Love At the End of Dusk
Heart Sincerity

...Times,...

...we walk together though not side by side....

...Sometimes my feet run fast leaving you,...

...Sometimes it also stops waiting for the right moment for us to step together....

...There are times when I am restless when time is fast passing while I have not done anything,...

...or also feel bored because it is too long to wait....

...Times,...

...when one day we have a time dispute,...

...I hope I never get rid of you again,...

...cause the time I missed I can't replay it....

Dusk plans to visit the place of Father Paul. He hadn't visited her for long. At once Dusk wanted to tell a story and pour out his anxiety before his marriage to Zein.

Dusk hopes to find confirmation from Father Paul so that his heart is more steady to live his entire life with Zein. So that there are no regrets in his life.

Before leaving, Dusk sent a message to Zein via a short message service on his phone. So that Zein wouldn't wonder where he was going.

Actually Dusk always misses coming to this place. A place so calm, quiet and soothing his soul and his bath. Hustle and bustle urban does make crushes, tired minds, restless hearts, restless souls.

Sometimes it takes silence.

Upon entering the monastery complex of Father Paul, at once peace entered his soul and body. How quiet and quiet this place is. Far from worldly noise.

Father Paul has been waiting for the arrival of Dusk since this morning after yesterday Dusk preached it. Fortunately today Father Paul there is no schedule out so he can promise to meet with Dusk.

" How are you, Romo!? sapa Dusk.

" Praise God, good news, son! Father Paul is getting old. Long-life wrinkles began to appear on his shady face.

" How are you? Father Paul asked back.

" As Father saw, everything is fine! Smiling shows that he is okay.

" But something is making you restless and nervous! What's up, anyway? Father Paul could see the aura of anxiety in Dusk despite physically trying to smile and be happy.

" Maybe I am a little afraid and doubtful Mo, for soon I will start a new life.! honestly Dusk.

" Are you not ready to marry your partner? Ask Father Paul.

" I don't know Mo. When I was no longer young, I was ready to get married. But sometimes there is a bit of doubt.!

" Are you still not fully trusting with your partner now?

Dusk speechless. Think of the words of Father Paul.

" Aku.....! Dusk thought for a moment pondering it.

" Try asking your heart the deepest. Then listen to your conscience so that you find the right answer and confirm you! advice of Father Paul.

" Because your life choice is the only one that can determine it. Not anyone else. Learn to sharpen your heart and recognize your own conscience.!

The twilight permeated every word and utterance delivered by Father Paul.

" Go pray, beg His guidance. May you find the answer to all your heart's anxieties!

The advice of Father Paul. Every youth's words and sayings were always enlightening to him. Father Paul left Dusk alone to give him space and time to contemplate in his heart.

While Zein, after reading the message of Dusk, came a question in his mind.

"What's Dusk going to see Father Paul? Did something happen?

Indeed they are engaged, but it seems like Dusk still has doubts about him. Although Zein knew and could feel it but he always tried to convince himself that everything would be fine. He always tried to trust and respect her.

Because for him, Dusk is his true love. His heart was so happy when he was with Dusk.

The presence of Dusk gave him a spirit and strength that he did not obtain from any girl. Even from the women who used to be close to him.

Dusk is like inspiration and beauty that completes his imperfect life.

His days are always full of happiness surprises when together with Dusk. That was why Zein did not want to lose a Dusk.

" Dear, when will he come home? Let me come get you!

Message sent.

Zein waited, but there was no reaction from across. Maybe Dusk is busy so there are no incoming messages.

5 Minutes, 10 minutes no signs at all.

Zein put his phone in his pocket.

" Ping! notification of incoming messages.

Zein immediately grabbed his phone and immediately checked the incoming message.

Zein looks disappointed. It turns out the cellular operator's message.

It has been almost this whole day Dusk did not preach it at all. The message was not read and not answered.

" Here you are.....! Zein finally resigned. Just wait until Dusk himself who will contact him.

Zein is busy with her work.

Not long after, the phone rang. Zein quickly grabbed him and saw the name Dusk appear on his screen and immediately answered him.

" Hey, baby, how are you? "When are you coming home, I'll pick you up!? Honey wait there, don't go anywhere else! After saying so, Zein instantly turned off his phone. He immediately rushed. He'll go pick up Dusk at Father Paul's.

During the trip, Zein was so happy. It feels good to be able to meet his girlfriend after almost one day they did not meet. His longing for grief was unstoppable again. The woman had completely possessed every inch of her body. Filling the recesses of his heart without leaving empty space for the others.

Zein who was so excited was already impatient to meet her lover. But suddenly a black cat flashed in front of his car, making him startled and immediately stepped on the brakes with reflex. His chest hit the steering wheel so it hurt a little.

What the hell is going on? What sign is that? Ancient people said black cats were a bad omen. Although Zein was not a superstitious person, there was still anxiety in his heart because of the event.

After feeling safe, Zein continued on his way. The fear and uneasiness that had just approached him earlier, had already started to dissipate.

Not long after, Zein arrived at Father Paul's place. Zein parked his vehicle in the monastery grounds. Zein went straight to the monastery gate and pressed the doorbell.

5 Minutes the door opens. Father Paul came up from behind the gate.

" Good afternoon, Father! Cute Zein politely.

" Good afternoon! father Paul replied, but with a confused face.

" You're a friend of Dusk huh? Ask Father Paul.

" Yes, Father, let me introduce you to my name Zein. Dusk's fiancee! Zein introduced himself to Father Paul, as this was their first encounter.

" Oh, so you're called Zein.! What a good boy! father Paul said in a soft voice.

" But why are you here? Father Paul asked again.

" I want to pick up Dusk Romo. I promised to pick up Dusk here.! answer Zein.

Father Paul's forehead is confused.

" Picking Up Dusk? But Twilight was 30 minutes ago.! said Father Paul.

" Have you gone home? With who? Twilight called me and Dusk already agreed to be picked up by me Romo! Zein was surprised.

" Yes, Dusk did say that he would be picked up. But he said he would wait at the crossroads to enjoy the scenery around here because it has not been here for a long time and miss the atmosphere in this place.! Father Paul explained.

Zein's feelings were suddenly not calm. Worry filled his heart and mind at this moment.

Bad thoughts crossed him.

" Let's not let anything bad happen to Dusk.!

" But, all the way here I didn't see any Dusk Mo. There was no one I met along the road to this place! zein said with great concern.

His heart was not calm at this moment. Fear makes him anxious and anxious. Afraid that bad things will hurt her woman.

" Where should I look for him, Romo? Zein asked confusedly. Because he doesn't know what to do. He doesn't know this area very well.

" We'll look for him. I will come with you so that we can look for him together.! Father Paul gave me advice.

" Good Father! answer Zein.

They did not wait long for them to leave. Because if you wait any longer fear something bad will happen to Dusk.