Love At the End of Dusk
Although I Want But I Can't

Now Jeremy and Dusk sit facing each other. Jeremy was happy that Dusk had fulfilled his request. Regardless of whether Zein knew it or not that certainly Dusk was sitting together with him in this place.

Not because there is still love or feelings, then Dusk is there at this time. But only because of an award in the name of humanity. Respect for friendship. They never made friendly relations.

To express the feeling of love for the umpteenth time and ask in the name of love to re-establish a relationship that has never been severed, has only two answers. First, be willing to forgive the mistakes of the past and accept back the fabric of love to be united again even though it no longer has the same taste. There's gonna be a difference.

While the second, forgive the mistakes of the past but refuse to re-establish a relationship that has ended. Remembering the past is a lot of good memories. But bitter memories are not less remembered because the pain is felt and real.

Jeremy has revealed what his intentions and goals are. As he said from yesterday. Hasn't changed. That's just one of the doors. Want to repeat the story of the past that was interrupted.

Dusk gazed pushyly into the corner of the eye that radiated that love. And the clear eyes of Dusk seemed to reveal everything. But Jeremy chose to pretend not to know. He wanted to hear straight from those pink little lips.

" You certainly know what should be my answer, right.? Dusk opened his eyes.

" Yes,. " Jeremy can feel it. An answer that seemed to pull itself into the deepest void hole.

Dusk answered him but could not be separated from his characteristic gentle smile, a little intoxicating. The look on his shady face always gave a longing warm sensation.

" No matter how much love and affection you have right now for me, it still cannot change the reality that exists today. Even if I want to obey the wishes of your heart, I still can't do it.!

Jeremy lowered his gaze under the round table that gave some distance between them. Maybe he was happy to look at the end of his shoes.

" So there won't be any more hope for us to repeat?

Dusk nodded. Slowly but surely.

" But we can still be friends, right?

" Yes, of course we're friends. That can't be changed. Unless you want to change it too.! Dusk was still staring at Jeremy with the same gaze.

" I understand now. And I wish I could take it with a big heart. Because for now it is a little hard to admit it.! With a heavy heart Jeremy must accept it. Hit and down. For sure. His over-conceited self-confidence was unable to save him from the heartache.

Jeremy looked around the room. It was as if seeking help at least entertainment that could give him some relief.

The place is not too crowded just a couple of lovers who are enjoying time with their lovers while enjoying a coffee or tea warming atmosphere that warms the relationship between them.

" Maybe time is enough for us to talk today. I hope you can open your heart to another love. And I'm sure it's easy for you. You can get any beautiful woman you want, because there are so many women out there who want to make me the lover of your heart! entertain Dusk.

" But the truth is you rejected me. Because you are different from other women!

Dusk did not answer.

Jeremy no longer responded. They were silent in silence. But Jeremy's heart was whispering as if it were self-defeating.

" Ohhh....! Jeremy's breathing breaks the silence between them.

" Why do regrets always come too late? Ask Jeremy but as a sign of complaint.

" For if it comes at the beginning of its name registration! reply Twilight tried to melt the atmosphere.

Jeremy who failed to focus, did not heed the words of Dusk so as not to respond well.

Dusk that tries to be funny finally can not entertain a sad mood.

Dusk finally asked permission from Jeremy to go home. The drink in front of him had already been drained.

Jeremy nodded. His heart still wants to spend time with Dusk but Dusk itself no longer wants to linger with him.

The wound must have been. But he had to pretend he was okay.

Dusk rose from his seat. Before leaving Jeremy and the place it was Dusk told him something.

" I hope we're okay as usual. What is good, let it remain that way, there is no need to change it again.! After saying so, Dusk went out and left Jeremy alone in silence.

Jeremy can only see the departure of Dusk. He stared at Dusk's back until the body disappeared from his sight.

The universe is not on his side once again. Under the dim light that shone tonight, his heart that had been broken and crumbled was broken, shattered.

Trying to immerse the pain and disappointment in the heart though.

But in the end he had to give up. It ends with spending time in silence. Meditate, set the heart so as not to despair.

Meanwhile, Zein was already impatiently waiting for Dusk. Jealousy is common. Remembering the man that Dusk met was his first former love. If Zein shouldn't have allowed Dusk to leave, but he felt it wasn't a good thing.

He did not want to disappoint Dusk and considered him an overprotective man. A conservative man who can only judge others when he is not pleased with him.

When Dusk had returned, just as the door opened, Zein who was waiting at the door immediately got up and hugged Dusk.

The twilight that received such a shocking treatment suddenly made itself fixated for a moment. And a moment later he was unconscious.

" Can't wait to meet again?! Dusk.

Zein who buried his head on the shoulder of Dusk, said so,

"It's over, right? Dusk stare smile. Then he had Zein's black hair.

There's a miss there. The longing will be spoiled, as a proof of the sincerity of love.

" It's all over. No need for you to think it will happen that you do not want.! Dusk tries to give Zein some peace and tries to console Zein's heart.

Zein raised his head. Then look closely at the twilight.

Not speaking but that gaze revealed more than words.

Dusk not only returned that gaze with Zein's blank look. Their eyes were clashing as if they were talking to each other.

" There is no need for you to be afraid because of the nightmares that you created yourself.! said the clear eyes of Dusk who still doubt it.

" The only one I'm still worried about! Losing you is the scariest thing to me!

Yeah, farewell. No one wants a farewell.