Love At the End of Dusk
Learn To Love.

"I was silent in the ripples of the mind that wanted to be spoken.

Letter by letter knitted without meaning locked quietly.

Finally lost with fret that never disappears.

I want to speak with honesty that hides in the dark."

God darling.

Waking up from her beautiful dream. Tonight his sleep was so good.

" Ohh, I slept so well tonight. And my dreams are beautiful too. " Light smiled at him himself.

" Why yes, my heart is so happy? I think today I will feel happiness.

I immediately got up from my bed, then washed myself to be more fresh and excited. After that I prepared my favorite breakfast. Because my stomach has been struggling with hunger ever since.

I imagined my last days doing things I would normally do alone. Later I will get married, I will no longer be alone. Someone will accompany me through the days together. Although I don't know what kind of life we're going through.

I had a discussion with the boss first and fortunately he supported my decision. Although it was actually hard for him to let go of me. Because all this time he always felt proud and satisfied with my work.

But for the sake of my future he never refused my request. The important thing is that I am happy with my decision.

With lighter and happier steps, I headed to the office. Along the way to the office was unceasingly a smile splattered from my lips. The weather this morning was so warm and sunny. Adding to her joyous mood in my heart. For some reason, even though I realized what I was getting married for, I did not feel sad or disappointed. I knew very well that we did not love each other then, but there was such a belief that love would come in its time.

Maybe I think too optimistic but I just try to believe that as long as we still have hope, dreams and ideals we will certainly be able to achieve.

The blue sky, white clouds, bright rays of the sun add to its splendid vibrancy today. The dark shadows of the past that always haunts me slowly I try to banish from my life. I want everything to be better. Trying to be the best not just for me but for him.

Even if later this relationship must end when there is no happiness in it, I will continue to live it with sincerity.

I think of a universe that is always friendly to me. The gentle breeze that greeted my skin and the whistling of the little birds between the trees seemed to comfort my soul and body. For too long I have been wallowing in loneliness, shackled in the wounds of the bath, imprisoned in a vacant wait. And now there is an opportunity for me to enjoy the gift of life. He tasted it thanks to the Giver of Grace.

I kindly and courteously greet everyone I meet. Giving a sweet and beautiful smile from my heart. Today's happiness is a special joy in my life. I feel loved by those I don't know.

In my mind right now, I was in a beautiful country, full of colorful flowers that were blooming. Simphoni nature set a peaceful tone. Really am. God is really dear. I jumped up and down dancing a little expressing the joyous atmosphere in my heart.