It's Not Our Mistake #Princess Story 2
If You Have to Give Up, Give Up Without Regretting

"I don't know what you guys are fighting about, but please don't go in front of my school" I said firmly, "Non" Indra replied worriedly because she felt I was avoiding this morning, "I'm fine, I'm fine, so please stop worrying about me" I asked seriously, "Put" said Taehin, "Don't embarrass me dong" I replied with a smile. "Let's go home" asked Andre who suddenly pulled my arm from behind, "Andre" I said slowly, "We go home now" he replied flatly without stale bases to Indra and Taehin, directly lead me to his car. Along the way, my eyes did not stop seeing Andre driving. Suddenly his car stopped on the side of the road after quite far from my school, "From now on, I will try to grab the attention of your eyes and heart from Indra" he said firmly without seeing me at all and continued on his way home. "Get in" asked me after I got to the front of the house, "Yes" he replied and immediately got out of the car. "What do you want to drink?" I asked after letting Andre sit in the guest room, "What the hell" he replied with a smile. "Just now" I replied and immediately headed for the living room, where a clean kitchen was joined by the tv room and dining room. At first glance I saw Andre looking at the photo on the living room sideboard, "Hmm" my broom made a serious Andre look at my photo of the Putra Putri Regency race time. "You're beautiful" she said softly as she sat back down, "Thank you" I replied politely in a seductive tone, "Why are you?" asked Andre suddenly, "Dikamar" I replied confused, why Andre suddenly asked Papa news.

"Why has it since I realized, you've never seen me again?" ask me to start the conversation, "I'm a man, Indra is also a man" he replied as well as the answer at that time, "Why are you at the scene and help me?" I was wondering, if the reason is he and Indra are men then why Andre became the first person to help me. For a moment Andre was silent while looking at me who was serious waiting for his answer and explanation, "Because I don't want to lose you" he replied with a real facial expression, "This is a different situation, this is different, if when you are with Indra I will only admire and see from afar without you knowing. But at the time of the incident, what I felt was just not wanting to lose you" he explained honestly amazed me, "Then now?" I asked for an explanation of his attitude earlier in front of Indra and Taehin, "So I pictured that Indra has made your life uncomfortable again" he replied while nodding his head, "I once said, no, no, precisely threatening Indra if it makes you uncomfortable then I will go forward to make you comfortable" he continued, considering the incident met Indra in front of the Dormitory lobby when driving me. Now so I'm confused to take a stance, "Thank you" I said trying to end this awkward conversation, "You good?" he asked for a moment, "Put" he continued worriedly. "I'm not okay" I replied, the first time I admit that I'm in a state of disintegration, confusion and vulnerability to others, namely to Andre. The feeling I felt with Andre was different from the feeling I had with Indra, and almost the same as my feeling for Pongky. Maybe that's what makes me able to behave as I am with Andre and be able to tell everything I feel without shame.

"It's not our fault if suddenly our family life changes, either for the better or for the worse" he said with a look like he felt what I felt, "The accident was not the beginning of all the events that you are going through, just one way things are now like this" he continued, "So don't blame yourself completely, let alone your future and dreams" he asked. "We are still underage to assume this responsibility, but that does not mean we cannot try to make this situation better" he explained. Hearing the words Andre said earlier this afternoon made me ventured to contact Mama, "Hello" said Mama on the phone, "Ma" replied me, "Daughter, Mama's only child. Tumben Mama's phone" he said in a pleased tone, "You're okay right ?" mama asked, "Papa" I said slowly, "Your father?" ask your mother in an anxious tone, "Why your Papa?" mama asked enthusiastically, "Papa has been almost three months unconscious, Ma" I replied with a tone began to vibrate, "Papa two months ago had a heart attack and surgery, until now has not been aware of Ma" I continued, who began to shed tears, "O Allah, how are you? Why are you telling me now, Mama?" mama asked confusedly, "All because of the Princess, Ma" I said stammered, "Daughter accident, three days coma. That's what made Papa have a heart attack" I explained, which made Mama panic, "Koma?' mama shouted while crying, "Yes Allah" continued Mama trying to calm down. "Take it home as soon as possible" promised Mama who must have known my current difficulties.

Cliches for some people if there is still a relationship that distinguishes race, but that is what happens between my family and the Indra family. Plus religious differences, it's small of my heart to say if everything's gonna be okay. But looking at everything we've been through until we finally decided to start carving a trail together, it's very unfair this situation. Imagining separation in this way is very stifling, "If in the end we have to give up, then we have to give up without regret" I said after a long time we were silent about our relationship tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and next. "Yes" Indra replied confidently, "It's fairer for us to accept" he continued, holding me back by holding him tightly to the sign of peace and will try to get through facing this problem with him.