It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
If I Were Not Selfish with My World

"Papa" I said after a long time that Andre and I were silent, "Where is my father?" ask me why there was no Papa when he opened his eyes, "Your father, hmm" replied Andre hesitated, "Which father?" I began to worry, "Patience yes" said Andre hesitated, "Your father is operating" replied Andre who made me shocked and confused, I was in an accident but why Papa is operating. "Put, where are you going" cried Andre preventing me from getting out of bed, "I want to find my Papa" I replied by shouting as well. "Non" called Indra when he entered the room and saw Andre holding me by hugging, rushed Indra to "Let go of your hand" he loudly told Andre and immediately hugged me, "Silent Non, please, Papa is good" said Indra to calm me who had started crying because confused and anxious to think about the whereabouts of Papa and said Andre just now.

"You only realized after three days of Non's coma, so please calm down" Indra pinta after releasing her embrace that makes me realize that in this room it's just me with Indra, "Andre?" I asked in my heart, he was no longer in this room. "Koma?" I'm surprised, "Three days?" I was confused because I had been in the hospital for three days. "Papa, Mbul?" my question continued to be curious, "Papa shock saw you roll in the car right in front of his eyes, he had a heart attack at that time" explained Indra who was very hearty, "Heart attack" I shouted in panic, "Calm Non" Indra said holding me back, "You are just past a critical period, so please for your Papa, calm down" Indra's pinta hugged and broke my tears, who was afraid to think about Papa's situation. Long enough I cried to make myself unconscious, "Non" said Indra as I opened my eyes limply, "Papa's cheese can be moved from the ICU to the ward, but I can't, I've booked a room that can be with you. So be patient" he explained asking that I only think about the condition of recovery, the weak condition now makes my eyes begin to fall limp. When I opened it again, I saw Indra sleeping sitting beside the bed holding my hand. His face looked tired, I stroked his hair which made Indra wake up, "Non" he said slowly, "I'm scared to death" he said softly while kissing his hand and began to shed tears on my hand. "My life seems to stop" he continued, "Don't you ever leave me Non" he asked with his head lowered.

Today Papa was transferred to the inpatient room that Indra had ordered, both with me. My heart was racing waiting for Papa to come into this room, "Papa" I said softly as the nurse walked in pushing the bed full of hoses and auxiliary devices. I saw from beside Papa's pale face with my eyes closed, tears I could not stand even without the sound of crying. My little heart saw Papa, the man I last saw gallantly from behind now lying helpless and unconscious. I wanted to hold her hand, but my condition was just as helpless. I had a fractured spine from my neck to my tailbone and had to bed rest for a month to recover after a bone splicing operation. "All my mistakes" I said softly regretting why I went down that road, "Put" said Yanti slowly from the door, "Yan" replied and began to cry. "Patience, patience" he whispered as he hugged me tightly, "You must be strong" he continued cheering me on by tightening my arms.

"Please sir" I said to Mr. Edi asking for help to sell the house now occupied, because only this is the only one I can sell, he said, all Papa's cars except his Off Road car have been sold to cover the company's debt. "Where does the princess want to live?" ask Mr. Edi who I have not answered because suddenly Indra came from behind to greet me, "New until?" ask me to reply with a smile, trying to cover up the distress I was going through. "Here" the pull took me to the saung in front of leaving Mr. Edi on the basketball court, "What's wrong?" I was confused, "You believe me, right?" ask her seriously, "Let me help you?" he continued to offer himself, "There's not much I can help, but I can maximize it to be a place to exchange your mind to find a way out" he explained seriously. "Papa I'm going to get out of the hospital, so I can take care of myself and reduce the cost" I told Indra after accepting his offer to be the place where I exchange ideas, "This house I'm going to sell, I will find a small house for me to live in together with Papa" I continued telling my plan, "I will continue school in this city, responsibility if I stop now" explained I while staring at Indra, I don't know what Indra saw from my face when she revealed all those plans, she immediately hugged me tightly. "I'm next to you, whatever happens" whispered her breaking my cry. It's very heavy at the moment, it's a lot harder because I don't know what. "If I wanted to know a little about Papa's company" I lamented, "If I wanted to know a little about life" I continued disappointed myself for being selfish all this time, isolate yourself from the lives of the closest people, especially Papa. Asik slumped with a miserable life after Pongky left, "What should the Princess do Pa?" ask me slowly to Papa who still closed his eyes.