
“Adrian..you want to help me.
run this factory ? like Hendri first?” said Mr. Jimmy with
serious face.
“But I am still working
at the company Aircraft Maintenance bos..and maish counted new..” I replied.
“Now you prepare all the permits
and the foundation of the procedure so that my Factory can do import and export.its ok.
if you are still working
in the company now, but if everything has settled.you want to help me.
here? If about salary and more, you name it and later set Bernard”
said Mr.Jimm again. Bernard is now back as a personnel manager
in Mr. Jimmy's new company.
“Ok..” reply I approve
Every day I take
double work, my afternoon at my new company, and
after that I continued to prepare what was necessary for the licensing process
a company in order to export and import . For a moment I forgot
there will be wounds in the heart.
“Adrian.
Invitation from Ex Hendri wife..Lily..are you will come tomorrow?” Yakap
Mr.Jimmy while brandishing two Sea blue Invitation Cards at the
her hands.
“Yes..I think ..I will come….I’ll
come with My Wife and My Children..” Sahutku while continuing to type on my laptop.
Reception event in the hotel ballroom
in the number of Ancol Jakarta, it really gives the impression of luxury, invited guests who
come average middle class to upper class. Ita was with me and Clara
and Calista. I saw Mr. Jimmy was present and was talking to
his colleagues. Some I know are garment factory bosses and also
supplier –supplier.
Shortly thereafter, a voice sounded
the host, through his mic, informs that the retinue of the two brides
will enter the room.
Dharmawan and Lily are accompanied by
the family walked on the red carpet entering the reception room, Dharmawan bride
men wear luxurious suits of ash and Lily,
kebaya made of silk and combined with western/western style, and his hair
a small bun made himself make all the invitations present
amazed at her beauty.
Beside him Nazwa took
arm Lily, accompanied by traditional Javanese music, they headed for the chair
underwriting.
“May you be happy Ly..” muttered
subconsciously, the word slid from my mouth
“What did you say atdi..?” ita
interwoven Javanese music that is rather loud fill the entire ballroom room.
“Oh ngga.
his bride..fancy and beautiful..” reply .
It didn't feel like we had been nearly an hour
being at the reception, Ita approached me who was talking
with Bernard also coming to the show.
“Dad...Calista and Clara are sleepy, we go home yuk?’
said Ita My wife
“Oh Ok...” sahutku seraya
say goodbye to Bernard, then drive Clara to the guarantee to say
congratulations to the two brides before returning home.
“Hai Om Adrian.
Nazwa again anyway.?” Plain Nazwa said while kissing my hand.
“Iya..Om busy.later if already.
did you stop by?” I said half a whisper in his teliga.
Lily looked at me, and then immediately
bowed his head.I caught the glare of his shady eyes and as if again.
said “ I'm sorry.”.
“Congratulations yes?...” I experienced
Dharmawan and Lily followed Ita and my two daughters.
“This Ita your wife yes Adrian...?”
Said Lily when Ita was having it
“Iya...and this is Clara and Calista.
my word
“You're lucky to have a husband
like Adrian ta...” said Ita, glancing at me
“Still Mbak...” Reply Ita while
smile, ah.If only he knew what Lily said.
When I came down the small stairs
pelaminan, just arrived the host called my name “ To Sir
Adrian...before going home we want you to contribute a voice and sing a song for us.
here yes sir?”
I nodded and meng
sign with my palm to refuse. But Bernard is interesting
my hand towards the area where the music players were accompanying during the event
receptions. My body was quite hot cold looking at the eyes of the invitations
at me. In my heart I cursed “ Brash Bernard.
because she knows I sometimes sing at shows at my company's factory
back then.
But it's wet, I
looking at me from a distance. After telling the music player the song will
I sing, I start grabbing the mic in front of me. I see Lily's beautiful figure.
and going to start over with her new life, I chose the song Kerispatih, DEMI
CINTA..When I seemed to not care about the presence of the invited guests, I
answer lyrics for lyrics . Lily kept looking at me and her eyes as if to say
“I understand you mean..I know your heart's content”.
I just woke up when the song
it ended and heard claps from the invited guests present. Subsequent to
saying hello, Ita and I and my children also headed to the parking area
to home.
Love does not just have to be said…
Love does not always have to be created
expectantly
Remained in silence and
voidness
Out in the dark and
soleness
I stepped from one heart to the other
another heart
I dream one by one
beautiful coming to me
Beside me was a love
untimely
There is a heart by me
real and not
I need to throw away the past and
dream my dreams
I have to start tapaki and salami
the love that is in front of me
I type verse by verse, on the notepad
my phone, I saw Ita just accompanied Clara and Calista to bed
in their rooms. Ita looks beautiful in her nightgown.
I embrace his body, with all my heart kissed his forehead, I say
a million words of apology in my heart, I gently stroked her broken hair….
“Ih dad...mesra really...” Ita
smiling and laughing a little.
I just smile.
her lips.I want to hug her all night.
I forgot that today is
on my birthday, that morning Ita woke me up with a friendly kiss and arrived
clara arrived at ikui sikecil Calista entered my room while carrying a cake
a small year with a candlelight flame on it.
“Happy Birthday Dad Yakap
Ita and Clara together
“Wah...thank you huh? Father forgot
if today is the birthday of “, I said with a laugh, Calista sitting on my lap
while blowing the candle flame on the cake.
Not long ago my mom, Hilman
and Asty came with her son, and they gave her a birthday.
Hilman with a slow step and breath slightly gasping gave the gift
fishing gear as my birthday present.
“Bang..ini make brother if you are fishing again.
at sea...” Hilman
“Wah...keren nih...makasih Man..
Mouthed
A few minutes later
my friends called me and as usual they asked for a treat
birthday. I finally booked a karaoke room to celebrate
afternoons. I asked Ita to come prepare for the event there later in the afternoon.
“Man...later afternoon Ka Adrian adain.
small events in family karaoke with friends, you want to follow?”
say
“Wah bang..for my breath.
difficult let alone join the event brother..” reply.
Hilman smabil laughed softly
Day to day Hilman's condition
I saw it getting worse, his face and skin were black as if it was burning, maybe
influence of the process of dialysis and kidney disease suffered
Me, Ita, her mom, Clara and
Calista that afternoon slid towards
Harmony Jakarta is the place I've booked to prepare for my little event,
until the afternoon my friends come, everything is ready. But we just
entering the Slipi area, my phone rang.
“Asty bun...” I said to Ita
who sat next to me.
“Ka Adrian..Hilman died.
the neighbor had been taken to the nearest hospital in Bhakti Husada, but got there
HIlman is no help...” Asty my brother stammered saying it on the sidelines isak
her crying.
“Innalilahi...ok..Ka Adrian soon.
there...” reply.
I immediately contacted via Whatsapp
to all my friends that I cancel the event and news is this sad news.