Diandra Dilemma
Wounds returned (2)

As usual, Tommy picked me up to go to college. Along the way I was just silent unable to say anything because my brain and heart were somewhere else .

Just listen to Tommy's every utterance and nod as a sign of agreement. Until finally, we arrived.

"Don't forget tonight, baby." Said Tommy as he kissed my forehead before parting ways.

I just nodded with a smile, then rushed away .

Because I wasn't focused enough when I walked by accident I hit someone who turned out to be a young girl, and I dropped some books that I was holding . He also helped me take back my books while apologizing . Our faces met, and it felt familiar to me.

"Ma, ma .. sorry!" He said a little while looking at me.

"Yes, my gapapa is also wrong because of lack of focus on the road." I replied as I tidied up the hair blown by the wind and picked up my book that fell .

As I continued walking again, he suddenly called my name clearly to the point of making my steps stop.

"Sister Diandra!"

I looked over, and she came up to me with teary eyes, and hugged me tightly .

"Finally met you too, brother!" He was happy with his tone.

At length he told me about Arjuna centurion Mahendra, his older brother who was my first love lost so far.

"Why the hell, Jun. Why does it have to be like this? If only I could be a little more patient waiting for you, I wouldn't be this low. Yeah, I feel like I'm the selfishest and worst man now, Juni. If you leave, I accept another heart, but when I know you are in this state, I have a strong longing for you. I'm evil, aren't I, Juna? I can't hold on to our love any longer, and instead waver just because you're gone . I don't pantes for you, do I, Jun?" With a sobbing my words just tossed beside him, hoping he would hear me and open his eyes.

"Although we may not be together anymore, I hope you will wake up again, Jun . There are so many people who want to see you again like you used to. I want you to wake up, and I want to see that shady smile of yours. I beg you, wake up, Arjuna officer Mahendra ."

with his reflexes I kissed his forehead.

I don't know, I might be mean as well as selfish .Unable to control my heart properly when I should be guarding someone's heart, I miss people I shouldn't miss. But I also realized, Juna is not a bad person that I should avoid, he left all this time not without reason. But I was too weak in love with her, so I easily turned to Tommy, whose heart I now have to take care of. Oh my God, if I could turn back time, could I not even meet those who I have to love because of my selfishness?

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The night is getting colder, Tommy can't even call his girlfriend's number, Diandra. He tries to contact his best friend, Dena. And only the nil answer he got, Dena also did not know the existence of Diandra because it was not until yesterday has not met .

And only the night wind now greeted him questioningly.

"Where are you, Di ..."

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Because love, not only need likes but also wounds that must and will always haunt

Diandra Dilemma