Diandra Dilemma
Break and Up
After my health improved, my father and mother took me home to the village temporarily until my health recovered and could continue college in good health.
I did not dare to tell them about Juna, and only reasoned to be exhausted when I saw my condition in the hospital.
A few days in the village, I spent time helping Mom sell cakes like she was a child. But the difference is, if you used to have to sell your cake from stall to stall now you already have your own cake shop . Sometimes also occasionally help my uncle's farm which has a lot of livestock . Since my father is only an honorary teacher I certainly can't help him teach. But sometimes some of his elementary school students come home to take tutoring or additional learning from Dad, and I just invite them to play occasionally to reduce saturation. And of course to make forget for a moment about Juna. Well, the mysterious man still hasn't called me back, although I tried to call and text him several times but never replied. I don't know, was he angry and disappointed when I couldn't make it to the park on time? Or does he no longer want to call me and see me again? Oh God!
Almost every night if I remember about him I cry in my prostration without the knowledge of Father and Mother, hoping God grant my prayers to meet him again even if just to say goodbye, but to say goodbye, I only want to meet him once for just one minute.
Mom asked me to make some cookies in the kitchen until one of Dad's students came over to Mom and said there were guests.
Not long after Mom checked on her guest, it turned out that the guest had come for me. I was a little confused, because of course it wasn't Dena, because last told me I wanted to finish the semester so I could graduate. Then who?
And it turns out, he's Tommy. The nice, humorous guy that these last few years have always been there for me. Tommy said he got my address from Dena, of course. I wanted to meet up with you to make sure I was okay.
I took Tommy around to see the beauty of my village that is still beautiful and full of frenzied villagers who are active in the rice fields.
Several times Tommy had me talking about Juna, and I didn't want to talk about it that would only make me hurt more if I remembered it.
"You need a backrest and a story place, I'm always staying with you, Di. So, don't worry!" He said softly while patting my shoulder slowly.
And I just answered him with a nod and a faint smile.
"Thank you, Tom. You come and always make me laugh. Well even if sometimes your jokes are crisp. Haha ... "
Tommy laughed and we enjoyed the cool breeze.
After walking for a long time, I finally invited her to eat together at home. Tommy was very happy and immediately familiar with Father and Mother as well as some of Dad's students . A warm and pleasant atmosphere was present in my house when Tommy was present.
"Rarely enough, Tommy's son, this father's only daughter, has a boy friend who is invited to the house. You just did this, didn't you, Mom?"
I glanced at Mom to make sure she was right.
" Yes, at most Dena who came here, even then it's been a long time ago yes Neng Dena who is beautiful and good it's not here."
Mom glanced at me this time.
" It just so happened that Dena was a friend when I was a kid, Mom." Tommy answered.
"Oh yeah? Waduh, it could be a coincidence huh, hahaha .. " replied Mother.
And we also enjoyed dinner together with the chat Father and Mother who looked very fond of Tommy. But, somehow my heart was always on Juna, even though it made me sick but I couldn't lie to myself, that I missed him so much .
I even doubt, will I be able to open this wounded heart to a new person? Can I bury my memories with Juna and start a new one with Tommy? Even the memories of the first time I fell in love with her I still can't forget. How beautiful and happy I was when I found out that my first love was reciprocated.
Even if it's only a moment but the memories are not easy for me to forget.
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"How can I fall in love when the wound in my heart has not even fully healed."
Diandra.
