It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
I Want My Old Life

"This is the form, you fill in yes" pinta Mama when submitting a new student registration form, at one of Jakarta's famous private universities, "But Putri wants to try Ma first" I reply, trying to figure out how to get out of your mom's house. Not that I am not happy to be able to gather one more house with Papa Mama, but there are so many adaptations that I have to live to be able to make the situation comfortable. Honestly, I don't want to adapt right now. "Daughter confused Pa, our way of life is different from Mama's. If the Princess has to follow the way of life Mama, it is not the time and will take a long time" I said slowly when combing Papa's hair, "Papa know what kind of struggle we survive right? How do we change the character and the way of thinking to survive" I continued, given the toughest moment of the beginning left by Mama, we were forced to leave Jakarta without bringing anything. Papa's business condition at that time just fell, plus Mama who suddenly decided to go to the service abroad, without Mama knowing we were ostracized by a large family. In order to keep my mind, Papa decided to take me away from Jakarta. It is not easy for Papa, caring for, educating and building his business from scratch in a new place especially in the area. If you remember that time, I wish I had never been born, because it only made Papa's burden. Finally Papa educated me hard and had made me a doll, it all unconsciously has formed a character and mindset different from girls my age and carried away until now.

"This is a member card sport club, if you want to go there" said Mama while giving a member card, "Sport club" reply me slowly, "Yes, the building in the middle after the main gate" clear Mama detailed. "Princess is out for a moment, wants to swim" said my message to Mama to thank her for the card. "Sepi" said slowly when entering the Sport club to the swimming pool which is in the middle between the fitness room and the tennis court adjacent to the basketball court. "Argh" my voice finished the 3-round swim, "Sore" greet someone from above the pool where I stopped, "Hey" reply to Giri who stood by the pool brought me the towel that was on the seat. "Oh body too?" I was relaxed while drying my hair, "No" he replied politely, "I saw your car parked, then it stopped by" he explained. "Oh, have you done anything yet?" my teasing question made Giri smile shyly, "Funny face" my inner self inwardly. "I'm waiting for you to rinse" she said as I headed to the shower room, "I'll take you to dinner" she continued with a blush that I replied with a smile.

"Where do you eat?" ask me when greeting Giri who was sitting in the lobby of Sport club, "Your car is staying here only yes" he replied without answering my question and asked to ride his car. "Where are we going?" ask me again after his car walked away from the sports club parking lot, "My friend just opened the cafe, we went there" he replied, "But I wear clothes like this" I continued to be surprised to hear the plan that did not match the shorts, T-shirts and Hoodie jackets that I was wearing at this time. "Hmm, your style is cool" he explained as he glanced at the shoes I was wearing, my clothes sign is semi-formal and worthy to go to his friend's cafe. "Gir" called someone as we got out of the car in the cafe's parking lot, "Hey, how are you" he replied kindly and politely, "It turns out he's not shy, but it's his style" my mind realized that Giri's nature was like that to everyone, "Humbble" I continued in my heart while looking at Giri chatting with his friends. "This is Princess. My boyfriend" he said introducing and informing me of my status, "His girlfriend" said I was shocked in my heart while glancing sharply at his face with a smile to maintain the image. "Well, it turns out Giri once hanging out immediately bring a girlfriend" chirped his friend who made other friends tease each other while laughing. "I'm sorry" said Giri slowly as we sat at the prepared table, "Take advantage of me tonight" I replied as I looked back at him and replied by looking at me, "I don't mind" I continued with a smile that made Giri misbehaved and awkward because I did not expect the response I gave. The current atmosphere is so pleasant, friends Giri flat friends come from upper-class families who are trying their own business. Their conversation really made me understand the new world, my inner "New environment" realized where I am now.

"Where from?" asked Mama in an anxious tone, "Swimming continue to eat" I replied casually, "This is Jakarta, you can not just go out of the house and go home until night without news" said Mama with a slightly high tone, said, indicates the level of worry. "Not worried, but reminding the rules of her home" my mind assesses the attitude of Mama who is too late to be shown as a mother, "This attitude should be applied during growth" I continued in my heart with a little disappointment and without replying said Mama directly walking up to the second floor, into the room. "Until when do I feel like this to Mama?" ask myself, "I hate this situation" I continued softly, "I want my old life, alone with Papa" I explained as I began to shed tears.