It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
Dead Key

"Inget ya Put, don't ignore me" Giri said before I got out of his car, "Argh, why so this" I lamented in my heart as I walked into the house. "Night" I said to Mama Papa sitting at the dinner table, "Where are you from?" mama asked in her introverted tone, "Road around the complex" I replied while kissing Papa's cheek. "Where is the control?" ask me gently to Papa and answered Papa with a nod of his head while trying to smile. "All will be well" I whispered in Papa's ear before moving to the second floor to the room. In the room, "What should I do now?" ask yourself with doubt. Doubting what I really want for my future, not doubting my feelings for Indra because of Giri's presence. "Ahh, just go for it" I said desperately while covering my face with a pillow. "Jalan Ma first" said after getting a message from Indra if he had reached the front of the house, "Send whom?" mama asked quickly while looking at the car parked in front of the house, "Indra" I answered while kissing Mama's hand sign of goodbye. "Hey" I said as I opened Indra's car door, "What am I not saying to Mama?" he asked in an anxious tone, "What's wrong, just to go home and meet Mama" I replied flatly, "I'm late" continued I convinced Indra to meet Mama when between me again. "Big is also the campus" said Indra when parking in front of my prospective campus building, "Yes yes" reply I realized that the University I chose was not an ordinary private University, but I did not, but including the largest private university in Jakarta. "Well the queue is long too" my inner self looked at the queue of prospective students at the registration form return counter, "Want me to buy you a drink?" asked Indra who accompanied me in line, "May" I replied gently. "Put" said someone from my left side, "Andre" I replied in shock because the one who called me was Andre, "You go to college here?" ask me in a happy tone of disbelief to meet Andre here, "No, I'm with friends" he replied with a smile with a look of disbelief as well. "You alone?" continued Andre asked who immediately made me speechless, "Hey" said Indra from behind us, "Hey" Andre replied with a forced smile. "Taught here too?" indra asked flatly, "No" replied Andre, "But it will" Andre continued while glancing at me with a smile full of plans. "Your phone is still the same, right?" andre asked as he took the phone from my hand, "This is my new number, the old one is gone" he said, giving me back my phone, "That's why I can't call you" he explained, "I'll call you again" he continued, waving a sign.

It has been a long time since the car left the campus parking lot, but not a single word was spoken from Indra's mouth or from my mouth. The suddenly awkward atmosphere, "Huft, is so uncomfortable" my inner self complained, "What do we want to eat?" ask me in a calm tone trying to melt the atmosphere, "I'm not hungry, I take you home just yes" replied Indra refused to invite me in a flat tone that made me feel a little offended, "Why get angry, so I can not do this, I met Andre on purpose" I complained in my heart. The way Indra drives starts to look if he is upset, "Stop Mbul" I said firmly with a slightly high tone, "Stop this car" I continued while pointing towards the left shoulder of the road. "Why?" he asked without looking at me as soon as the car stopped, "Give me a ride, I get down here" I explained as I opened the car door and went out to a stop not far from where Indra stopped his car. Long enough I stood at the stop, and Indra just watched from inside the car without trying to get to me. "He thinks who he is, can get angry at will" my inner voice exasperated, "What am I up to at home?" I continued confused, because I did not know what to ride a public vehicle to get home. "trut trut trut" my phone reads, "Sorry Non" Indra said after I picked up her phone, "Let me drive you home" he continued, "No thanks" I replied while turning off his phone. Not long after the call, Indra got out of the car and came up to me, "Come on Non" he said, making everyone at the stop glance at me, "Well, it happened" I said in my heart to guess the thoughts of all those people looking at me and Indra. Finally I followed Indra's door, rather than being embarrassed in front of everyone at the stop. "Where's the car key?" I asked in front of Indra's car hood, "Why?" indra replied asking back in confusion, "I'm driving" I replied with a serious look, Indra who already understood my nature without hesitation gave her car keys. "I'm jealous" she said shortly after the car started running, "Honestly, my position is not safe in your heart yet. I have a dead key that can make you leave me" he continued which made me remember the safe zone, "I'm afraid, afraid to lose you" he explained softly which made me momentarily turn my head to see Indra bow her head. "Astagah, what I'm doing" I couldn't bear to see Indra like that. I stopped the car on the side of the road, "Mbul" called me while tilting to face Indra who was shocked to see me stop the car, "Our relationship from the beginning is not a relationship that is in a safe zone, but we're trying to make it a safe zone, even though we know it's just as unlikely" I said, starting a conversation I've been wanting to say for a long time, "Until when, we don't know" I continued in a desperate tone. "When you ask me about my future plans, I'm honestly confused. Because my future is not just to continue school until becoming a scholar, but how the end of this relationship in the future", "I am not getting younger every year, the demands of life are not as easy and easy as they used to be" obviously I'm not in between Indra, "I don't want you to waste your future coming at me, because I also do not want to waste my time for things that I can make sure will not end according to my throne" I said with a sense of relief, hoping Indra felt the same way. "I understand Non" Indra replied while holding my hand, "Your jealousy is not important at this time, because without jealousy our relationship is without a definite direction" I said in a soft tone, "The key to death is not only in you, but it's in me", "We're like a bomb that can go off in time" my words try to calm Indra if our relationship is not a mistake that will only be sad or a burden on one side. "If indeed we are a match and a miracle belongs to us, I am sure Andre or anyone else will not be important to us" said my last words implying the end of my relationship with Indra.

"Lega and strange" I said in my heart as I walked home. I forbade Indra to drive me home, to prevent Mama's questions. Especially after our conversation that finally made us both give up. "tinn" the sound of the horn from behind, I turned back and "New home" said Mama Giri, "Yes Aunt" I replied politely, "Aunty just got home shopping, wanna have dinner with Auntie?" it made me confused to refuse. "Giri is going to his father's office, he is starting to enter the office, an internship" said Mama Giri explained why there is no Giri at home. Giri was 3 years older than me, so it was appropriate that he entered the workforce. "Well, so deh" continued Mama Giri while serving food for us to eat together, "You're an only child huh?" she asked, "Yes Aunt" I replied with a smile. "Later get the sister of Giri aja, Giri's sister there are two but died one 4 years ago, now live one live with his Papa" continued Mama, which makes me confused in his last sentence. "Ma" called Giri as he entered the house from the clean kitchen door that penetrated into the garage, "Put" he said surprised to see me sitting at the table eating his house. "Mama asked the Princess to eat here" explained Mama because she saw Giri who was confused why I could get to her house. "Good, you two should start getting used to each other" she said shamelessly as she pulled the bench next to me. "I take you home" said Giri after I say goodbye to his mother, "I want to walk, the night air here is very comfortable" reply Giri to prevent taking his car keys. "Okay, I'll take you on foot" he continued with a smile. "What's up?' he asked shortly after we exited the cluster towards the main road, "What's wrong" I replied with a smile forced to try to cover up the feeling of pain, disappointment and sadness because of the incident earlier this afternoon with Indra. I can't deny it, I'm heartbroken. My separation from Indra was not due to the third person, especially because of the change in our feelings for each other, but because of circumstances. "My inner "dead key" realized the cause of our separation.