Love At the End of Dusk
The Memory that Reappears

Early in the morning Dusk was seen jogging around the residential complex. Last night's moment still lingers in his memory. Zein's handsome face and smile were still clearly lingering within his mind. After cleaning, Dusk wears neat and formal clothes. Today Dusk plans to go somewhere. His favorite place if he's happy and happy.

In the heart of Dusk humming. The song of love. Do not forget the small notebook that became the outpouring of his heart, when his heart was feeling something. Happy, sad, happy, sad, and like this moment. Feelings of falling in love. The sky was as bright as his heart. Dusk was somewhere so quiet and silent. A small forest outside the city. The natural scenery is very beautiful. There was a small lake in the middle of the forest. Because it is located far from the residential area, the location still looks clean and natural. Dusk will find a comfortable spot for him even if only to sit down while pouring his mind ideas on the white paper. There are several stage cottages for shelter if it rains. Actually this place is rarely visited by people, but there are certain times many people visit. As it is today, Dusk is alone. And of course it was a moment he loved very much.

But the clear sky suddenly turned cloudy. The white cloud turned black. The sky is so bleak. Nature seems unfriendly this time.

Dusk did not expect it would rain so he did not bring an umbrella as his protector from the rain. Rain that flushed without warning makes Dusk must be pounded to avoid the rain.

Fortunately there was a small pendopo available at the place. Dusk took cover under his roof. While waiting for the rain to subside, Dusk poured his feelings in his notebook. His fingers nimbly scratched the black ink of the pen on the white paper.

I screamed at the rain.

Today I hate the rain on level one.

He has taken away my freedom.

To take without pity my independence.

At the beginning of the day I was silent and resigned.

Letting him spill his passion or ambition.

Waiting for him to pass and leave.

Patience in cold and uncertain taste.

But for too long it did not peak at last.

Even more violently spewing out his anger.

I imagine a rebellious overflow of taste from the soul.

Endless protests for the results of his actions.

I hate the rain to level one.

Although my scream was swallowed by his roar.

And I dwell only in my resigned body.

Dusk stared at the roar of rain that roared wildly. The rain this time seemed to give him an inspiration he had not thought of. The series of words contained in his notebook does represent his current feelings.

Cold and sad. The atmosphere felt by the soul and body of Dusk. Moreover, he was only alone. The rain did not seem to be planning to stop immediately. Because the rush is still echoing ferociously.

It had been almost 2 hours of Dusk waiting and being alone in that place.

"When will this rain stop? ask myself to myself who will not get an answer.

I have been in this place for quite a while. There's no way I'm going home through such heavy rain. I'll definitely get soaked. But if I wait I don't know how long I'll be in this place.

And sadly again in this place there is no signal at all. I can't call anyone for help.

With a forced and heavy heart I can only move. Waiting and waiting are things I can do right now. To the point that I felt drowsy and finally fell asleep.

*Dreams.....!

Dusk is sitting on the swing. A man pushed the swing from behind quietly. It looked a tinge of happiness from his face Dusk. After being engrossed in swing play they both sat side by side on a long bench in that place. The hands of the two clasped together tightly and warmly. Then the man embraced the shoulder of Dusk and hugged him in his arms.

Dusk and his lover were enjoying the romantic atmosphere together. How happy the two men of God are. The man looked so affectionate to Dusk sincerely and lovingly. Seen from the soothing radiance of his eyes. And it was so clear from the way his gaze showed how much he loved the woman before him at the moment.

Even dusk has the same feeling as the man. There is no falsehood or pretence between them. Their love is so honest and sincere. Then the man stood up from where they were sitting. Wordlessly, soundlessly and selflessly, the man walked slowly. Away from the twilight and further away. The twilight that was still sitting sweetly could also only stare at the man stepping over as if unable to endure it. Her lips were confused to call her lover. Even the man stepped up without turning his head at Dusk. Step straight ahead, walk and keep going. Until the shadow disappears behind the white smoke. And he disappeared. His figure was no longer visible in that place. When the man had already disappeared, the voice of Dusk sounded calling,

" Don't go......!!!! *

And Dusk awoke from his sleep. His breath was wheezing like someone who was exhausted from just running around. Open his eyes wide. Seen around. He was still in the same place, alone without anyone. He realized he had just been dreaming. He just dreamed of someone. And that person is his past.

Jeremy Al Savio, Indo-Austrian-Chinese. Since the age of 9 years living in Indonesia with his parents. Meet with Dusk while attending the same High School with Dusk. At that time Dusk was also a new student who was a little difficult to adapt to the new environment. Jeremy is friendly and gentle, moved to see the shy attitude of Dusk that is difficult to get along with other friends. Jeremy also approached Dusk and invited him to get acquainted first which made the twilight a little more comfortable and calm. From then on they became even more close friends than friends.

Comfort and warmth make both of them happy and enjoy their togetherness during this time. And they were both nicknamed "Couple of the Year" version of the civitas school where they attended. Seeing their closeness and relationship so perfect. And at school graduation Jeremy also expressed feelings in his heart to Dusk. So that their relationship officially became a couple. Although at first there are some people who do not like and hate him especially hate Dusk which is considered inappropriate and unworthy for someone like Jeremy. Like "Beauty and the Beast" Dusk is the Beast. Not infrequently Dusk gets bullyan from people who do not like him. Especially those who from the beginning put their hearts on Jeremy but were completely ignored by Jeremy. Until Dusk is the target of their anger.

But Jeremy never let them bully Dusk. Jeremy will always appear to be the savior for Dusk. Of course this makes Dusk increasingly admire the figure of Jeremy in his heart.

Their relationship continued until college. During their relationship, the two of them were always normal. They always show a romantic attitude like a couple, but still within reasonable limits. Jeremy who is so caring, protective and always present at every opportunity, makes Dusk very special and so loving. Even Dusk had promised in his heart to never replace Jeremy from within his heart.

His love and love will only be given to Jeremy forever. That's why, Dusk always gives his time, his attention and everything for Jeremy's sake. Although Jeremy never asked for something strange or did something bad. That is why Dusk is convinced and increasingly convinced. Jeremy is not only a handsome man, but his heart and personality deserve a thumbs up.