Love At the End of Dusk
Life is Not About...

Life is not about.....

not about collecting value,

it's not about who your boyfriend is, your ex-girlfriend

or someone you haven't dated..

it's not about who you kissed,

what sport are you playing

or which young man or girl likes you.....

it's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin

or your residence or school.....

It's not even about your test scores, either,

which money, shirt or college accepts

or who doesn't accept you.....

Life is not about whether you have many friends,

or are you alone,

and it's not about whether you're accepted

or not accepted by your environment

Yet.....

Life is about who you love and who you hurt

about how you feel about yourself

about trust, happiness and compassion.....

Life is about avoiding jealousy,

overcoming indifference and building trust,

about what you said and you meant.....

about appreciating people for who they are

and not because of what he has

And foremost.....

life is about choosing to use your life

to touch the lives of others

in a way that cannot be replaced by any other means.....

I read these wise words over and over again. Makes me believe something that in this life I should be able to hone empathy, care, confidence, self-confidence, respect for yourself or others and other positive things so that my life is more meaningful and meaningful not only for myself but also for others.

As it is for the moment. When I was given a chance to receive love and attention from someone. Well, maybe not true love but at least there are hearts and feelings that are intertwined there. And all that I have to appreciate.

Just count the days when it will come. The people closest to me I have told you. Moreover, Father Paul who has promised to be the Priest who blesses the Blessing of My Marriage if I get married later. I looked at myself in the mirror. A face without regrets. Then I smiled at myself and I seemed to be saying to myself in the mirror,

" May you be happy at dusk. Dark events make it a weapon to build you up and pick up the happiness you hope for even if not the one you dream of."

Somewhere else.

Zein was with his friends. They were enjoying a night at a nightclub. That nightclub is not just any nightclub. The guests visiting this club are important upper middle class people. They are VVIP guests who receive special services. Not just anyone can get in there. The faces of the men who come to this place are also beautiful faces like models. Because they are the children of the rich or the conglomerates of that city. Their classy style is clearly different from the style of young people out there. It seems a very noticeable difference.

But even though Zein got along with rich people and conglomerates, his attitude and lifestyle were simple and not too flashy. His style is a little different from his friends. It's just that once in a while he gets together with his friends and hangs out together.

One of Zein's friends asks about her relationship with Anneth who suddenly reappears and wants to re-establish their romance

His other friends are also curious, considering that Zein has never been in a relationship with any girl.

" How about the continuation of your relationship with the beautiful Anneth bro?

Zein sipped a drink in his hand.

" It's over! answer's relaxed.

" But heard he's come back from the USA and ask for the same return? the other match.

" I don't have any interest in turning it back! The past is just the past.! his reply.

" Well, aren't you getting married to a new girl? timpal's another friend.

" Wahhhh... Did ya? ask the others curious.

" Wahhhh... Which girl is lucky to conquer your heart, bro? Search the others.

" I've sent the invite to each of you. You guys want to come or not the answer has to be.! zein said with a slightly threatening tone.

" Ouhhhhh...! exclaim his friends with a scared (pretending) expression.

" But by the way, can't we see the face of your prospective escort? Ask one of them.

"I don't have a picture! zein answered honestly.

" What's. Don't have a picture? At all? They were shocked to hear Zein's confession.

This is just a news story, a Zein who will marry a woman to be his wife but has no photo at all.

" Broo... Actually you are married to a woman of your own choice or someone is betrothed? To one of his friends.

"Yes, my own choice dong! replied Zein in his cue style.

"If you have a choice, there is no photo. You guys never dated, did you? You see, all this time we know that you don't have a boyfriend and have never dated. Suddenly I want to get married! Find others who don't want to miss information.

" Ntar also during the party you can see for yourself! said Zein.

" But we are also curious to see the face of your future wife. Her face is beautiful? Fits like you? All of you also want to know the type of girl your taste other than Anneth like what the hell? Ask others not to lose.

" You are like mak-mak in the market who likes to gossip! zein mocked his friends.

They laughed out loud at Zein's chattering.

It turns out that these metropolitan men also like to gossip. The world of gossip is not just for the Eve. For you Adam will not be left behind.