
Time stopped that moment, though,
the woman who was a dozen years old I can only admire now in my mesraku embrace.
no matter what our taste means.we don't care anymore with weird shakes.
in conscience.just a friendly grip on the fingers of our language hand.
gently fly our thousand dreams.
Lily slept on my lap.
her hair is soft.she looks me in the eyes meaningfully….
“Adrian..
wrong.I won't ask for much from you.just fill in a little emptiness.
my heart..the honest one.has not got it since a long time ago.since Robbi was born.
busyness Mas Hendri..” whispered Lily.
I just nodded and kissed
his forehead.
Days passed, a burden
life and sadness on Lily's face
sirna..usaha in the field of catering was getting crowded order and he already.
have a few employees to help him with the increase
orders. I feel like I have two sides of life at once, on one side
my real life with my family, on the other side with Lily's romance
it's blowing but we're closing tight with no one knowing.
“Adrian..tomorrow your day there.
my friend's time to the Police Hospital in Halim…? “ Lily called me while I was
eat my lunch
“Who hurts Ly...?” answer me
a little surprised
“Mas Hendri.
if inside he was very sick and since the sentencing, his health condition
drop and decrease...” Reply Lily with a stammering voice
“Good Ly..I'll get permission to HRD
after lunch later...agar tomorrow can accompany you..”.
Mr. Hendri's old body is lying
weak in hospital beds, oxygen hoses and infusion needles are attached in
his arm.
Lily and Nazwa slid towards
the man hugged his weak body.
Mr. Hendri looked up at me and
calling me with a weak wave of his hand
“Why can this be sir?” say
can't bear to see my ex-boss, lying weak and getting thinner like this.
Mr. Hendri just smiled
thin..then give the code so that I get closer to him.
“Adrian..
Lily if you've helped her move
from our house, and visit them as per my request at LP.
kasih...” said slowly
“It should have been sir.ga needed.
thank you.it's nothing compared to me to work with my father.
many years and also membalal knowledge in the company first..” Mouthed
“Adrian..
something?” said Mr. Hendri again weak
“Bby sir..
according to my ability.” I replied
“In my condition like this
many family, friends let alone my former business associates no one dared
approach let alone relate to me. May be afraid of being affected or.
how do I not understand.which for sure if I can ask.please take care.
Lily and the child..I think..I will not last longer.” said Mr. Hendri.
again with a half whisper, but I can hear it
and Lily too. Lily shed tears hearing it and clasped her hands
mr. Hendri.
There is a feeling of guilt inside
my heart, with my relationship that has crossed the line with Lily “I'm sorry
Mr. Hendri..” My inner
“Good sir.
and son, you don't have to worry about that, which is important now father
recover quickly and later if it comes out can be reunited with the mother and
son..” said I tried to raise his heart.
Mr. Hendri just smiled, the light
the eyes of the man I had seen were always fiery and full of taste
optimistic, now looks dim ..nearly faded and siratkan despair
profound.
“Kalo mom want to wait for dad
here as long as you are cared for, I better take Nazwa to his eye house
Sir..” my proposal
Back, Hendri nodded
After requesting a home address
old man Lily, I called Nazwa because the bad time had run out and avoided
lily's parents' house is too late.
“Nazwa..
ga? Mami let here wait for papi..until papi healed.” said me gently.
“Asyikkk...meet eyang, ka Robbi.
and aunt erna..” replied Nazwa with excitement.
I say goodbye to Mr. Hendri
and Lily, Lily took me to the car park.
“Nazwa..do not be naughty during.
home eyang yes?” lily said gently as she rubbed her daughter's head
“Ia mi....” sahut nazwa with
plain smile
“Om..Nazwa can sit in front.
yes?” say Nazwa again
“Iya..by dong..” sahutku.
When I closed the car door
after Nazwa ascended, Lily clasped
my fingers, he stared fixed my face without saying a word. I
stroking Lily's palm with my thumb, as if I knew and could
feel what he wants to say and the screams of his heart.
For a few days I didn't
heard from Lily since we visited Mr. Hendri and I delivered
Nazwa to Ani's parents' house.
Somehow, there is a feeling of longing to meet.
her pretty face.smile her thin lips.
as well as the jealousy of imagining her with her husband Hendri…
Crazy.ga can I be like.
this...this is wrong..This feeling will only be LOVE AT THE OTHER HORIZON BOUND like.
I have to kill and discard this taste.
I just got into a fight and
inner battle in my heart, my hand-held phone rang, whatsapp message.
Lily
TOMORROW AFTERNOON MAS HENDRI CAN RETURN TO THE FIELD,
ACCORDING TO THE HOSPITAL DOCTOR, THE CONDITION IS BETTER, YOU DON'T MIND PICKING ME UP AND
ALSO NAZWA?
“YA..ONCE WORK I'M THERE”
My reply
I arrived at the Police Hospital
magrib, upon arrival there Mr. Hendri was taken by the Ambulance to Lapas by
prosecutorial party. Lily was waiting for me in the hospital lobby. His face is visible
tired and pale, because it may lack sleep for a few days waiting for sir
Hendri's in the hospital
“Ly..your face looks tired and
lack of sleep.I better take you home first.
just pick up Nazwa, anyway there is eye and tantenya.also Robbi...” said.
make suggestions.
“Good Adrian....” said Lily.
after getting into the car, on the way Lily had fallen asleep in the seat
car, I'll leave it until I park my car inside his house.
“Lily...we have arrived..”.
my whisper in his ear
Lily opened her eyes and a little
surprised he was at home…
“Wah I slept a long time huh? Why
don't wake me?” he said.sambut rubbed his eyes.
“ga tega..
very tired..yuk down.and continue your rest....” Mouthed
When I closed the door because of the day
it was getting dark, Lily turned around and stood in front of me
“I don't know with you ..
I miss you Adrian...” Said Lily slowly
holding my finger
Oh My God.
my mind.all my ice fortress melts instantly.
“I too..” just that which
it said out of my mouth, and pulled Lily's body into my arms
I don't know why, my body is always
it felt like cotton and easily felt flying in the wind
as I hugged this woman, I kissed her lips and stared.
his eye.
I always wanted to stop time
when I was with him, I always wanted to go to dreamland and not go back to.
real world….