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Love Statement
Time was almost at 02.00 wib in the morning, but Gus Azmi still could not close her eyes because her mind still did not stop thinking about Najwa.
"Yes Allah...! Give me your lead...." Gus Azmi's words were filled with unease.
It was the day that Gus Azmi taught Najwa class, he wanted to say something to Najwa but it was impossible, because the time was not right.
If anyone gets suspicious, Najwa can get into big trouble.
*Class 2 Tsanawiyah*
It was the day of the gathering of books, because he had not found a safe way to speak directly with Najwa, he finally took the only way to give a letter to Najwa.
He tucked a piece of paper into the book of Najwa.
Gus Azmi looks lethargic that day as well as Najwa, his efforts to wear perfume gus Azmi failed to attract his attention.
"Yeahhh.... He didn't respond to me at all.... Not even a glance.... Najwa.., Najwa.... Oh Allah...! Take care of the heart of the servant...." Please Najwa in his heart.
When the book was returned, Gus Azmi hoped Najwa would react immediately to what he wrote, but he did not. Najwa did not show any expression at all. His face was flat and even looked lethargic.
"Maybe he's sick?" Inner Gus Azmi worried.
"Najvas.... I miss your funny behavior..," she added.
In the ndalem Gus Azmi is not so bold to approach Najwa, because the Umi is getting tight watching his movements, maybe the umi are a little suspicious because Gus Azmi looks strange when Najwa is in the ndalem. Gus Azmi looks wrong when he crosses paths with Najwa.
No madrasah bell rang, lesson hour mark finished. Gus Azmi saluted and went straight out of class as usual. At that time Najwa chose to stay for a while in class because his heart was troubled thinking about Gus Azmi more and more.
"Not back wa?" Ask a friend (Reni).
"Later ren.... I still want to be here first" replied Najwa.
"Yes.., I'm first...." Pamit Reni's.
"Yes...." Najwa answered complete with a smile.
Najwa had tried hard to forget Gus Azmi, but all his efforts were in vain because the more days, his heart even more confused with him.
"Yes Allah...! What's with me...? Why can't my heart stop thinking about him.... Though he had just taught in my class, but why does it seem that there is less.... When does this feeling of wanting to have stop wishing...?" Nervous of Najwa.
"Yes Allaaah...!" His mouth.
"Najvas...! Do not be like this continue.., nothing you can expect from him, too high your imagination. Najwa.., please.... Just get here.., don't dream anymore...!" The truth in the heart.
Suddenly the book of Najwa fell because accidentally hit by his own elbow.
"Yes Allah...!" Najwa immediately took his book. There is a piece of paper seen tucked inside the book of Najwa. He was curious, and finally read the paper.
"This is whose paper? Feelings are not mine...." Najwa began reading the paper out of curiosity.
Najwa, there's actually a lot I want to say to you, but I'm afraid that it might cause you problems.
Najwa...,
Actually I already knew everything about you and all your lies about the matchmaking you said back then.
Najwa...,
There's one thing I want to say to you, sorry about a piece of paper. But really, I've been trying to find the right way for us to talk in person, but it's just a dead end I found.
Yesterday I asked for Ziza, my aunt. But he refused to take you out so I could meet you.
Najwa...,
Deep down, to be honest, I like you.... But I need your answer to the certainty of all this, before I go any further to get the blessing of our relationship.
Najwa...,
Honest me.... Are you ready if one day I propose to you and ask you to be the mother of my future children?
I'm waiting for your answer as soon as possible...
It's been almost 2 months since I've been having trouble sleeping because I think about you... So don't make it any longer...👍
"Alhamdulillah.., Gus Azmi? Apparently he likes me too...? Thank goodness...."Najwa returned and was unceasingly grateful.
"Ziza...?" Najwa remembered Ziza.
"Why didn't he say anything about this...?" Ask Najwa in my heart.
"Did Gus Azmi lie? But it seems impossible that he lied...."
"But.., is it possible that if I accept his love, he will really work on our relationship?" Najwa could not stop wondering.
"If we don't get approved in the end, what should I do?" Najwa began to doubt.
Najwa thought for a long time what he would decide about Gus Azmi's question.
"Easy! If it's a soul mate, we'll be together...." Najwa finally.
Najwa kept the letter, while reversing the letter there was more writing implied in the paper.
Nb: this is our secret, if you lie again, beware!
"Yes-yes Gus.... I promise, this time I'll be honest..." Najwa answered with a smile.
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