LOVE ON THE HORIZON 2
Happy Soul Mate

“We couldn't find Gunadi

mr...Handphone is also not active.we have also been to the office of Mr. Wijaya.

our partner, but said security area office they've moved a month

the past because it has expired..” Say some of my employees.

I clenched my hand to hear it, I,

I held my emotions from exploding and spiraling out of control, I took my breath in

inside, and light my cigarette so I can calm down a little.

At the end of the month, I had to

cutting down almost all my employees, all that was left was Handoko, just like the time

I started this early effort. I am grateful that my employees understand

in my circumstances, they did not demand much during my work and at the time

I have to leave my company.

“Pak.

difficulties Mr..honestly we are concerned.we are happy to work with Mr. Adrian,

because it is not rigid in leading.teach us everything that we were before.

don't know.teach us the sense of having a company so that our mind set is not only.

as workers or employees.we are sad to have to leave you, we know.

you will defend us somehow, but we know you

also a lot of things to be done.not to mention the mother who is sick.

we chose to resign and while working elsewhere.

company.the burden of the father is not too big.but later if the company father.

already back forward and great..don't forget us sir?” say one

my staff represents his comrades standing before me.

I was quite moved to hear the words

my employees.kutahan tearful in the corner of my eyes so as not to come out in.

in front of them, many times my breath was heard to appease and

my sadness.

“I will definitely call

you guys...I promise that...you've helped me all this time.I'm sorry I haven't.

can give more and prosper you guys...” I said with a little voice.

vibrating, they were young but their attitude and manner exceeded those of people

adults and even the elderly, who sometimes even narrow-minded even shortsighted.

“Mother...you mind if we

should I sell this house? In order not to confiscate the bank and can settle some debts

hutag company, the rest we try to use for DP small-sized house, and

while we rent a small house first...how do you think?” I said after eating

night on Ita

“Dad...this house used to be you.

then you invited me and Clara, your mama and Asty to stay here.

it's been happy to feel that for a few years now, if this house

must be sold to solve our problems.your company problems.

your rights.we will follow whatever steps you take.

let me get enough treatment at the government hospital, because of the examination

intensive that we have been doing the cost is quite large.

save for savings or additional capital of your business..” said Ita softly while.

leaning against my chest.

“thank you mother.

I did to try to get up again and also so you can get

the best treatment again to get a full recovery.” I gently caress the hair.

and ita cheeks.

After I put up an advertisement in

Internet, finally there is a husband and wife buyer who is interested in buying, I also immediately pay off my loan to the Bank to

redeemed my house certificate from the DP I received, and me and Ita and the kid

anak pindh to a small rented house located in a village outside the complex

the housing we have been living in.

When all the stuff , Ita and son

the kid's moved into a rented house, I live alone in an old house, checking

is there anything left before locking it before I do

give it to the buyer when moving.

I looked around the house

it's been empty, all the memories that have been in this house since my first moment

buy….Ririn's….Debby...then Ita and Clara..mama and Asty.

there are many more memories that I pass through, do not feel I cry.

melting from the two corners of my eyes, I've passed the rigors of life, but only once

here I shed another tear.

My sadness is so deep

…must lose the assets I bought from my hard-earned money during

working at Hendri and Mr. Jimmy first.

the wise one I read about on social media….

NO MATTER HOW HARD

YOU'RE FALLING…..MOST IMPORTANTLY AS HARD AS YOU TRY TO WAKE UP.

RUNNING BACK…

I wipe my tears, I stand

and stepped out of the house and locked the house with a million memories

I have, I have to open a new volume of my life book.Alm papa always instill the taste.

optimistic and confident about the abilities we have in children, children,

especially me. as the oldest child..

I'm , Ita and the kids start

getting used to living in a smaller home

I started my business again from

nol with the help of Handoko, I also took to the field for business

the manager, Handoko once said to me

“Bos..ga shy join lift

stuff like this.?” he said he saw sweat coming out of his forehead and

my neck

I just smiled and

answer..” Ko...our work is halal...not cheating let alone stealing.

embarrassed? The prestige? Don't need Ko. Life's like clockwork on a wall, ticking every.

seconds , minutes and hours.there was a time when the needle was under but over time.

the needle will go back up and so on.lagian just think count count.

sports...so healthy right?”

“ADRIAN….IT'S MOM…..ITAS

FAINTED….FROM EARLIER UNCONSCIOUS..YOU CAN GO HOME..?” my mother-in-law

calling me in a panicked voice, I had just arrived at the shop

Handoko finished picking up some items from our customer's place.

“BA...BOTH BU….ADRIAN GO TO

HOME...”…..answered quickly

“KO..

I'M HOME HUH? I WANT TO TAKE MOM TO THE HOSPITAL..” I continued on Handoko.

“BOTH SIR...” Answer Handoko

short and swiftly directly lower the goods from the car.

“How is my Wife

Doc's? “ I said to the local government-owned hospital doctor in the room of the ER,

Ita is still unconscious to this day.

“How long has my wife been

suffering from this Torid Gland since the first attack first..?” answer the doctor

with questions to me

“It's been quite a while Doc.maybe.

about two years, after that routine intensive medical check up

week..” I replied.

“And how long has Mother Ita been

“Kira about 3 – 4 months

Doc...actually how is my wife Dok?” I said full of curiosity

with all the questions the young doctor.

‘Thyroid Gland Wife Father

it has spread where and from what was previously benign now the level

being malignant, almost the same as cancer.” Obviously the Doctor

My body is trembling

both my knees felt limp and my body was almost limp and my vision was dark, my eyes were dark,

fortunately there was Handoko holding my body , My mother-in-law cried to hear

doctor's Admission. Good thing my son is with Veronica my sister-in-law at home.

“Then solution as well as road

how's Doc…? “ says I try to control everything that rages on

my chest

“Should've been Father's Wife in

operation since a long time, indeed I have to admit.the cost of the operation is very expensive.

and not all hospitals can ..only certain hospitals.

patients who should be referred to a hospital in Singapore .

can guarantee 100% recovery and the operation will be successful.

have you ever known celebrity Olga's disease, right?” the doctor said again.

In circumstances such as

this is.kungan money storage and the rest of the sale of the house that I and Ita planned.

for home DP will not be enough to finance treatment or surgery

he said the doctor.

“ Honest Doc..for operation moreover.

until treatment abroad.my current financial not possible ...

if the Doctor is in my position.definitely want his wife to be cured by any means..”.

I said quietly and there was a hint of despair.

“Pak Adrian..

the bridge of man's efforts to heal, but all is also dependent on God.

sir.He is the real healer.we as humans can only strive.

pray...all ga nothing is impossible ..if God wants sir..” said Docte.

ritu sage

Speech and words of the young Doctor

it was like a slap and lightning that struck me, so far away I had been

with the Creator, I was too cool and focused on worldly affairs and.

ambition magnifies my efforts, unconsciously and remember that all of it can be alternated

back in an instant by the One who set this life scenario.

“We understand the conditions

mr...we will try to be as minimal as possible what we can for healing.

Father's wife..” The Ritu doc said again to calm me down

“Good Doc..

will do my best..I say thank you as big as..”.

I said, shaking the doctor's hand and coming out of his room.

“Ko..you just go home.

night...tomorrow you to the shophouse and arrange the goods that we mabil yesterday huh?

Create one document based on the destination area yes?” Mouthed

“Good Sir...patient yes sir.

pamit du” said Handoko then passed from before me.

“What's your ride home Ko...?”

I asked, I just realized that the child was from the office riding in a car

I came home to take Ita to the hospital.

“Easy Pak.

and take my bike in the office.just calm my soial sir.

now mother sir...” Handoko said again

“Thank you Ko..” Handoko too

go out the ER and the hospital.

Last night I waited for Ita.

still unconscious, there's no sign he'll be awake, when

Veronica my sister-in-law came and took turns looking after her, I walked in the hallway

the hospital was quiet, I saw it at 3:00 in the morning, I was looking for a home mosque

sick, I washed my body with ablution and in the silence of the rising night

morning...I bowed down and pleaded.I admit to all the egos and khilaf.

forget..I say all prayers….

But that morning I got it all

that morning I knew all God's wishes….

Veronica ran towards the mushola

and I saw his sad face with his breath still panting…

“Kak Adrian….Ka Ita.......already......”.

Veronica was unable to continue her words, sobs were heard in every

the hallway of the hospital….

I don't say.

my shoes and running ..See his sister and papa his mama and Clara and

Calista around the body rigid Ita.

also the tool attached to the body Ita.

I hanpiri Ita.

had to hold back as hard as my tears, to stay as firm as when I left

Debby and Papa first….Ita looks like a slumber.

his forehead.and I whispered in his ears…

“I'm sorry for this long yet

can be happy you.now you are not sick again.

yes?..i promise I will fight and try hard so that children live happily

later...as a happy redemption that you have not been able to during this time...”.

No message said.

there's a goodbye for me to prepare….

I lost a woman today

the hardest I've ever known was a woman who never thought of herself.

in addition to my happiness and that of my son.the faithful woman who has always been my friend in.

any circumstance

GOODBYE SOULMATE

I often feel sincere and patient….

I often forget your faithfulness as well as your tenderness

I hurt your heart countless times

Infinitely patient and sincere

Love never speaks on your lips

But I know all your heart is poured out for me

Love never turns away from your heart

Even though I know my million faults

Now there is no more cold wind that blows my body when tired

Now I hear no more laughter and your smile that all my fret

Goodbye my life lover

Goodbye my soul mate

I look at the red earth

with flowers….

“This is your new home..

we'll often see mommy here huh?” I whispered to Clara and Calista

The sky looks cloudy by day

that's. I'm gonna walk my feet out of the cemetery….

“Will I be able to pass the day

without you Ta.?” my inner