LOVE ON THE HORIZON 2
Dream palace

“Adrian...I am afraid....” whispered Lily.

that night, he put his head on my chest, after we picked up Nazwa

and the beautiful and agile little boy fell asleep in his room.

“Fear what Ly..?” reply me while

stroking her hair with my fingertips

“I know all this is wrong.

mas Hendri ..although he has not given happiness since Robbi

born.but he fulfills his responsibility to support us.

also..there are already wives and children, even after passing the road.

winding..this is not supposed.but I'm afraid Adrian.

losing you. I began to miss you often by my side.

you're not here.I'm afraid of getting.

in loving you and wanting to have..” Lily said in a soft voice.

“Lily ..

feel...same as I feel..my logic repeatedly says this.

wrong.but when you hear your voice.with you.

the one I tried to tepis was getting bigger like a snowball .

being in the quicksand, the stronger I try to fight, the deeper I go.

sinking into it..” reply me while stroking Lily's white cheek.

“What we should end and each other

forget Adrian...?” lily said again

the sound staggered as if his tongue was my tongue

“If that's what you think

best...I follow you.you already know the story and story of my love Lily.I.

always follow and try to accept..any pain...anything.......” My reply

while taking my breath in.

“But I have to be honest Adrian.

I'm not a teenager anymore.I know how to behave and.

reading and understanding all my conditions as well as yours.but I was unable to fight back.

fill my own heart....” Lily said again while hugging my body tighter.

“What we fell in love with each other

Adrian..?” lily said as she looked into my eyes…

I was silent for a long time.

I didn't hear the word LOVE...Is Lily right? Is this how we feel?

Not just my pity and pity for this woman because of her condition

falling down and needing a helping hand and a backrest?

We both hit

wall and meet the dead end, we can't find an answer.

follow the flow with a thousand fears in our hearts.

That afternoon after work, I

stop by my sister Asty's house to see my mom and niece, but when

I came to see a sad look on Asty and Mama's face.

“Why you guys….? Where's hilman?”

I asked Mom and Asty.

“There is a room Kak...” Answer Asty

my sister's slow

“Terus.why look on your face.

tangled and sad like this?” continued

“Hilman sentenced to RS Doctor

Fatmawati hemodialysis section should do dialysis..the kidneys are damaged..”.

obviously mama

“Yes Lord..Hilman is still classified.

young...have to do the dialysis?” my word

I approached Sasha

falling asleep in a baby box, there was a sense of pity with my sister, just a few months ago

in the past, Asty gave birth to a beautiful daughter, and their happiness

it should be complete with its presence.

the disease verdict belongs to the weight category.

I went into Asty's bedroom, right,

I saw Hilman her husband lying weak, hearing the door open

opened his eyes and glanced at me

“Eh brother...” Emah seraya said

smile towards me

“Stay spirit yes Man…? Later

in addition to medical we try also alternative.you have to fight to recover.

and little Sasha needs you...” my words are encouraging and raise her heart.

“Iya bang..” Hilman says

Usually me and my brother-in-law, this,

talk a lot about our same projects, businesses and hobbies

tightness and often having to take a deep breath.

I sent Whastapp's message to Ita

my wife told me about Hilman's illness and fifteen minutes later Ita arrived

following along with Clara and Calista, because the house occupied by Mama and Asty

still in one housing with us.

“Adriaaaan..mas Hendri.....” says.

Lily was accompanied by the sound of her crying breaking when she called me that morning when I was new

just get to the office and get my work files ready.

“What's Ly…? Pull

your breath...explain it slowly...” I answered, I was panicking too

hearing Ani's crying voice.

“So the LP side contacted me.that.

mas Hendri..has died..” Lily continued to be stammered by her crying.

“But the RS Polri tempo

day allowed to go home because his condition has improved?” my word

“Ok.

we to LP...” Continue while standing

from my chair and I tidied up all my work files. I

call the personnel department with the phone on my desk to ask permission to leave

the office's. Then immediately rush to the parking area.

I saw Lily standing there

the porch of the house was waiting for me while hugging Nazwa, seeing my arrival

ran straight to my car.

All the way Lily didn't talk, just the crying she could,

Nazwa who was still innocent and did not understand also kept silent while looking out

window, He who is usually crowded with his chatter, today as if to feel

the grief of Lily's mother, and as if knowing that something happened to her Papa.

Arriving at the LP, Mr.'s body

Hendri's been put in a crate

the corpse.

An officer in the prison ward

approaching me,

“Bodies to transfer to where sir?

Can we have the address?” The officer was friendly

“After I spoke with

his family first..” I replied

I'm approaching Lily who's still

crying with tears in her eyes in front of her husband Hendri's casket.

“Ly..The deceased would like us to bring to

your rash in Cibubur or your parents' house?” I asked while rubbing his back

to be more patient and accept this incident

“So papa has me

contact...he said take it to papa'ja house in Kramat..” added Lily interrupted isak.

lamentations

I went back to the prison officer

earlier.

“We go to kramat raya only

sir...later Ambulance follow my car can only?” my word

“Oh Good sir...” Officer's reply

that, then called some of his colleagues to put the coffin into

Ambulances

Arriving at the parents' house

Lily, the yellow flag has been attached since the end of the driveway and has also been

many chairs in the courtyard of the house also walk in front of him. Tarub-sized tent

being installed in coordination with Robbi, the first son of Mr. Hendri and Lily

Lily and Nazwa ran towards

his mother.he hugged both of his parents' bodies with her cries. Mama

Lily hugged tightly and stroked her shoulders, so that her daughter was more patient and able to

accept everything.

I stood looking at

the whole incident, when Mr. Hendri's body was taken down, Susana's family grief

Lily and one by one the mourners arrived.

I was like a stranger

being in the crowd, for a moment I realized that this was not my world, I

just a drop of dew in Lily's heart grille, just running and laughing in the shadows

the shadow of the dream palace, all so perfect and beautiful yet only in a

the little box we have.