Love At the End of Dusk
The Moon in Love
...My moon is in love......
...Look at the sky, please,...
...as the clouds disappear from the horizon,...
...when the sky is deep blue,...
...when the stars are studded with light....
...Go to the top of the mountain of hope,...
...Armed with faith even as big as a mustard seed,...
...Throw down your body and soul in the expanse of happiness,...
...although suffering comes in turn....
...Your day is our day, my day,...
...Dreams are not just about achieving success,...
...not the ambition and ego we adore,...
...just sharing the happy and hope that we hack....
...The sun gives an orange color with its warm rays,...
...the star radiates its luster with its beautiful bias,...
...the moon reflects its light with its peaceful reflection....
...My moon is in love, my,...
...not blue, red or white,...
...Don't look at the eyes,...
...but taste with heart....
...My moon is in love....
The twilight reflected in his private room. Reflecting on her love story that goes up and down like a reanglala. Sometimes it is at the peak of the casmaran, flowering, radiant blooms in spring. Or sometimes it's down at the bottom of the cold, dark inner depths. But that doesn't mean he isn't grateful. Because all of that makes him a more mature person in assessing and dealing with his life problems.
As of this moment, he should be very grateful to be loved by a Zein. The man who is the dream of every woman. Not only handsome face, rich face, perfect body is most important again his soft and loving heart. Although impressed as a man who is cold and arrogant character but when he has loved a woman then the character turned 360 degrees. With him Dusk never experienced loneliness or felt neglected. Because at all times Zein will always try to give attention and affection to Dusk.
Dusk will never feel the thirst for affection. With various ways and efforts Zein will try to please the heart of Dusk. As an expression of his sincere love.
But somehow the current Twilight felt something empty within her. Dusk cannot lie to his heart and his feelings. For a while, it was as if it did not miss love. From Zein or from anyone. It was as if what he wanted right now was to be alone and secluded. Not because there is no love anymore. But the love he felt right now was a universal love.
The love between men and women that has been intertwined all this time is like yawning with the wind. And should he be honest with Zein? Not to end the relationship, but just to express honesty. It was up to how Zein judged and what would be his decision. Dusk just doesn't want to be in a relationship peppered with lies.
But would Zein be able to understand and understand the meaning? Dusk does not want to pretend to love like love a couple, love two human beings who are burning and soul-stirring. Maybe this can happen because before Dusk did receive the love of Zein sincerely but his own heart has not fully loved Zein. Not because of his love for Jeremy. Because Jeremy to him is just the past.
Or was this a test of his love for Zein? The test of the sanctity of their love. Will they stick with the love they believed in as true love? Or is it indeed Dusk still has not found his true love that deserves to occupy the space in his heart.
Dusk wanted to be frank with Zein but there was a feeling of fear in his little heart. Afraid that the man would not accept it and become angry. Seeing Zein's temperament that easily evaporates anger. Plus the last incident with Jeremy at the restaurant. Maybe later he concluded that all this was because of Jeremy's presence.
Does Dusk have to wait for the right time? Just leave it like this for a while. Yes who knows maybe this is just a momentary feeling because of Zein's overly possessive and overprotective attitude towards him. And it could turn back into the same love she once felt.
The twilight sighed heavily. It seems like the burden of his mind is so heavy. Want to talk to someone, but with whom? Who could understand and understand the uneasiness of his heart at this moment.?
His friends would hunt him down, calling him a girl who was ungrateful. How not? Already have a perfect girlfriend like Zein, but instead feel selling expensive. Everything's going to go awry.
But Dusk is Dusk. He knows better what he is going through, what he is feeling? She's not a girl who needs to be dictated to decide what's on her mind.
It may honestly feel bitter and painful. But it's better than having to pretend that everything's okay.
Dusk has decided. The watch on his left wrist. It's still 19:15 . Zein must be home by now. So he'll meet her directly. With her favorite blue sweater, her hair was draped with an ornate French Beret hat on her head. It looks cute but still elegant.
His online taxi order was already waiting at the gate. It only took 15 minutes for the taxi to arrive at its destination.
Dusk came down and pressed the doorbell of the luxury house.
5 Minutes later the door opened. One of the household assistants immediately invited Dusk in. Because he knew Dusk well and not the first time Dusk came to Zein's house.
Dusk went straight to Zein's private room. Zein had already reminded Dusk, if he came to his house he would not need to wait for him in the living room but directly come to his room.
Then Dusk went straight to Zein's room. Dusk took a breath before he knocked on the door of the room.
Twilight knocked three times. A minute later the door opened. When he saw Dusk behind the door, Zein immediately hugged him with a happy and happy feeling.
" Dear, why don't you call me first to tell me you want to come ? He pulled out his hand and sat him on the edge of his bed.
" I'm sorry I came so suddenly! speak as usual.
" You miss me, right? seductive Zein with her mischievous yet very sweet smile.
Dusk smiled happily. Zein always tried to please her.
Seeing the twinkle of love and happiness in the eyes of Zein made the heart of Dusk as if it did not dare to say his point and the true purpose of his arrival tonight.
How could he possibly hurt that heartfelt and happy Zein? Wouldn't he have been so evil that he said what he was feeling right now?
Of course there is only guilt. Dusk immediately hugged Zein. Hugged him warmly. He poured out the feelings in his heart with a hug of warmth. He tries to rediscover his wandering love. Dusk hoped that with that embrace the love in Zein's heart flowed back into his soul and body. And filled his heart. So that he does not need to convey words that are not good to say because it will hurt the heart of a good man like Zein.
Zein who was a little confused by the unusual attitude of Dusk made her wonder what the woman was feeling. Zein returned the embrace of Dusk more warmly and affectionately. The outpouring of love and unfortunately that was so deep through his embrace. Dusk closed his eyes trying to feel the vibration of love that Zein was streaming to him. Even the twilight did not leave the door of his heart closed. With all his heart opened wide the door of his heart, so that the love of Zein freely entered the space of his heart. While hugging Dusk, Zein kissed the head of Dusk with his mesra. Zein is a romantic man who knows how to give comfort and affection to his partner. Although a little slow and slow but gradually twilight as if to feel the little vibrations that vibrate his heart. It is not difficult to find that vibration of love as long as our heart is willing to open it and accept it sincerely. The deck is getting tighter, warmer and deeper full of love.
