LOVE ON THE HORIZON 2
Gifts for Nazwa ...
“ADRIAN…
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE
CALL YOU AGAIN
NAZWA IS A FEW DAYS AWAY FROM ULTAH ..
HE ALWAYS ASKED YOU.
ALWAYS TELL YOUR KANGEN
I KNOW YOUR ANSWER LATER
IS TO BE BETTER NAZWA APPROACHED WITH HIS NEW PAPI CANDIDATE LATER…
I TRIED IT, BUT MY HEART
INNOCENT AND INNOCENT LITTLE BOY
DHARMAWAN CANNOT REACH THE HEART
NAZWA IS LIKE YOU…
A message from Lily came on the phone
hold me when I just had a meeting with some division in
my company.
Lily could always guess
my way of thinking.my next step.what will I say next,
often we just need to look at each other without talking, but as if he could
I understand what goes through my heart as well.
“I TRY MY BEST...”.
Just that word I was able to type to reply to Lily's whatsapp message.
That afternoon I stopped by a
mall to buy Nazwa's favorite Winnie the pooh doll, for gifts on the day
his birthday, I called Ita earlier, on the grounds of meeting
my friend to talk business outside of my job.
I saw some parked cars
in front of Lily's house, it turns out Nazwa's birthday is celebrated, even though simple and
not fancy. I got out of the car with a doll I bought
for Nazwa.
I saw Nazwa singing
birthday song with a child his age, maybe a neighbor's child around the house
and also his cousin or brother. Nazwa looks cheerful, I just stand up
in the courtyard of his house and see the whole event through the door of his house,
I saw Lily in a long dress with no arms, and her hair was left
beautiful and enchanting, next to him stood papa and mama Lily, too.
the man….Dharmavans. I breathed for a moment, but I
strengthen my heart, I came today to Nazwa.
I chose to sit in that chair
there in the front yard of Lily's house, seeing the happiness, Lily's smile and laughter and
Nazwa, that's enough for me….
When the little party was over, Nazwa
escorting his little friend to the gate, he saw my presence Nazwa.
running and hugging me.
“Om where the hell?...Nazwa
Kangeeeeeeen..” Said the cute little boy while hugging me
“Iya..om also misses the same.
Nazva….Nazwa ain't naughty and always take care of mami right?” I said while pinching an squash
her cheek
“Ga dong Om….Nazwa always remembered
order om to always take care of mami , can't be whiny and make mami difficult..”.
sahut Nazwa with a big smile
“Smart child..
follow the message om..ini om bring gifts for Nazwa's birthday..” I said while.
giving gifts.
“Waaah…..Nazwa
open now ga?” nazwa said with a face full of curiosity
“Bby dong.kan Nazwa.
birthday..what does Nazwa want..certainly can.” reply me with a smile.
“Wow….Winnieeeee Doll.
yaa om Adrian.from Kado Nazwa received no one knows his favorite doll.
Nazwa...” said Nazwa while hugging my doll.
“Nazwaaaa..this is your cousins.
in search kam....” Lily's speech stopped seeing my presence.
with Nazwa.
“You've been here a long time…? Why
ga log in?” lily said softly
“Lumayan.ga apa.
interrupt Nazwa's party with his friends..” I answered while trying to smile, ah
why is my heart beating so bad like this? My inner
“Nazwa...get in there...cousins.
you nyariin..” continued Lily again.
“Iya Nazwa.
long-time...Nazwa keep inget om message ya?” I said smabil rubbed his head gently
Nazwa and blinked one eye.
“Beres Om….Nazwa come in first
om?” nazwa said as she gave her thumb and ran into the house
“You didn't go in first?. I've already
cook quite a lot for the guests.there papa mama inside.” said Lily.
Dharmawan...I do not want to disappoint Nazwa.and I have promised you to.
come...now I'm home huh? Greetings to your papa mama.” added me.
“I take ya?” reply Lily
I just shut up and stepped up
exit Lily's house, my car parked a little far because there are many guest cars
the others are parked all the way in front of Lily's house.
Lily drove me to where my car was parked, just now I
closing my car door, Lily immediately ran over and opened the next door and
shutting it…
Lily hugged me….
“Adrian...forgive me..
I've hurt you ...If only things were different.
I don't know if my decision is correct, but all I know is.
love you...and sakiiiiit.if I have to imagine you have to go and.
forget me...” Lily hugged me while holding back her sobs.
“ Your decision is correct Ly.
we should be equally as sick.but I should also understand your circumstances.
my circumstances....me....also ........love you Ly.....” Finally a long time, new
I say again the word LOVE to a woman. I hug Lily's body
tightly, it felt like we were stopping time.and running from all life.
real….
“Don't erase me from your heart
Adrian...don't forget me..” Lily said back sobbing.
“Ga will Ly....ga will...” Only
that's all I can say.I kissed her forehead gently.
“Now you are back home
huh uh? Later all search find you...” I said while wiping away her tears
with the tissue on my car's dashboard.
Lily nodded slowly, taking
rising from the car seat, his hand still grasped my finger, as if reluctant
I left and the weight left me.
I tried to smile.ku elus.
this ayu and beautiful woman's cheeks.sambil beckoned for her to return immediately.
towards home.
I stared at Lily from the car, until
he walked out of my sight and into the house.
One by one LOVE that
ever been in my life….Ita….Ririn.Debby….Except Ita yag
by my side now, everyone leaves me even with the expression
all the love and affection they have. But still they
leaving pain and pain behind, could Ita be my True Love?
A love that never leaves me? Maybe the others just
ego beauty in the heart ? I never looked for.I just.
meet.when I lay down the body and the heart.
my weakness in the flowing waves, even though the end is also like
waves..bumping rocks.
But I also believe in the scenario
made by the director, in the course of the scenario of our lives meet
who...then what it will be like.has become the entire scenario that has been.
prepared by the director. I am a weak and powerless human being .
can live ...and write with a heart pen this whole journey.
ADRIAN…
THE SHOW HAS BEEN DECIDED
MY MARRIAGE TO DHARMAWAN WILL TAKE PLACE AT THE END OF THIS MONTH.
I ALREADY KNOW YOUR WHOLE STORY….SISCA.
WHO LEFT YOU TO LIVE WITH OTHERS.FORGIVE ME TO BE THE SAME PERSON.
LEAVE YOU
IT IS POSSIBLE ONLY WITH THE SITUATION AND
A DIFFERENT REASON…
IF YOU WERE LIKE TOGETHER
THEY'RE….STILL ALONE AND HAVE NOT BUILT A HOUSEHOLD, I MAKE SURE .
PICKING A HIUDP WITH YOU AT MY AGE
I NEVER LOVED A MAN
EVEN WITH ALM MAS HENDRI…
BUT I HAVE TO TAKE THE ROAD
THIS.THIS DECISION….
I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND…..YOU
KNOW ALL MY HEART
I read whatsapp from Lily,
at that time I was meeting Mr. Jimmy after my working hours, Mr. Jimmy was
my former boss besides Mr. Hendri in the former company.
If only Mr. Jimmy had known
the message that came to my phone was the ex-wife of Mr. Hendri, an associate
he is at the same time building the company that used to be.
surprised to hear it.
“I UNDERSTAND...” That's all
reply to Lily
