Is There Love
Feeling Not Delicious

The Part 16

“Oh yes? I'm curious.” I smiled at Gavin.

“Then, later feel it yourself.” Brother Gavin returned my smile.

Not long after, Mang Dodot came while carrying two packs of satay that had been ordered.

“This Den Gavin message,” said mang Dodot while handing two packs of satay to brother Gavin.

“This Mang, money.” Gavin then handed him a fifty thousand note.

“Oh yes thank you. This is the return,” said mang Dodot then gave the change.

“Iya Mang, equally.” Brother Gavin smiled towards the Dodot mang.

Mang Dodot returned the smile of Brother Gavin, “I'm sorry Den.” Then go and continue walking around.

“Yuk eat,” take Kak Gavin.

“Em.” I nodded steadily.

“Thanks,”. I opened the satay pack, its distinctive savory aroma instantly infiltrating into the nasal cavity. When I saw these skewers in front of me, my saliva seemed to want to drip. I ate it slowly, and it really tasted good.

“It feels good right?” ask Gavin while looking at me.

“Iya.” I nodded slowly.

*****

It was almost dark, I glanced at my watch and I saw it almost at 18:00.

“It's almost night, you just go home. Must be tired too,” said Gavin.

“It's still afternoon, it's okay.” I smiled confidently towards Brother Gavin. Yes, I admit I feel tired, sleepy too.

“How about aunt? He must be worried about you.” Brother Gavin looks worried about me.

“I've WA mom earlier. So, no problem anymore.” I smiled at Gavin. I see, Brother Gavin feels bad for me.

“Just relax, mom is not angry,” I said trying to calm her a little tense. But, the hue of his face instantly changed when he heard my words just now. Now, he became calmer, yet there were still doubts.

“Really?” tanyanya. I nodded steadily.

“Thank God, I can relax now.” There was a small smile on her lips.

“What?” I pretended to make sure. I purposely asked her like that because I wanted to hear her answer the intent of my short question.

“Ha? Ah, naw. It's okay.” Now he looks awkward.

“You like watching movies?” suddenly tanyanya. He was trying to melt the atmosphere now.

“Em, me?” I was quiet for a moment, “Suka. Why?”

“Let's watch together. I've got some movie tapes,” he asked. I was silent, why is he suddenly like this? Maybe because I haven't known him for a long time.

“Oh yes? Looks like it's interesting, Brother also likes to watch ya?” askaku.

“Only that's the entertainment I have now.” Now his face turned rather sad.

“Let's watch now,” take me with a smile towards Brother Gavin. It seems like my words reminded me of something that made Gavin sad. Gavin did not say, he just nodded his head and smiled.

Long story short, I helped Brother Gavin walk into the living room behind his bedroom door. Arriving at the family room, I helped her to sit on the long sofa facing the tv. Gavin's sister told me to pick a movie cassette that I wanted to play in a box next to the tv.

“Film adventure,” my inner. I took a tape, and it turned out to be a Narnia movie. In the past, I liked it a lot. I still love it, but I rarely watch it.

“Kenzhi.” I was muttering very slowly. As I looked at the cassette tape I was holding right now, I suddenly remembered Kenzhi. Besides me, Kenzhi also likes him a lot. I don't know why I used to like anything, Kenzhi also liked it, including this film.

“Sister likes Narnia movies huh?” I asked when I found a large collection of tapes.

“I also like,” connect me.

“Only, it has been a long time since I have watched it,”.

“You want to watch it?” ask Brother Gavin.

“Ha?” Short response.

Brother Gavin smiled, “Let's watch together.”

‘Iya,” I said then smiled.

Long story short, my brother Gavin and I enjoyed the movie we were playing, until now it was not until the middle of the film. I felt more and more tired, my eyes began to feel spicy, and I felt weak from sleepiness. Without me noticing, my head slowly grew heavier. My head became unbalanced, and fell to Gavin's left shoulder. The awakened me immediately raised my head and focused my gaze forward, of course also to sit normally like that. Now that I'm being awkward, I'm also being embarrassed.

“Ah, it feels comfortable too, why not go home since? my thinking.

“You just go home, must be tired.” Gavin turned towards me.

“No, I'm not tired. I am still strong,” I replied without looking at Brother Gavin. I sharpened my gaze towards the tv.

“Your eyes are red,”.

“No.” I answered quickly.

“Do not lie, I saw it.” Gavin keeps looking for excuses. I felt annoyed, because it was like being underestimated.

“I said no!” seruku while turning the direction facing brother Gavin. Unintentionally, I nudged Gavin's left shoulder as I turned around. Because my reluctance was tight, brother Gavin even fell onto the sofa. A few seconds before he fell, he grabbed my arm to hold on, but I fell down and hit him. Our faces were now getting very close, the glare of his eyes now looked serious. I was also shocked, my eyes were looking at him sharply, and my heart was now beating faster. A moment later I came to my senses, and quickly got up, Brother Gavin was the same. Now that we were quiet, not a word was said. My cheeks became hot, and red with shame.

“Just go home, my dad will be home soon.” Finally, Brother Gavin dared to make a voice start the conversation.

“I ... I ...” I was confused as to what to answer. On one hand I was tired, but on the other hand I also did not have the heart to leave Gavin's brother alone.

“I didn't mean to expel you, it's just that I didn't want to make auntie worry. You are also very tired, need to rest. It's getting night, it's not good if we're together like this.” Brother Gavin convinced me.

I sighed slowly,” Brother sure it's okay? Yes, it's true, we shouldn't be like this. But we're not doing a no-no, I just want to help.”

“Thank you, I know that very well. But other people's views can be different. Go home,” the door. I was silent for a moment, there was doubt in me.

“Ya, okay. I'm going home. Sorry, I can't help much,” I said as I picked up my backpack on the table.

“This is more than enough for me,” he said with a smile.

“Thank you, already worried about me Chessy.” I vaguely heard Brother Gavin calling me Chessy. I was silent for a moment, it seems like brother Gavin remembered Chessy.

“What?” many ensure.

“Be careful on the road later.” Brother Gavin looked at me smiling.

“Oh yes, I will order a taxi, wait a minute.” Gavin grabbed his phone, called a taxi and asked him to come to his house.

“Thank you,” I said thank you. Brother Gavin just smiled a little.

Ten minutes later the taxi arrived. From the outside came the sound of car horns many times. I got up from my seat, and made my appearance.

“Be careful on the road. When you get home, let me know ya.” Brother Gavin mewanti-wanti.

“Iya, I'll let you know when I get home. Thanks for ordering me a taxi. I go home first,”, I said as I waved my hand for a moment, then left. Brother Gavin returned my wave and smiled.

*****

After a journey of about fifteen minutes, I finally arrived home. I paid for the taxi and then got off. Not long after I got off, the taxi left in front of me. While I rushed into the house. Arriving on the terrace, the door was locked, this is a sign that mother has not returned home, and brother Alby has left for college. Good thing I brought a spare key, so I could enter the house without waiting for my mother. I immediately walked to my room, until there, I immediately threw myself in my soft bed.

“Ah, I feel very sleepy. Relieved too I can now rest, my inner”.

“Be careful on the road, if you are home samoai, let me know.” Suddenly I remembered Gavin's words. I reached into my backpack and took my phone.

“I've arrived home safely.” I sent that short message to Gavin's brother. I close my eyes, I feel the comfort in my room. A moment after my phone vibrated, the screen lit up. There was a reply from Gavin's brother.

“Thank God, then just rest. Quickly sleep, so that tomorrow does not misfortune.” I just read it tan not I open it. After that I closed my eyes, and subconsciously I finally fell asleep.