It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
Indra Liaison Word
"Wait for me in Jakarta" I said repeating Indra's sentence on a piece of paper that Taehin had given earlier, "What is he planning?" my mind asked itself curiously. "The letter's done, so when can we move sir?" ask Mama on the phone with someone, "OK, please be prepared everything" Mama continued before hanging up the phone. "When do we move?" ask me as soon as Mama finishes calling, "Maybe two more weeks. Why?" mama answered, asking me why I want to know, "Where do we live?" I continued to ask, "In the house Mama is" Mama replied with a smile to hear my stupid question, "Papa no longer has a house in Jakarta" My mind understood the reason Mama answered with a smile. "In the end what Papa fought for, the results of his hard work ran out instantly" I said softly in my heart while accompanying Papa in the room. "Pa, sorry Princess yes" I said slowly as Papa opened his eyes to look at me, "All because of the Princess" I continued to be brick and arrived my hand was held by Papa, spontaneously making me who lowered my gaze back Papa. Papa's tears began to flow, "Papa" broke my tears instantly. Long enough we cried each other until Papa fell asleep, "You and Papa are not a burden on Mama, but part of Mama's life" said Mama from the tv room as I exited the room, "Ma" my reply was shocked to hear the word he said, "Maybe it's time Mama and Papa were forced to give up" he continued, which can be quintessential to give up because of the circumstances. "Mama and Papa have tried enough to defend against time for the sake of the extended family, now is the time for us to give up" he explained with a smile.
"Where are you?" ask me to Indra on the phone, "I'm in front of your house" she replied casually, "What" I shouted in shock, "I'm out now" I replied as I rushed out of the room, "Don't Non" pinta Indra quickly stopped my steps out of the room, "Just shut up in your place and listen to my words" he continued slowly, "Have you eaten? How's your test result? Don't be sick, Non. Don't sleep at night. Don't forget I always look at you" he said softly asking the situation and asking me to endure which made me unable to hold back tears. "Are we giving up, Mbul?" I stammered, "It's too excruciating for me to feel and too heavy for me to think about" I continued slowly. "Don't Non" he replied spontaneously with a firm tone, "This is just the beginning of Non, don't give up before we fight. It's not fair Non" he continued begging, "I'll be next to you, even if you can't see me" he explained. "I want to see you Mbul" I said slowly, "Yes, me too. Patience first yes, I will find a way" he said giving me hope, "You are good yes, later I call again" he continued before turning off the phone. Surprised by the phone disconnecting suddenly, I opened the window curtain and saw Indra from the side, walking away from the window of my room. "Can I?" slow down while crying under the pillow.
"At the beginning of the month we move" said Mama at dinner, "Yes" I reply flat. "Have you met Indra?" asked Mama who made my appetite disappear, "Not yet" I replied slowly. "What can you do to ease your feelings?" mama continued to ask, "Don't be harbored and felt alone, it's not your fault if all this happens" Mama explained reassuringly so that I don't get too bad. "Ma, what should the Princess do now?" ask me while lowering your head, "Enjoy all the feelings you feel, even though it hurts so much to stifle your chest and makes you want to stop crying because it will not change the situation" replied Mama who resuscitated me, right now I can only enjoy all the pleasure and pain, follow the time, set my heart to the worst end. "Can't we change Ma's situation?" tanyaku hopes to change the end, "Either, because until now Mama is also still trying to change the state of the end of your life" realistic answer Mama. "Everybody alive must be facing the situation as you are facing now, but different objects and predicates" explained Mama, "Living a subject who must be good at finding a connecting word", "What is the past form, what is the past form, now or the future. And whether a verb or an adjective" Mama explained with a parable so I could understand.
Long enough we hugged, "Come" she walked again while holding my hand. "You don't need to be afraid and confused when moving later. I will definitely find you" he said confidently, "Right now, all I need is your strength to support me fighting" he continued, "I mean?" I asked confused, "You're quiet enough in your place, let me fight and approach you" he explained. "But?" I asked worriedly, "I won't let you experience unpleasant situations and pressures, so stay quiet in your place until I come to pick you up" he replied seriously. "What is Indra thinking and planning, why am I not included?" I ask in my heart, this is my life, my struggle. "I want you to focus on keeping my place next to you" he said, which confused me even more, "If you're struggling, too, then we will both be tired and finally forced to give up because no one gives support" he continued, "Then you have to defend my position to stay beside you" explained Indra who made me understand her plan. "Defend to keep the position" said I realized the connecting word chosen Indra combined between verbs and adjectives, "Is this the max Mama?' ask myself while looking at Indra from the side as we walked side by side.
