LOVE ON THE HORIZON 2
I hate LOVE...!!!
I'm driving my car to where I came with Rey
yesterday.where I was alone and.
stir all my troubles in the sea.on the waves.
busy talking here and there looking for fish.
“I HATE LOVEAAAAAAAAAA!!!” I shouted while throwing stones
small to the sea, my cry sank among the roar of the waves.
the noise of the sea gulls.
“YOU'RE NOT AT THE OFFICE? MR.SANJEEV LOOKING FOR YOU.. “ Whatsapp messages.
from Reyni, get on my phone.
“I GA WORK TODAY REY….I WANT TO BE ALONE FIRST..” ME.
replying to Reyni's message
That day the weather was not so hot, the sun was noon
hiding behind the clouds, as if afraid of my current anger, and reluctant
greeting me in a torn heart.
I didn't feel like I was stuck there until the afternoon, again
again the scenery that I hated from the past was plastered in my face, when
the sun with a beautiful dimmer was about to drown on the horizon there.
“What's Adrian…? I know you must be here..” the voice of a.
the woman behind me
“Rey …? Why are you here? Lisa and Meysa are looking for it
you...” As I looked back at my jaw, I knew it was Rey's voice.
“I've called Mbok Inah.
I'll tell you I'll be home late..” Rey said as she sat down
saddled next to me
“Now say...what's up? Problem case in Customs
walking on? Any problem with Sanjeev?” rey said to me that
still staring blankly at the vastness of the sea before me
I just answered with a head while sucking
inside my cigarette.
“Then…? What was? If it's a small problem, I know you won't.
until coming here ...place of your meditation..Please..tell me Adrian...” reply Rey.
I took a deep breath before telling him what
it happened this morning….
“tadi mornin..when I get home from your house and it will change.
I saw Ita my wife was making out and hugging a man.
lain...I want to be angry.I want to overflow emotions.but I also realize, me too.
he did the same thing before I got angry.
her anger ..if all this time she knew my relationship with Lily .
look at Mall Cibubur first and also my proximity to you.” I returned.
smoking my cigarette deep to relieve my tightness.
“so the story is he wants revenge on you and does
same thing..?” rey said while looking at my troubled face
“Entah Rey...” Reply while staring at the sea with
empty glare….
“Now answer my question Adrian...You love Ita..?
dang a want to lose him?” ask Rey
“I don't know exactly what LOVE Rey is.
I finally hate that word.I am indeed a weak Rey.
people who always follow my heart and instincts, even if it is logically clear
I did it wrong.I never had any intention of playing with women.
especially just for pleasure and intentionally toying or hurting
his heart...” answered me in a slightly raucous voice.
“If about that ..I know very well Adrian.
other men who are playboy or type play for fun,
surely I won't be close to you.I know you never searched.
you are definitely not that typical, but you often drift or get stuck.
the circumstances with what came to you.I'm sorry to keep you in.
that position is Adrian..” Rey said as she stared softly at me
“It's been rey..you're not wrong.
with me.. I will still experience this , because of my relationship with Lily..”.
“You want to go back to Ita…? And forgive each other?.if
yes...I will meet him and also apologize for coming to your life...”.
Said Rey again
“Reeey....” only that can be said.
and I lay this woman's head on my chest.
debby's departure first.I no longer know what LOVE feels like.
just guessing and living my instincts and nature. I'm like that figure
lost direction ..like a boat with a broken sail and just tossed.
udder follow the wave flow.
“It's getting dark Adrian.
come home.Tomorrow I'll go to your house or call him to talk to.
Ita....I asked for ita phone no yes?’ reyni
“Thank you Rey.
must think of Clara and calista.”.
“Ya...I really understand that...” Rey said again as she stared
soft and kissed my forehead
I got home around 21:00 WIB at night, I saw
my house is in darkness, surely Ita and the children go and stay at home
his parents. After taking a bath I threw my body in the bedroom, I looked up at the sky
sky home..my mind glazed ...entah what happened next with.
my journey of life..my household suddenly I felt a very tired feeling.
very..my body seemed to be limped down the steep and rocky path without sharp.
footwear.scratches scratches wounds are not felt when I struggle to climb.
when I stop and feel my tiredness, pain.
one…
That afternoon Reyni, sitting in a cafe in Lebak numbers
Bulus, soon a woman came to where she was sitting, it turned out
Itas…
“Long time Rey…? “ Say Ita while sliding the chair in front
Reynolds
“Oh...ngga mbak...not too long ago....” Answer Reyni
“Don't call mbak ah.. I think we're for the rest of the time.so call.
“Oh good Ta...mau order eat what?” rey was friendly
“Drink aja Rey...i am not hungry..” reply Ita.
“Oke Ta...I just direct yes?....we are the same as women
adults, I apologize before, have been present in your lives.
Adrian.but there is no special bond between us, the beginning I just.
curious.the figure of Adrian is very cool even impressed cold with women ,
especially for personal matters.when men in offices and factories a lot.
only Adrian never looks seductive or.
flirtatiousness, even reprimanding me or greeting me is very rare.” Reyni stopped for a moment sipping her drink.
“Even my curiosity made me even want to test Adrian
by sending greetings to the female staff, but there is no excessive response.
what I heard from the staff.until one day I followed Adrian.
when she came home from work and found out she was seeing Lily.
who is Ta...?” rey stopped telling stories and looked at Ita, Ita
listening seriously to all of Reyni's stories and she answered with a nod of her head,
if she knows who Lily is and also knows Adrian's relationship and closeness to her.
“Silent –silently I listened to their talk Ta.
I heard that Lily confided and told me that she was often hurt and even beaten
her husband was hyper and constrained and rude.at the time I was thinking Adrian.
is the male of******* as are most of the men I have known and
toying with women only for pleasure and material.
use it to play Adrian, and threaten to leak his secrets.
if he doesn't want to obey my will, I just want to give Adrian.
lessons for his actions at that time Ta...ga no other purpose..” Reyni again sipped his drink.
“Then..?” said Ita seriously and with a curious face
hear the continuation of Reyni's story
“I asked Adrian to be with me when
want..so my friends talk when I need.if not want.
secret affair with Lily.including to you.but it turns out I was wrong.
not a male figure who does play with women outside to
fun..toying with a woman's heart let alone seeing her material.
lily married also because she did not want to damage your household.
finally it turns out Lily was wrong in choosing her life partner.
taking the conclusion.although Adrian was wrong.
because he wanted to find personal pleasure, he just came and was present.
in the lives of the women he met.when the woman was fragile and they felt.
comfortable make Adrian a place to lean and a place to complain.
Lily.also I'm Ta….Adrian's a nice guy who's stuck in a state without being able to
just get out of everything that involves her, but be good with Lily.
he appreciates you and affirms his position as husband and father.
from your son..” Reyni
“Moreover with me Ta..Nearly whatever we are….Adrian always
make sure not to talk Love and use heart.so I mean meet you today.
this.if I may beg you.Give Adrian a chance.forgive him.
that explains to you.because we are the same woman.
…different from the way men convey something ..they wear it more often
logic and sometimes do not know the right words to be understood and understood
woman..”..
“Good Rey..thank you for explaining all this to me..”.
ita said while holding Reyni's palm
“I know Adrian at work.
personally...believe me Ta..he is not a man who deliberately seeks women women.
to play with his feelings or anything else.I'm in the office.
famous as a woman who is cold and tends to judes Ta.
they behind me nicknamed sijutek.I almost hate all men, I almost hate all men,
so early I thought Adrian was the same.
close proximity to Lily there is a cause and maybe when it is stuck.
the situation when Lily is fragile.so is with me” said Reyni.
“Adrian is also in a case and problem in Bea
Excise..because of the carelessness of the new owner in the company, Adrian as the manager who.
handling shipments must be back and forth investigated and in interviews.
Taxes threatened to put him in jail.me and Bernard knew, because we went along.
accompany him Ta.. and Adrian day and night lobbying Customs, because he is always thinking of.
you and your children.so do not be thrown into the customs and customs prison.”.
continued Reyni
Ita covered her mouth with both hands.
surprised...” Adrian never told me about this Rey..” he said while.
he felt guilty on his face.
“Maybe he doesn't want you to worry Ta.
tahu..suamimu is good at storing things...” Reyni
Arrived Reyni and Ita surprised by the presence of a
men standing next to their cafe table, “Hai Ta.
here? I tried to call you but you didn't respond.how angry your husband.
angry is he?” said the man while laughing sarcastically.
Ita's face looks nervous and pale in front of Reyni, Reyni
just looking down and looking at his phone, in Reyni's heart
thought...this man must be the figure told Adrian.
kissing and hugging Ita.Reyni chose not to interfere and see it in full.
evidently.
But reyni became distracted when the man's hand
a little rough pulled Ita's hand while saying “ Come now mumpung us
meet and you're alone outside the house.we're having fun like.
yesterday-yesterday..” Said the man in a pushy tone.
Reyni lifted her head and looked at the men
and instantly Reyni's face also became as shocked as Ita's.
when I first saw the presence of the man.
Reyni arrived standing up....and “PLAKKKKKK!!!” a slap
hard landing on the metropolis-style man's cheek.
“BRAND YOU ANTON.......!!!” reyni said loud and close
yelling, so that almost all cafe visitors look towards them.
