LOVE ON THE HORIZON 2
Back Scratched Wound

Since Hendri's departure, Lily

during the mourning period while living in the house of his mother's father, it was almost two

we did not communicate much less meet. But I understand, though,

that beyond our palaces and dream worlds, there is a real life that does not belong

our….

Today I was assigned

my company to attend a seminar organized by the Customs and Excise Agency in

Aston Hotel, Atrium Senen, actually I have often attended such seminars

this is when I was working in the company that I used to, only I didn't reject it,

let's count refreshing instead of the office I thought.

That morning the seminar went well

because of the many interactions of the seminar participants to the speakers or

speaker, until it does not feel it has entered break time for lunch.

I got out of the seminar room and took a plate and took some rice and

some side dishes for my lunch. I found a place that wasn't too crowded

near one of the hotel's ballrooms, it's not too crowded and there's just a bunch

people were having lunch together also at the long table that had been prepared

party hotel. Looks like an office or family event. While

eating my lunch, I sat from a distance and idly watched the activities

they're from the open ballroom door.

“Oh apparently meeting between two

rich family...” I said in my heart

Two people stand in front of the

family sitting in a chair with a long table, the one beautiful woman

with a javanese white kebaya and another man with an expensive suit with a tie, a,

handsome and clearly visible from the top.

I am amazed by beauty

her woman...”from a distance alone already looks so beautiful.

near?..” my inner

I saw my watch, already

almost at 13:00, soon the seminar will start again, I'll be back soon

go to the seminar room along with the other participants.

It turned out after a break eating

during the day, the seminar went straight into the last session and was immediately closed by

the source and the organizer, ah thank goodness.new at 13:45, I can.

go home early without having to go back to the office.

Maybe the other participants

each of his companies also

thought the same thing as me, and they too after the show broke up chose

go back to the lunch spot to have some coffee or tea

be available.

I took the smoking area

to be able to smoke my cigarette while enjoying my hot coffee, it's almost a canker

my coffee fell down when the body of a little boy suddenly scattered and

hugged me, hugged me,

“Om Adrian…..Nazwa Yakap

the boy hugged me, his height was only my stomach…

“Eh Nazwa…? How can you exist

right here…? Om also miss....mami where are you?” I said as I put my coffee cup

and crouched down to embrace her back.

“Nazwa...you ..ke..man.....” voice.

women were heard approaching Nazwa behind me.

I looked back….Oh my God

the beautiful woman I saw at lunch.LILY…..

We both fell silent to each other.

we looked at each other and seemed to want to say a million words, but no

we can reveal. I soon mastered the situation, because I saw the

lily's family is out in a crowd from the Ball room. Papa and Mama

Lily approached us, and I immediately greeted and shook their hands.

“Nazwa...Om go home first huh? Later

when do you stop by and play again?” I said while trying to smile

rubbing Nazwa's head.

I just went inside

my car and turn on the engine in the parking lot, a message goes to the phone

clasp

ADRIAN….

I'M SORRY.NO CONTACTING.

LATELY

SINCE MAS HENDRI LEFT, I

MUCH THOUGHT …

THINK ABOUT

MY LIFE.ROBBI.NAZWA….AND WE

ILOVE YOU….THERE'S A SENSE

I MISS AND JEALOUS IN MY HEART

BUT I REALIZED .. I CAN'T

OWNING YOU LET ALONE DAMAGING YOUR HOUSEHOLD ARK

YOU AND I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE WORLD

I TOOK PAPA AND MAMA'S ADVICE

TO RECEIVE LAMARANA DHARMAWAN, THE MAN YOU SAW IN THE BALLROOM,

THE CHILD OF THE PAPA RELATIONSHIP

MY HEART IS NOT IMPORTANT

ANY MORE….I'M JUST THINKING ABOUT MY SON'S FUTURE AND THERE'S A REAL FIGURE

SIRE.

I'M SORRY ADRIAN….

I'll take Whastapp Lily

over and over again, my long, unscathed heart is back

sliced.return torn….

Although I am fully aware, that

everything Lily said was true….

“I've started loving you too

Ly...fear of losing you...missing you..mursing to you...” I muttered unconsciously.

I didn't return Lily's message, I

I also ran out of words to type and reply to the message.

All I can do is justify all of Lily's messages and hope that.

his life with his children

get better

The Surya drowned again

bordering the Horizon line there, the darkness of the night began to return the blanket of nature as well

my heart…

No more noisy babbling

seagulls ...no more beautiful orange rays that pamper the eyes and

the hearts….SILENT..SEPI.

previously enjoyed it..trying to hold it….

My heart has been for years

frozen about love, since the departure of Debby first.

the sun is given a beautiful woman named Lily, but a blizzard and cold angina that hit

the heart makes this heart freeze again.

“Ah..I cannot dissolve with

this sad.I have to learn from the journey of my life….LOVE IS LIMITED

HORIZON..it will not be beautiful forever.there is a real light that I have to live.

together with the turn of time.the smile Ita..Clara and Calista...” said I strengthen my heart.

and soul.

Though Lily's shadow always crossed

in front of me..clearly remembered..our intimacy...have missed us.

his cuddle and the fragrance of his body.It is not that easy I can go.

and just forgot.

On the next day that

I always say in my heart..” This is supposed to be.

wrong…..Lily's right..” I screamed that word in my heart every time I

burning homes…

That morning after dawn, I drove

on the jagorawi toll road that is still quiet.I drove my brother-in-law Hilman to.

alternative medicine in Ciawi area, it has been four days I drove him home

go for his healing efforts.

“Bang...” Hilman said with

his breathing is heavy, since suffering from kidney disease, Hilman often tight

and difficulty breathing, if so he had to go to the hospital immediately

to do the blood washing. We just finished alternative medicine and

Hilman accompanied me for a moment to stop by for breakfast and have a cup of coffee to make me more

fresh back home.

“Why man?” sahutku while lighting

my cigarette

“It looks like I can't survive

even longer bang.now I have to wash the blood from once a week.

twice a week.the cost of washing blood is not a little bang.

for that fee, I better deposit.for my son's school later.

bang...i have totally not worked anymore.I am fully aware of my illness.

it's hard to heal..” he added again.

“You can't be so man.

male..the head of the family.nakhoda...pilot.

must pump the spirit of your life..” my words encourage her.

“Iya bang.

for Asty is also my little boy, but I also have to.

accept the facts and facts that there is a bang.Maybe only 1 billion, a million,

people who can recover completely from kidney failure and who must have been through

the process of dialysis.blood washing does not cure bang..only buy time.more.

lama..” continued Hilman again with a blank look, there was despair in the rays and

her face.

“Have not discussed this again

man...about age, mate ..maut ..in the hands of God.

trying his best to find a way out to heal .

with ikhtiar..” Say it again .