It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
The Last Choice of My Life

Finally the time has come for us to move, Papa and Mama will leave today, then I will follow two days later accompanied by Mr. Edi. "Bapa will come to Jakarta?' ask me to Mr. Edi after releasing Papa Mama to go to Jakarta, "Yes, want to do Mr. here. You are more comfortable with coming to Jakarta" he replied without burden, as if it was the best choice of his life. "Let's get out" Taehin asked on the phone, asking me to leave the house. "Hi" he said as I opened the gate, "Let's go in" he continued, letting me ride in his car. "Where are we going?" ask me when the car started to walk away from the housing complex, "Tomorrow you have left for Jakarta, so let's go around the city" he replied with a smile. Arriving somewhere, like a warehouse but "Indra Car" I said slowly, "Yes, Indra is waiting for you inside" Taehin replied when he heard my words. "Indra?" I was confused, "He begged me to pick you up and drive you here" Taehin replied limply, "I picked you up in two hours" Taehin said, telling me to go into the warehouse. I who was still confused and curious, began to walk slowly to the door of the warehouse and opened it, "Hi Non" said Indra who stood in front of a table of two benches, decorated complete with dishes and candles on it. "Why? You didn't expect it, did you?" ask her with pride for my reaction to seeing this scene, "Yes, because it doesn't fit the place" I answered with a smile. "Let's sit down" she asked, "You like this food, right?" ask her while putting food on my side, "Hmm" I said yes.

"Remember my words yes Non" he said on the sidelines of the conversation reminiscing about how we ended up together after all the events that happened to me, plus the time that we thought was long enough to be able to maintain each other's feelings, "Yes" I reply quickly. "Maybe we've the same know the end of this relationship, but there's no harm in us trying" he continued, "Wouldn't it hurt more Mbul?" ask me slowly, imagining the end of a stifling chest but being able to stop the tears from flowing, "Yes, it must be more painful. But later will not make us regret, because we will make peace with the circumstances and time" he explained. "When is Mbul?" ask me wondering when we'll be like this, "Until the time" he replied in a desperate tone as it was like waiting for a time bomb to explode. "Don't think about it, just think about how we spend our time staying together until the time comes" he explained. "Mbul" I said between overwhelmed and anxious to think of his strange plan later.

"Come" he asked by reaching out to me clenched, "I have another surprise for you" he said enthusiastically while holding me out of the warehouse, "Wah" said I was surprised to see a seat in the middle of the garden shed, which is a place, adorned with flickering lights on the edges, "We're sitting there, will you?" indra asked me to accompany her to sit on the bench, "Come on" I replied while pulling her. "Non" said Indra, who made me turn to her as I looked at the stars in the sky, "What is this?" I was surprised to see his hand holding a small object that was slowly pinned to the little finger of the right hand. "I'll tie your pinkie, as a sign that if we part, remember me at every last option of your life" he said calmly, "Maybe I'll never be your priority, and maybe you won't be my main goal either. But I hope you remember, if I will always be ready to be the last choice of your life and vice versa" he explained in a soft and brickly. "I'm sorry Non" he asked sincerely, "I made you have to experience this situation" he continued regretting having struggled to get my heart and confession that finally had to be thrown away. "It's not our fault Mbul and I have no regrets about having to experience it" I replied wisely trying to ease Indra's guilt and neutralize our last atmosphere in this city.

Arriving when I left this city, it felt heavy especially after what I had experienced. Many events have unwittingly shaped my character and thought patterns in the face of the constraints of adolescence, which, the character of a successful and well-known entrepreneur's only child slowly fades into an only child character who must fight for his own future with what he is in order to later become someone to be proud of. The mindset of "There's Papa, there's Mama" also changed to "I should be able to for Papa Mama's sake". It's not bad the changes I'm going through right now, even I'm grateful to be able to experience that process maybe a little faster than it should be, "My life is all about me, whether good or bad. So I have to properly think before deciding which way to go" my mind encourages itself. A sad past is not always sad, a beautiful past is not always pleasant. "Yes, I can't blame time and circumstances for what I'm going to experience going forward. But I have to be able to make things right now will be fine in the future" continued I convince myself not to be discouraged from living life as difficult as any later.

"Goodbye Pongky, if there is an age I will visit you again" I said softly as I said goodbye to Pongky's tomb before continuing to Jakarta, "Mba, we are leaving now" pinta pak Edi who accompanied me, "Come sir, we continue the journey" I reply to the spirit. We continued our journey, passing through the middle of the city towards the border. Arrived, "What's the matter, sir" I asked in shock to the driver when suddenly the car stopped, "Nak Indra mba" replied Edi who was sitting next to the driver. Spontaneously I open the car door and get out, "Mbul" I said I saw Indra coming out of his car that was blocking us, who without returning a greeting directly hugged me. "Non" he said softly, "Promise you'll stay where you are until I come?" pinta was anxious, "Yes Mbul" I answered quickly to relieve her obvious anxiety. "Why Mbul?" my question began to worry, "I'll fight, you just keep my place by your side until the end" he replied which made me anxious. "Mbul" said I, confused by her attitude, "I love you, love you so much" she replied, "I am trying so hard to face today, but I can't. I can go crazy" he continued in an honest tone only this time I heard, a tone of anxiety, fear and confusion. "Mbul" I said calmly as I showed the ring on my little finger, "The last choice of my life" he said last night. "Whatever happens, in the future you and I will be the last choice of our lives" explained I convince Indra if indeed the harsh reality that had been expected to happen no longer need to be feared.