so close to her and began to avoid.

"Don't get close, I don't like it!" Snap him.

Indeed, Gus Azmi if he is focused often not aware of who he is close to. Not infrequently also Gus Azmi yelled at the woman but he never kapok approached her.

Najwa's tears could not be held back, wet was already her reddish cheeks. Gus Azmi did not know this. Najwa immediately retreated so as not to be seen by his friends. Raisya who saw Najwa crying tried to restrain Najwa, but Najwa had already run away from the ndalem.

Once again Najwa tried to forgive him. Najwa could not take it anymore. The same mistake was once again repeated in front of him. His heart was really sick, his tears breaking filled the noise of the santri. No one knew of Najwa's suffering, and Najwa had been holding him for 3 months. Trying hard to forgive him. But when the incident was repeated again, Najwa seemed unable to forgive.

After Gus Azmi's friends came home. Soon Gus Azmi called Najwa to ndalem, but Najwa did not come. Gus Azmi was really confused what to say to Najwa, he realized once again he hurt his lover. Once upon a time of trouble with Ziza, Najwa was already about to leave her. Gus Azmi was afraid to imagine what Najwa would decide because he saw himself with other women.

***

The woman named Bella, Bella has liked him for a long time. Gus Azmi repeatedly rejected Bella, but she still never gave up on him. Gus Azmi has tried hard to stay away from Bella, so that she does not hesitate to yell at Bella if she is out of bounds. But Gus Azmi was always one group with Bella. Whether it was arranged or a coincidence he never knew. Because Bella is the daughter of the rector of the campus.

Similarly in the cottage, on the campus Gus Azmi is very famous and became the dream of women students. From the beginning of the semester to the end, almost everyone knows about him. Gus Azmi himself also wondered why it could happen, even though he never considered the slightest problem about women. Even he seemed to have no need with them, but every time he walked not infrequently who continued to look at him. Once irritated, Gus Azmi wears a hat and mask to cover his face which is tempting women who look at him.

The next day Gus Azmi was active again teaching. Najwa's class was silent and refused to look at him. Gus Azmi felt tormented in response to Najwa's attitude. Gus Azmi explained to Najwa about everything. It was heard that Ustadz Haqi was approaching Najwa. Gus Azmi seemed to be burned with jealousy because her lover was near other men. He immediately sought the truth of the news.

That morning Gus Azmi with Ustadz Haqi, and the other ustadz left for the madrasah. It also happened that Najwa went to the madrasah, santri who had heard rumors about Najwa and ustadz Haqi simultaneously cheered seductively Najwa and ustadz Haqi.

"Najwa! Najwa.., it's got ustadz Haqi...." Whisper Eli cheerful.

"Ciye... Ciye...! Ustadz Haqi's...! There's Najwa's mother," shouted one of the students.

All cheering a lot. Najwa who realized could only smile in embarrassment.

"What to El..," Najwa shoved Eli's head slowly.

"There's Gus Azmi too" said Eli spirit.

Najwa was immediately startled and accidentally saw the expression of Gus Azmi who looked dislike.

"Azmi's Gus?" najwa said slowly.

Gus Azmi's gaze could not be separated from Najwa. He was really angry to see Najwa who was smiling in response to the cheers of his friends. Najwa could only be bowed because his heart still hurt when he looked at him. Ziza who happened to be next to Najwa looked timid because she thought Gus Azmi was looking at her.

"So when the name ustadz Haqi was mentioned, you smiled sweetly. But when I look at you why are you looking down on Najwa? Have you been to another heart? Is that as easy as that?" Ask Gus Azmi.

While in the class Gus Azmi did not care about Najwa at all. He was really jealous of the rumors. But he doesn't know the truth of the problem. He asked ustadz Qosim to find out how far Ustadz Haqi had approached Najwa. But there was no answer after nearly a week of waiting. He could not stand Najwa, so Gus Azmi found out about the news himself.

It is not usual for Gus Azmi to roam around in the princess madrasah when there is no teaching schedule. He wanted to know Najwa class which was the schedule of teaching ustadz Haqi. And it turns out to be true, Ustadz Haqi continued to seek Najwa's attention. It was seen Najwa only smiling shyly in response to the teasing of Ustadz Haqi. Indeed, Ustadz Haqi is the type of person who likes to joke, so no wonder he continues to tease Najwa who is indeed his target.

Gus Azmi's heart beat faster because he saw this. His anger can no longer be contained. It was like he was yelling at Najwa and reminding him that Najwa is his only, no one should approach Najwa in the least except himself. Without feeling the absent paper that was held by Gus Azmi crumbled out of shape because it held back emotions.

***

That night after Sorogan suddenly called Najwa to the office. Ustadz Qosim conveyed Gus Azmi's message that Najwa would meet him in the madrassa hall at midnight. Gus Azmi has lost his mind because of Najwa's love. He felt betrayed by his lover. Najwa had done nothing all this time.

Najwa hesitantly complies with Gus Azmi's request. But Najwa also wanted to know the truth about the woman who had been close to him. The woman who for the past 3 months always bothered Najwa's mind. When Najwa remembered the woman his heart immediately shook and hurt. It is seen again when Najwa saw himself comfortably with the woman.

At midnight when everyone is asleep. Najwa headed towards the madrasah hall. The madrasa hall was close to the mosque of the cottage, so Najwa was not afraid even to go there alone. There was ustadz Qosim waiting outside the hall.

"Gus Azmi is already in Najwa's ashes." The bright ustadz Qosim.

Najwa took a deep breath before entering. Najwa tries to regulate his emotions that have been buried for months.

"Bismillah..," he said slowly and immediately entered the hall.

Gus Azmi sat cross-legged and stared at Najwa sharply. His view seemed to want to kill Najwa who had hurt his heart and feelings.

"Sit down!" Gus Azmi said firmly.

Najwa trembled at his slightly snapping speech. Back his tears wanted to come out because every look at Gus Azmi was just another woman who crossed Najwa's mind. Najwa sits about 3 meters in front of Gus Azmi.

"Just go ahead..," Gus Azmi sighed softly.

"How long have you been close to ustadz Haqi?" Ask Gus Azmi directly.

"I also want to know Gus, how many years have you been close to that woman?" Najwa could only say in his heart.

"Java!" Snapped him while breaking the table.

"I don't know Gus," Najwa's answer doesn't connect with Gus Azmi's question.

"If you are asked the right answer!" Gus Azmi again kicked the table, this time sounding louder than the first.

"I really don't know Gus," Najwa's tears didn't shed.

Gus Azmi was furious with Najwa because he could least bear to see women crying. Finally the table in front of him became his target. He slammed the table right in front of Najwa.

The cry of Najwa grew, Najwa felt judged like she had cheated on him.

"Allah..," cried Najwa in his tears.

"Don't cry!" Bentak Gus Azmi's.

He is known to be strict and unforgiving to the guilty.

"Why do you ask me? Ustadz Haqi, who should have asked, how long has he been watching me!" Najwa finally said.

"You're starting to dare Najwa?" Gus Azmi stood up and began to approach Najwa.

Najwa was really afraid of him, Najwa was afraid that Gus Azmi would act recklessly on him.

"Basic traitor!" Shouted Gus Azmi on Najwa. The words sounded like lightning was grabbing Najwa's heart. Really sick.

"If I'm a traitor, what do you think Gus is? Close to the other woman in front of me?" tanya Najwa's mind that makes Najwa's cry more and more.

"Don't I watch for a few months you've dared to spread charm with other men, you shameless woman...! I'm disgusted with you Najwa! DISGUSTED...!" Ketus Gus Azmi's.

"Dragon's limit with Gus Azmi!" Najwa could not stand all the words of Gus Azmi, which seemed like a razor to cut his heart.

Najwa boldly stared fixedly at Gus Azmi.

"I have never been less than 2 meters close to Ustadz Haqi...! I have always kept myself from being slandered.... Easily saying I am khiyanat? Then what should I do if I see myself comfortably close to another woman with a distance of less than 5 inches?" Honest Najwa.

Gus Azmi could only freeze.

"ANSWER...!" Najwa unknowingly pulled Gus Azmi's shirt because he was so hurt in saying traitor.

"ANSWER ME GUS..," Najwa sobbed.

Gus Azmi immediately realized his mistake.

"For months I held back this feeling, I believed in njenengan. I am sure the company will remain faithful. But why do I who never do anything say penghiyanat? ANSWER GUS AZMI! ANSWER...!"

Najwa fell weakly under the soles of Gus Azmi's feet. Gus Azmi really could not say anything because of Najwa's words.

"I really didn't know ustadz Haqi had any more attention to me, nor did I ever respond to him. He repeatedly spoke to me. But not one bit did I respond to him. Am I wrong if there are other men who are interested in me, while our relationship alone is never known by anyone...?" Honest Najwa.

"While the woman was.." Najwa could not hold back his tears. His own words were very heart-wrenching.

"The agent enjoyed being with him! Close to him, discussing without distance. Even joining him enjoyed his embrace...."

"Najwa..," Gus Azmi tries to grab Najwa.

"Don't touch me!" Snap Najwa.

Actually that time because Bella hugged Gus Azmi . Gus Azmi immediately went down and did not want to hold Bella. All because of his friends who forced to take Bella. Gus Azmi himself was shocked because suddenly Bella hugged him tightly. Gus Azmi turns off the bike and asks Bella to get off. Gus Azmi was furious at that time, but Najwa had no idea.

"Am I impatient in this situation, Gus...? I have survived so far waiting for an explanation of njenengan, but why did njenengan say I was a thief? Less what else do I keep this relationship, why is it easy to be complacent with rumors that are not yet clear the truth...?" Najwa said bitterly.

Suddenly Najwa stood right in front of Gus Azmi really close until their breath met. Ustadz Qosim who saw this can only turn away pretending not to know.

"Who is that Gus girl? Why is he so close to her? Am I lacking for the sagging? Is this what you asked for?" Najwa grabbed Gus Azmi's hand, holding it tightly.

"The hand I kept untouched by others, now by touching Gus." Najwa's tears could not stop dripping in front of Gus Azmi.

"The cheeks that should be touched when it is halal. Now, with a touch..," Najwa placed Gus Azmi's soft hand on her red cheek.

"I never pray to njenengan, this is indeed I keep for njenengan Gus..," Najwa was silent for a moment.

"Whether there is more that the woman gives to the gus njengan, I am ready to do it for the njenenengan although I have to break the limits...." Honest Najwa.

Najwa was unable to think healthy because of her heartache.

"Enough.., stop hurting yourself, Dinda."

Said Gus Azmi who also shed tears because of Najwa's speech.

"No Gus, if this can make you feel like you have me completely. I'm ready!" Najwa. But Gus Azmi still remained speechless bowed.

"Have I been so despicable in front of Gus' njengan?" Najwa backed off slowly.

"The woman must have had njenengan, a month more njenengan along with him. I'm sure there's no more room for njenengan,"

"No Najwa.., no...." Gus Azmi tried to explain but he was confused as to what to say to draw his harsh words.

"I'm sorry Gus, I'll understand better. Sorry for making disgust touch me. I did not deserve to wait for the njenengan..," Najwa slowly retreated and left the hall.

Najwa cried loudly because he was so sick to be rejected by him. Najwa never understood that Gus Azmi had forgotten him. 3 months more Najwa quietly tried to understand him who was busy with his lecture. But it turns out that Gus Azmi's attitude changed not because of duty, but because he had gone to another heart. Najwa felt sorry for waiting for him, which in fact had gone from his heart.

***

"Gus, it's almost shajuh...., still want to be here?" ask ustadz Qosim who is tired of waiting for Gus Azmi.

Because from earlier Gus Azmi just fell silent to see Najwa left him. For hours Gus Azmi lamented his mistake. Regretting having doubted Najwa's loyalty, regretting having injured Najwa once again.

That night Najwa could not close his eyes because of Najwa's broken feelings. Again and again Najwa was determined to erase these feelings so that he could return to normal life without any more shadow of him. But everything feels sore and tight in the chest. Najwa remembered the soft hand Gus Azmi had deliberately held. And also the touch on his cheek which was the first time Najwa was held by another muhrim. The moment felt that time was really beautiful, but Najwa realized he had crossed the line. That night Najwa immediately prayed repentance and fasted the next day to erase the sin of his insanity touching Gus Azmi.

Before his friends woke up, Najwa had already taken a bath rinsing his long hair and cleaning all parts of his body. It was almost an hour for Najwa in the bathroom, because he was alone in the bathroom. When the santri-santri had started to crowded, Najwa immediately finished his bath and immediately went to the mosque to congregate.

It was seen that Gus Azmi had just returned from the hall while Najwa was going to the mosque. Najwa kangen with his face. For a moment Najwa looked at the face of her ex-lover. So shady and wise, it feels like he is indeed the most beautiful ex for Najwa. Not feeling her tears dripping back over her reddened cheeks. Najwa is still learning to accept the fact that Gus Azmi has let go. Just last night Najwa was rejected by Gus Azmi, the pain was still very strong in Najwa's heart.

But Najwa was relieved that he finally answered all of Najwa's questions about the woman he had always been close to. Najwa was already very tormented because of the curious feeling.

"Maybe the woman is the best for Gus" she said in her heart, wiping away her tears.

***

The day went on as usual. Najwa returns to teach ustadz Haqi who always seeks his attention. Najwa did not respond to him. His heart is still attached to Gus Azmi, who in reality still hangs their relationship. Last night Gus Azmi did not release Najwa, but Najwa who escaped because of his evil accusations.

As usual after Diniyah Najwa served in ndalem. That day the mother called Najwa, and asked Najwa to chat with him.

"Najwa, have you eaten son?" Ask mom yai attentively.

Yai's mother was fond of Najwa, she already regarded Najwa as her own daughter. Moreover, knowing that Gus Azmi is also interested in Najwa, Umi loves Najwa more and more because of this.

"Today I am fasting Umi" replied Najwa ta'dzim.

"Here Lo kiddo.., sitting next to Umi...." Umi finally Najwa.

"How is your relationship with Azmi?" Ask mom yai suddenly.

At first glance Najwa immediately remembered his quarrel with her. His heart returned and hurt.

"You must have missed being seduced, right? Azmi has been busy lately, today she has also left for campus since this morning." Light mom yai.

"Definitely see that woman...?" Inner Najwa, do not feel his tears will fall again.

"Najwa..., why?" Mother Yai knew that Najwa was going to cry. Suddenly Najwa tightly hugged mother yai crying in her arms.

"Why son? You guys are fighting again...,"

Najwa could only shake in her tears.

Indeed yai's mother was like Najwa's own mother when she was away from her biological mother. He was always concerned with the situation of Najwa. Najwa also has great respect for him, every day it is the mother who always leads Najwa to remain patient with Gus Azmi who is busy. Ibu yai know repeatedly Najwa looks hard to miss Gus Azmi who lately is rarely greet him. Finally the faithful mother comforted Najwa, often inviting Najwa to chat and joke so that Najwa was not saturated with his wait.

Mother Yai let Najwa cry to release her heartbreak. It was only a few minutes later that I asked Najwa what was causing Najwa to be so sad.

"Why son? Azmi hurt you?" Yai's mother is suspicious.

"No umi, he did nothing. I have a little problem with my friend." Najwa tried to lie.

"Why should I lie, I saw Azmi didn't sleep last night either. Why the hell is it, son?" Ask mommy yai trying to find out.

"It's okay umi, maybe Gus Azmi has a lot of thoughts so he can't sleep. I have nothing to do with it." Najwa's tears came back from having to say the name of Gus Azmi again.

"I'm sorry umi, I can't be honest with you." The heart of Najwa.

"This is here...!" Yai's mother hugged Najwa back tightly. Again Najwa's cry broke in his arms.

Unbeknownst to Najwa, Gus Azmi is behind the door eavesdropping on the talk of mother yai and Najwa. Gus Azmi really did not know what to say to Najwa to apologize. His mind was deadlocked because in addition to his college assignments that piled up plus Najwa who he hurt with his harsh words.

"Have you come home, AZ...?" Tanya Abah Qomar surprised Gus Azmi as well as the mother yai and Najwa who were on the terrace.

"It's the bah," Gus Azmi immediately sungkem.

"Let's eat first, just take a break." Abah Qomar's orders.

"Yes bah," Gus Azmi immediately headed for the dining room.

"Najwa, accompany Azmi in the kitchen.., Abah Umi invite out first, let you guys freely chat." Yai's mother.

"But Umi," Najwa tries to resist because he does not want to meet Gus Azmi who is already disgusted with him.

"That's it.., get over there quick." Yai's mother immediately approached Abah Qomar asking for delivery of shopping.

That day was indeed deserted, Raisya and Mala did not come that afternoon. Najwa hears Raisya is sick and Mala is still coming home because of family affairs. Once again Najwa had to deal with Gus Azmi who had hurt him.

"Najvas...! Get me a side dish for Gus e...!" The order of mother yai who was preparing to come out with Abah Qomar.

"Come bah," take yai's mother.

"Why not tomorrow umi..," said Abah Qomar.

"Have it.., umi wants it now..," forced mother yai and not long after they left.

Najwa slowly headed for the kitchen, seen Gus Azmi still sitting with an empty plate. Najwa immediately served him, taking the rice and side dishes that were already available. Suddenly Gus Azmi grabbed Najwa's hand and held it tightly.

"Let go of Gus" asked Najwa because they were just the two of them. Najwa was afraid that Gus Azmi would act recklessly.

"No. Before you forgive me." Honest Gus Azmi. At once Najwa's heart rippled with pain, recalling his words.

_PENGHIYANAT_

"What should I forgive? It's not wrong, I'm wrong. I'm sorry..," said Najwa quietly.

Suddenly Gus Azmi pulled him closer. Najwa was really nervous because they felt so close.

"That girl is Bella, my college friend. He really likes me. But in my heart there is only you Dinda. Najwa Qumaira.., my lover."

Gus Azmi suddenly put his forehead on Najwa's forehead.

Feeling his breath of calm, fragrant body fragrance Gus Azmi sedates Najwa.

"Why can't I refuse him? oh Allah. I cannot resist the temptation of this sheath, O Allah...."

The heart of Najwa.

"You want to know what he did to get close to me?" Gus Azmi stared at Najwa sharply.

"as a man I admit, I almost fell for him. Because of his gentle seduction and temptation. But I can still survive Dinda....But, with you I can't...."

Gus Azmi suddenly grabs Najwa's hip. Najwa's reflexes encouraged Gus Azmi because he almost embraced her.

"Due to the limits of Gus' njengan," Najwa firmly rejected Gus Azmi even though he really wanted to embrace her.

Gus Azmi smiled with relief, as he felt that Najwa had returned. His love is back, he is sure.

"That's why I stay away from you, because I don't want to ruin you, Dinda." Honest Gus Azmi.

Najwa was really scared, because Gus Azmi looked like he was going to eat her. His eyes seemed excited by him.

Unlike usual a shady and authoritative view.

"This is Dinda's man, don't be afraid. I can still hold on. As long as you keep your distance."

Gus Azmi sat back down to suppress his lust to touch Najwa. He took a deep breath of calm.

Najwa's legs felt limp because of this, still clearly imagined Gus Azmi will embrace him maybe even intend to kiss Najwa.

"Let's sit down, I explain everything. It's all about Bella." Najwa hesitated to follow his orders.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay." Gus Azmi instead tried to tease Najwa who looked shocked because of his actions.

"My wife is a gemesin?" Canda Gus Azmi with a smile. Najwa blushed in embarrassment.

"You did tease Dinda. So be careful with me." Honest Gus Azmi. Najwa could not say anything in response to his words.

Once calm Gus Azmi told Najwa everything so that Najwa did not think negatively about him. Especially about Bella, the girl who always tried to lure Gus Azmi.